Saturday, September 29, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Roly poly
Why cant the bloody bitch just mind her own business?
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!
Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?
I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.
& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!
Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?
I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.
& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Flowers Flowers Flowers tell me what you mean.
HE IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO CHARMING!
His smile, his eyes, hair, expression simply every single thing about him makes me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mesmerizing ! :) I feel like the little girl once again that goes gaga over a guy. damn i dont even know what am i talking about anymore. I dont want to go on crapping anymore. One thing, WHO THE HELL WEARS HOOPS WHEN JOGGING? Apparently, his darling ex gf does!
Ironical thing is that this has got me motivation to study! :)
I scored a 5/25 for English comprehension, failed chinese due to the moderation and a disappointing B3 for F&N! science? HAH HORRIBLE! How nice. O levels examinations are dashing at me at full speed.
Off to history! Feeling so lazy to blog these days.
Byebye dearest blogspot for now. Wont be here unless anything major happens.
Please Do Not Miss Me All! :D
His smile, his eyes, hair, expression simply every single thing about him makes me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mesmerizing ! :) I feel like the little girl once again that goes gaga over a guy. damn i dont even know what am i talking about anymore. I dont want to go on crapping anymore. One thing, WHO THE HELL WEARS HOOPS WHEN JOGGING? Apparently, his darling ex gf does!
Ironical thing is that this has got me motivation to study! :)
I scored a 5/25 for English comprehension, failed chinese due to the moderation and a disappointing B3 for F&N! science? HAH HORRIBLE! How nice. O levels examinations are dashing at me at full speed.
Off to history! Feeling so lazy to blog these days.
Byebye dearest blogspot for now. Wont be here unless anything major happens.
Please Do Not Miss Me All! :D
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Tanning Trip
GREAT NEWS! Dad was talking about a bangkok trip sometime in november. Thats when i thought, Thailand would be a great place for sun tanning so i took my chance and asked if i could tag along on this whatever trip.
SOOOOO, I'm going to bangkok for sun tanning before prom! :D WOOTS! Was still vexing on how not to look white before prom. You have to admit that Singapore's sun stinks! haha so yes i cant wait till after Os! I'm so lucky!
I cant get over yesterday! I even had a dream. Its a very romantic and sweet dream :) I know i dreamt of this guy whom I liked alot. So many of the guys whom i know are striked out. My guess i think its either Mus, McDeaf or darren :)) I can remember details but not the guy!
Mom and dad went for a wedding dinner yesterday and its at Conrad Centennial Hotel. They said that the food SUCKED! If it was my dad i wouldn't have believed him that much. He eats good food almost everyday. As my mom said it tasted rly bad, i had no reason not to believe. And we're only paying 750 per table, it must rly taste even worse! GREAT and who was the one that said that the food there is good? sheesh.
I BROKE MY NAIL! ): DAMN! hope it grows back in time for prom. lol
SOOOOO, I'm going to bangkok for sun tanning before prom! :D WOOTS! Was still vexing on how not to look white before prom. You have to admit that Singapore's sun stinks! haha so yes i cant wait till after Os! I'm so lucky!
I cant get over yesterday! I even had a dream. Its a very romantic and sweet dream :) I know i dreamt of this guy whom I liked alot. So many of the guys whom i know are striked out. My guess i think its either Mus, McDeaf or darren :)) I can remember details but not the guy!
Mom and dad went for a wedding dinner yesterday and its at Conrad Centennial Hotel. They said that the food SUCKED! If it was my dad i wouldn't have believed him that much. He eats good food almost everyday. As my mom said it tasted rly bad, i had no reason not to believe. And we're only paying 750 per table, it must rly taste even worse! GREAT and who was the one that said that the food there is good? sheesh.
I BROKE MY NAIL! ): DAMN! hope it grows back in time for prom. lol
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Joy!
I WANT TO SHOUT SCREAM AND YELL TO EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM!
Its what he said that matters and nothing else matters more!
2 more days till the end of prelims.
There is something important that happens today but i just cant remember what it is.
Yes something to post about. Crazy thought i'm having these days. I want to go for plastic surgery! I dont even know what i want to change. Its the trill perhaps. Pain there will be. But no pain no gain right! I rly want it badly! I want to marry a billionare because the things that i desire is not what a millionare could afford. omg ELIN there is something wrong with you.
Its what he said that matters and nothing else matters more!
2 more days till the end of prelims.
There is something important that happens today but i just cant remember what it is.
Yes something to post about. Crazy thought i'm having these days. I want to go for plastic surgery! I dont even know what i want to change. Its the trill perhaps. Pain there will be. But no pain no gain right! I rly want it badly! I want to marry a billionare because the things that i desire is not what a millionare could afford. omg ELIN there is something wrong with you.
Monday, September 10, 2007
omg
I saw clarence today. omg he looks wierd! Not use to his short hair. lol
I need motivation! And i've decided, kevin is motivation!
LWL SAYS THAT THE BACK OF MY BAG LOOKS CHEAP! GHEESE ! ASSSSS he said it looked like those 10 dollars cheap shit. Firstly before saying that you should know best i dont do cheap stuff. I'M PISSED! hah
Never did go so low nither would want to go there so need not say subway bag! I hope your gf ditches you! asshole hahahaha!
I need motivation! And i've decided, kevin is motivation!
LWL SAYS THAT THE BACK OF MY BAG LOOKS CHEAP! GHEESE ! ASSSSS he said it looked like those 10 dollars cheap shit. Firstly before saying that you should know best i dont do cheap stuff. I'M PISSED! hah
Never did go so low nither would want to go there so need not say subway bag! I hope your gf ditches you! asshole hahahaha!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Things that has to be done
Had the sudden urge to post this.
Things that has to be done after O levels:
1. Get a job! Not retail anymore i want an admin job! maybe 2 jobs? hah
2. I need a laptop, definately not Apple anymore.
3. I want to get desperate housewives season 3 dvds! And then watch season 4! :)
4. In need of Greys Anatomy season 4!
5. A new wallet! Not white anymore!
6. Excess cash which i doubt i would have, i would get an Agnes B bag!
7. Really really excess cash, i would have to save up for my upcoming trip to Europe next year.
8. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH its a secret. :)
Nothing much you can do when you're only 17.
Pictures :
Things that has to be done after O levels:
1. Get a job! Not retail anymore i want an admin job! maybe 2 jobs? hah
2. I need a laptop, definately not Apple anymore.
3. I want to get desperate housewives season 3 dvds! And then watch season 4! :)
4. In need of Greys Anatomy season 4!
5. A new wallet! Not white anymore!
6. Excess cash which i doubt i would have, i would get an Agnes B bag!
7. Really really excess cash, i would have to save up for my upcoming trip to Europe next year.
8. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH its a secret. :)
Nothing much you can do when you're only 17.
Pictures :
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
The be all and end all
I once had a friend. Why was she once my friend you ask? Let me explain.
I stopped trying to be her friend.
i'm not calm now. I feel the rage in me is going to erupt any moment.
How did it all started?
Ok, Let that once a friend be X. Try solving X.
Around 2 months back, R called me one day and ask me as i thought at that time a very funny question.
R asked,
"Did X tell you anything bad happened today with us? Is X angry with us?" I was like "huh, no nth X was smiling "?
only till few weeks back do i realize what R wanted to ask me that day.
X has been showing a 'F black face or should i say mask that she glues on to her face. [ That explains SO MUCH! ]
We all were puzzled and practically blamed ourselves for not knowing what was happening.
My definition for friends is having someone to turn to when she or he is in need. Sharing joy and lend a shoulder to cry on. And they should be able to pour out their hearts to whatever they are not happy with.
Whenever we try to ask X about what is happening X would try to void the question by simply just IGNORING. Not even saying something like i dont want to discuss this. just do not reply like X just died with a heart attack in front of the computer or phone. Then right after I aske dX the question, X started posting " le mort, leave me alone, no avail " All over X blog and nick. We thought X needed some space so we decided to give X some time. Who knows i guess X thought that this was fun! After teachers day more of X black face started surfacing.
WHHHHEEEEE we're having so much fun playing wheel of fortune to your 'F thoughts. There are some reasons why you're not bill gates you're not good are designing softwares NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR 'F MIND GAMES! sheesh
But but but there is more to it. X tries so hard. I rly have to take my hats off for you! X tried so hard to keep the game going by attracting more attention. {this is how you think right?} This is how X did it. At first X wrote leave me alone right eventually i guess X found it meaningless as no one gave a shit anymore X switched the concept of those brainless mind games to " feel so insignificant, so lonely! " What we think is X is ASA & LOL! [ Inside joke! :) ] So like how IRONIC AND CONTRADICTING IS X? Like i said X is not good in designing games. Once agn X failed in entertaining us. I'm so sorry. DON'T SLIT YOUR WRIST JUST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT HAVING FUN OK! USE your brains! How could your cheap games interest us? Its an insult just being forced and dragged in to play.
You know what is the most hurting? instead of us she told her troubles to her other 'FRIEND'. X has been having lunch with us almost every single day, shopping, doing work and whatever which i thought is signifying that this was a friendship. But nooo, when X has a problem X just turned to someone else which X in this case trust as a friend. WHO DO X THINK WE ARE? Some random people to screw with? Ginnie pigs to those mindless games of yours? Ironically you make US FEEL INSIGNIFICANT! So back at you!
This was when i knew i totally gave up trying to be X's friend.
In the course of these games, the relationship started turning sour. X did many things testing our limits over and over agn. Driving us nuts with X's 'ni yao wo zhe me yang?' , 'Black stinky face' and trying to be all secretive and quiet. And when X is in good mood X would just be normal. We're not obliged to tolerate your nonsense. You threw our friendship to the wolves so stop making it seem as if its our fault.
We gossiped, in a nice way, discussed this matter. Laughing and practically swimming in our tears of laughter at MOS. X of course was our topic of discussion. If you have been at lunch with us you would know how unpleasant is the choice of vocabulary we use if that person is of absolute abhorrence. In this case, X is. By that choice of vocabulary of course not those coarse words.
I've never knew that you're so self obsessed and willing to give it all up just for your paranoid self obsessions. Worrying about things that obviously wouldn't happen. Cry in your little dark corner for now i dont care as i'm sure you'll scream " Leave me alone, no avail you're not my friend " RIGHT AT MY FACE ! so Why bother?
What would you do if you have a friend like X?
From pity -> Confusion -> Getting Irritated -> Hatred . So this is entirely brought upon yourself!
Don't even get me started about prom! I could rattle on and on and on.
I have much more mean things like "The Missing Cockroach" [ Inside joke hahahahahaha ]
Actually not mean, FACTS should be the better term. Things that you're unknowingly doing to us.
For every mathematics question there is an answer.
X = Teng Weesan
Yes by posting this i'm throwing down the gauntlet. Thats if you know what i'm trying to mean.
I stopped trying to be her friend.
i'm not calm now. I feel the rage in me is going to erupt any moment.
How did it all started?
Ok, Let that once a friend be X. Try solving X.
Around 2 months back, R called me one day and ask me as i thought at that time a very funny question.
R asked,
"Did X tell you anything bad happened today with us? Is X angry with us?" I was like "huh, no nth X was smiling "?
only till few weeks back do i realize what R wanted to ask me that day.
X has been showing a 'F black face or should i say mask that she glues on to her face. [ That explains SO MUCH! ]
We all were puzzled and practically blamed ourselves for not knowing what was happening.
My definition for friends is having someone to turn to when she or he is in need. Sharing joy and lend a shoulder to cry on. And they should be able to pour out their hearts to whatever they are not happy with.
Whenever we try to ask X about what is happening X would try to void the question by simply just IGNORING. Not even saying something like i dont want to discuss this. just do not reply like X just died with a heart attack in front of the computer or phone. Then right after I aske dX the question, X started posting " le mort, leave me alone, no avail " All over X blog and nick. We thought X needed some space so we decided to give X some time. Who knows i guess X thought that this was fun! After teachers day more of X black face started surfacing.
WHHHHEEEEE we're having so much fun playing wheel of fortune to your 'F thoughts. There are some reasons why you're not bill gates you're not good are designing softwares NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR 'F MIND GAMES! sheesh
But but but there is more to it. X tries so hard. I rly have to take my hats off for you! X tried so hard to keep the game going by attracting more attention. {this is how you think right?} This is how X did it. At first X wrote leave me alone right eventually i guess X found it meaningless as no one gave a shit anymore X switched the concept of those brainless mind games to " feel so insignificant, so lonely! " What we think is X is ASA & LOL! [ Inside joke! :) ] So like how IRONIC AND CONTRADICTING IS X? Like i said X is not good in designing games. Once agn X failed in entertaining us. I'm so sorry. DON'T SLIT YOUR WRIST JUST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT HAVING FUN OK! USE your brains! How could your cheap games interest us? Its an insult just being forced and dragged in to play.
You know what is the most hurting? instead of us she told her troubles to her other 'FRIEND'. X has been having lunch with us almost every single day, shopping, doing work and whatever which i thought is signifying that this was a friendship. But nooo, when X has a problem X just turned to someone else which X in this case trust as a friend. WHO DO X THINK WE ARE? Some random people to screw with? Ginnie pigs to those mindless games of yours? Ironically you make US FEEL INSIGNIFICANT! So back at you!
This was when i knew i totally gave up trying to be X's friend.
In the course of these games, the relationship started turning sour. X did many things testing our limits over and over agn. Driving us nuts with X's 'ni yao wo zhe me yang?' , 'Black stinky face' and trying to be all secretive and quiet. And when X is in good mood X would just be normal. We're not obliged to tolerate your nonsense. You threw our friendship to the wolves so stop making it seem as if its our fault.
We gossiped, in a nice way, discussed this matter. Laughing and practically swimming in our tears of laughter at MOS. X of course was our topic of discussion. If you have been at lunch with us you would know how unpleasant is the choice of vocabulary we use if that person is of absolute abhorrence. In this case, X is. By that choice of vocabulary of course not those coarse words.
I've never knew that you're so self obsessed and willing to give it all up just for your paranoid self obsessions. Worrying about things that obviously wouldn't happen. Cry in your little dark corner for now i dont care as i'm sure you'll scream " Leave me alone, no avail you're not my friend " RIGHT AT MY FACE ! so Why bother?
What would you do if you have a friend like X?
From pity -> Confusion -> Getting Irritated -> Hatred . So this is entirely brought upon yourself!
Don't even get me started about prom! I could rattle on and on and on.
I have much more mean things like "The Missing Cockroach" [ Inside joke hahahahahaha ]
Actually not mean, FACTS should be the better term. Things that you're unknowingly doing to us.
For every mathematics question there is an answer.
X = Teng Weesan
Yes by posting this i'm throwing down the gauntlet. Thats if you know what i'm trying to mean.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Two Movies
Watched The Bourne Ultimatum today! :D Before i went in I wondered why i loved the previous Bourne movies so much, thought this moive would be like the 007 show which is BORING LIKE MAD! all they do is fight fight and fight with almost no meaning to it. Whereas, in Bourne there is a huge deal of coordination in the plotting of the movie. Then watched Ratatouille again as that loser wants to watch it, i wanted to watch no reservations! But nevermind his treat :)
After the movie, walked around in orchard he brought like 3 num shirts! Looked at him with green eyes! I don't even have money for the paper bag! lol ok i'm exaggerating. Went home after. Drove up the wall by the damn maid agn.
Still, It was a day to remember :D
There was ever this once i told you "i hate you! And i hate you because i just simply can't stop loving you enough."
I only said this to one.
To that special one, It still is just that i'm hating you even more now.
After the movie, walked around in orchard he brought like 3 num shirts! Looked at him with green eyes! I don't even have money for the paper bag! lol ok i'm exaggerating. Went home after. Drove up the wall by the damn maid agn.
Still, It was a day to remember :D
There was ever this once i told you "i hate you! And i hate you because i just simply can't stop loving you enough."
I only said this to one.
To that special one, It still is just that i'm hating you even more now.
Walking on top of air :D
MY BED SMELLS OF LEMONS! HAPPY DAY!
Can't say I love you cos I don't.
Can't promise that i'll love eventually either.
But right here,
right now,
I promise you me.
Can't say I love you cos I don't.
Can't promise that i'll love eventually either.
But right here,
right now,
I promise you me.
Friday, August 31, 2007
:D SMILES!
SO SO MUCH TO BLOG! a busy busy week!
I'm feeling so so much better! Thats the result of having friends that i have.
Troubles gone everytime around them. (:
It was prelims week. Last day, F&N and HISTORY! it almost killed me.
Not only the part of memorizing the notes but also the writting of the endless rims of paper!
My hands almost shattered and back almost broke! The aches are back agn.
After my prelims, went to orchard with kit, jiayi and bec. then after to bec's house for making of candies! :D
Yes, WE ATE BEN& JERRY FOR LUNCH! :) 12 scoops of refreshing Icecream!
Then the candies at bec's house. FUNNNNNN~ we played for hours left for home at 11:20pm.
Bec's mom was so nice! she cooked a big feast for us! can imagine how much she has spent.
Feel bad! THANK YOU ALL!
Needta go out soon. well post pictures tonight! :)
I'M SO HAPPY!
Yes, how contridicting can you be? first, 'leave me alone' and then you feel ignored. How ironic is this?
I'm feeling so so much better! Thats the result of having friends that i have.
Troubles gone everytime around them. (:
It was prelims week. Last day, F&N and HISTORY! it almost killed me.
Not only the part of memorizing the notes but also the writting of the endless rims of paper!
My hands almost shattered and back almost broke! The aches are back agn.
After my prelims, went to orchard with kit, jiayi and bec. then after to bec's house for making of candies! :D
Yes, WE ATE BEN& JERRY FOR LUNCH! :) 12 scoops of refreshing Icecream!
Then the candies at bec's house. FUNNNNNN~ we played for hours left for home at 11:20pm.
Bec's mom was so nice! she cooked a big feast for us! can imagine how much she has spent.
Feel bad! THANK YOU ALL!
Needta go out soon. well post pictures tonight! :)
I'M SO HAPPY!
Yes, how contridicting can you be? first, 'leave me alone' and then you feel ignored. How ironic is this?
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tranquility
Chat with D just now. Feel so much more relaxed and cooled down now!
THANK YOU! :D
Lei Garden for dinner! WOOOOOO it was DIVINE! :) I love Chimes, I Love Lei Garden!
I'm drowning in F&N and history notes now. Kind of late to study. But better than nothing right.
GOGOGO! HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
I'm $90 away! You know what I mean.
THANK YOU! :D
Lei Garden for dinner! WOOOOOO it was DIVINE! :) I love Chimes, I Love Lei Garden!
I'm drowning in F&N and history notes now. Kind of late to study. But better than nothing right.
GOGOGO! HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
I'm $90 away! You know what I mean.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
A Rainy Day
SCARY SCARY SCARY
Foi descartado outra vez ):
I thought i miss THAT feeling but now i know it MACHUCA more!
Forget it. But i'm damn CIOSO! asshole!
The past papers has all been crap. I have never done this badly for my Social Studies ever! 3 of the SEQ were on Singapore and lucky enough, i didn't touch on that section. What can i say i dont like Singapores' history. Singapore's Politics bore me to death! Nothing good can be expected from Mdm Anantha's papers. Because of one 'let the' she marked me down from scoring full marks for that question. What logic is that? Thats right she has a 'no one can ever score full marks for history' policy. Cant blame me for debating with such a teacher. If they lose they would categorize you into the rebellious student section. I'm kind of stationed there for sometime alrdy.
I'm stubborn and i hold grudges!
Oh yes HAPPY BELATED REBECCA, 27th aug 2007 was this lucky girl's birthday! Went to new york, SHE TREATED US TO DRINKS! which was 6-7 dollars on average! And her mom paid for out G.S.T which was alot! i think 20 dollars or so for 5 & jadon. haha I HAVE PICTURES! But my phone is currently not in reach. Shall post them another day. Went for Rush Hour 3 after with bec and kit. Laughed till my eye balls almost dropped out! recommended to watch! :D say aizat, Ara and sharon.
Went to Subway today with weesan, kit and jiayi. Nothing else? Never rly gossip, nothing much to say. 'THE FORCE was in our way! If you get what i mean. Nothing special.
POOR JIAYI! He's not worth it! Lousy Man!
Foi descartado outra vez ):
I thought i miss THAT feeling but now i know it MACHUCA more!
Forget it. But i'm damn CIOSO! asshole!
The past papers has all been crap. I have never done this badly for my Social Studies ever! 3 of the SEQ were on Singapore and lucky enough, i didn't touch on that section. What can i say i dont like Singapores' history. Singapore's Politics bore me to death! Nothing good can be expected from Mdm Anantha's papers. Because of one 'let the' she marked me down from scoring full marks for that question. What logic is that? Thats right she has a 'no one can ever score full marks for history' policy. Cant blame me for debating with such a teacher. If they lose they would categorize you into the rebellious student section. I'm kind of stationed there for sometime alrdy.
I'm stubborn and i hold grudges!
Oh yes HAPPY BELATED REBECCA, 27th aug 2007 was this lucky girl's birthday! Went to new york, SHE TREATED US TO DRINKS! which was 6-7 dollars on average! And her mom paid for out G.S.T which was alot! i think 20 dollars or so for 5 & jadon. haha I HAVE PICTURES! But my phone is currently not in reach. Shall post them another day. Went for Rush Hour 3 after with bec and kit. Laughed till my eye balls almost dropped out! recommended to watch! :D say aizat, Ara and sharon.
Went to Subway today with weesan, kit and jiayi. Nothing else? Never rly gossip, nothing much to say. 'THE FORCE was in our way! If you get what i mean. Nothing special.
POOR JIAYI! He's not worth it! Lousy Man!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
MOVIES! (:
Please be jealous of me! I WATCHED HOSTEL ||, kind of actually. Thank you yenling!
Its rly gross! The director could not leave their clothes on. And has a sick mind of hanging them upside down and filming their nude bodies, EVERY PART.
i only caught the front, middle and ending part. my 1st time going for a R21 show. My heart raced like mad everytime a person enters the theatre. Its just so so cool having a friend working there. I want to work there! The first few times someone came to check, yenling was no where to be found so we had to return to watch 'dead silence' or something. The theatre for hostel is so so empty wanted to hide but got caught!
That stupid dead silence is horrible so typical. but after a while yenling smuggled us back in. Rly have to thank her so much! (:
Movie maraton yesterday watched Ratatouille and the almighty show.
Ratatouille was great! just that i would not eat food that is prepared from a rat.
The Evan almighty show is kind of expected? Its somehow the same as bruce almighty. DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON EVAN ALMIGHTY! not worth it.
Went off to the 'bbq' afterward.Wl had to catch his sunderland versus Liverpool. zz & so after i got knocked out by the alcohol. First time ever! Reached home at god knows what time. i have pictures but i'm rly lazy and lacking of sleep.
EVERYTHING IS JUST SO PERFECT(: <3 saturdays! Its the only day i can leave all my tears behind.
G just puts a smile on my face. Everything just falls into place around him :D
And something major happened! SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO SO HAPPY THAT IT DID :D
i was TAGGED by Kityee.
Rules of the game: each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. people who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. at the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. no tagbacks! :D
AM I THAT WEIRD? HAHA.
1. I HATE SUNDAYS !
2. I get irritated easily brainless people speak.
3. I hate noise!
4. I suck at chinese! Don't inderstand why, I COMMUNICATE IN CHINESE AT HOME with my mom!
5. I love eating citrus fruits!
6. Love almonds and strawberry pokey
7. Love watching english series, movie more than chinese.
8. I love baking! :D
9. Brand caucious
10. I think I love weilong.
Im not weird but normal
everyone does that too right? :D
the 'LUCKY' six :
1) Jiawen
2) jaslyn
3) Wanning
4) jiayi
5) jolyn
6) AH LAM!
Its rly gross! The director could not leave their clothes on. And has a sick mind of hanging them upside down and filming their nude bodies, EVERY PART.
i only caught the front, middle and ending part. my 1st time going for a R21 show. My heart raced like mad everytime a person enters the theatre. Its just so so cool having a friend working there. I want to work there! The first few times someone came to check, yenling was no where to be found so we had to return to watch 'dead silence' or something. The theatre for hostel is so so empty wanted to hide but got caught!
That stupid dead silence is horrible so typical. but after a while yenling smuggled us back in. Rly have to thank her so much! (:
Movie maraton yesterday watched Ratatouille and the almighty show.
Ratatouille was great! just that i would not eat food that is prepared from a rat.
The Evan almighty show is kind of expected? Its somehow the same as bruce almighty. DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON EVAN ALMIGHTY! not worth it.
Went off to the 'bbq' afterward.Wl had to catch his sunderland versus Liverpool. zz & so after i got knocked out by the alcohol. First time ever! Reached home at god knows what time. i have pictures but i'm rly lazy and lacking of sleep.
EVERYTHING IS JUST SO PERFECT(: <3 saturdays! Its the only day i can leave all my tears behind.
G just puts a smile on my face. Everything just falls into place around him :D
And something major happened! SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO SO HAPPY THAT IT DID :D
i was TAGGED by Kityee.
Rules of the game: each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. people who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. at the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. no tagbacks! :D
AM I THAT WEIRD? HAHA.
1. I HATE SUNDAYS !
2. I get irritated easily brainless people speak.
3. I hate noise!
4. I suck at chinese! Don't inderstand why, I COMMUNICATE IN CHINESE AT HOME with my mom!
5. I love eating citrus fruits!
6. Love almonds and strawberry pokey
7. Love watching english series, movie more than chinese.
8. I love baking! :D
9. Brand caucious
10. I think I love weilong.
Im not weird but normal
everyone does that too right? :D
the 'LUCKY' six :
1) Jiawen
2) jaslyn
3) Wanning
4) jiayi
5) jolyn
6) AH LAM!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
SMELLY SHIT FACES
I dislike mrs ang like mad. my aunt just told me that she speaks ill of me in school. DAMN HER! i've never talked back to her like ever. Since when did i? i'm the quietest during Maths lessons. school stinks!
FINE, i shall glue my lips together in class, thats if i'm attending.
I'm rebellious you're shit so i'm fine with that. Teachers can never stand the thought of them losing a debate to students. FOR GOD SAKE! TEACHERS IN AMKSS ARE FUC*** UP!
off to G's
FINE, i shall glue my lips together in class, thats if i'm attending.
I'm rebellious you're shit so i'm fine with that. Teachers can never stand the thought of them losing a debate to students. FOR GOD SAKE! TEACHERS IN AMKSS ARE FUC*** UP!
off to G's
Friday, August 24, 2007
Spending, Spent
Papers are all so far horrible x1000
All set for tomorrow! (: spent like $178.62 in market place for the bbq goods.
wanted to get those home delivery things but, kind of dumb. So sarah got her bf to pick up the stuff.
They were late! Have to wait for those guys to book out. All kinds of excuses came along. The way they 2 spoke was rly very funny and couple-y :)
Had to find some place to put the stuff down before the guys all the stuff was so so heavy!
So, in the mean time we went to e2max. LOGGED INTO MAPLE! miss that silly game! sarah and yujia were busy with guys online.
sarah has a hot bf! haha ok i practically say that about every guy nowadays. Except for some that is.
When i got into the car, not sure what car it is think its a highlander, though it is a car but it totally had that plane smell. Felt car sick! headaches and everything fell into place. I swear i almost vomited.
Reached home at ard 8. Thank god! hah
They are such nice people! feel kind of odd though.
POST SHORTENED!
YAY G is out out out out out (: MISS G! lots to update him on!
All set for tomorrow! (: spent like $178.62 in market place for the bbq goods.
wanted to get those home delivery things but, kind of dumb. So sarah got her bf to pick up the stuff.
They were late! Have to wait for those guys to book out. All kinds of excuses came along. The way they 2 spoke was rly very funny and couple-y :)
Had to find some place to put the stuff down before the guys all the stuff was so so heavy!
So, in the mean time we went to e2max. LOGGED INTO MAPLE! miss that silly game! sarah and yujia were busy with guys online.
sarah has a hot bf! haha ok i practically say that about every guy nowadays. Except for some that is.
When i got into the car, not sure what car it is think its a highlander, though it is a car but it totally had that plane smell. Felt car sick! headaches and everything fell into place. I swear i almost vomited.
Reached home at ard 8. Thank god! hah
They are such nice people! feel kind of odd though.
POST SHORTENED!
YAY G is out out out out out (: MISS G! lots to update him on!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
From jolyns'
Answer the following questions:
- The person who tagged you is:
JOLYN
/ Your relationship with her is:
A friend, classmate for 3 years!
/ Your 5 impressions of her:
LOVELY, always Paranoid ' she claims, real hot, Has rly nice long hair 'haha, Wonder woman like :D
/ The most memorable thing she had done for you:
I was sad the other day and she cheered me up.
/ The most memorable words she had said to you:
Those words of encouragement! (:
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
She is too good to be true, the 'If' would never come! HAHA
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
She is far from having any flaws! SO NOTHING! PERHAPS SMILE MORE? :)
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
I don't wish for this to happen, so it has never crossed my mind.
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
She being too perfect! hah
/ The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Clear all her worries so as allow her to own her Os!
/ Your overall impression of him/ her is:
CLASSY!
/ How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know, that i would have to ask them to know right. But i know irritating would not be left out!
/ The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
I wish someone would tell me.
/ On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
Too much to be stated. mainly cant fix my mind on doing a right thing.
/ The most ideal person you want to be is:
I dont want to be anyone else actually.
/ For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Dont waste your time, i'm not worth.
/ Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) WL
2) JOLYN haha
3) JIAWEN
4) KITYEE
5) WEESAN
6) JASLYN
7) AH LAM
8) SHARON WOOOOOOO :)
9) SARAH
10) CLARENCE. L
-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
More like relationshipS? lol :)
-Is No. 9 a female or male?
Its kind of obvious.
If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NOWAY because i'll probably kill 7 HAHA i dont like to share!
-How about No. 8 and 5?
Its a long way there, you have to bend them. if you get what i mean
-What is No.2 studying about?
Same boring subject combination as me
-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
In school.
-What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
AHHH! idk but i guess she prefers chinese bands more?
-Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes, a very hot sister!
-Will you woo No. 3?
NOT EVEN IF YOU THROW AT ME! WAHAHAHAH i date her all the time. Rejections a common sight ):
-How about No. 7?
Why not? at least she crack jokes all the time!
-Is No. 4 single?
HOHOHO. too many to name of there is D, C , CK ahh many many more!
-What's the surname of No. 5?
Teng [remains the same from jolin's]
-What's the name of No. 10?
CLARENCE!
-What's the hobby of No. 4?
ogling at guys with hot bod! haha
-Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
9 is a rly very easy going (: not sure about 5 though. haha
-Where is No. 2 studying at?
AMKSS , thats jolyn.
-Talk something casually about No. 1?
irritating, in a good way :) , heart breaker and loves to pick on my mistakes. So much more!
-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
i'm sorry i'm straight.
-Where does No. 9 live at?
Want to stalk her? one of the roads near long house. dont know the name.
-What colour does No. 4 likes?
Her phone is pink. i guess pink. Think she is a multi colour lover!
-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
If they are i'll drown in jealousy
-Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
I saw them kisssing in the ladies in school! so what you think?
-How do you get to know No. 2?
In school! :)
-Does No. 1 have any pets?
Have you ever heard of a pig with pets?
-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She has never dance for me, i would not know. :)
- The person who tagged you is:
JOLYN
/ Your relationship with her is:
A friend, classmate for 3 years!
/ Your 5 impressions of her:
LOVELY, always Paranoid ' she claims, real hot, Has rly nice long hair 'haha, Wonder woman like :D
/ The most memorable thing she had done for you:
I was sad the other day and she cheered me up.
/ The most memorable words she had said to you:
Those words of encouragement! (:
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
She is too good to be true, the 'If' would never come! HAHA
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
She is far from having any flaws! SO NOTHING! PERHAPS SMILE MORE? :)
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
I don't wish for this to happen, so it has never crossed my mind.
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
She being too perfect! hah
/ The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Clear all her worries so as allow her to own her Os!
/ Your overall impression of him/ her is:
CLASSY!
/ How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know, that i would have to ask them to know right. But i know irritating would not be left out!
/ The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
I wish someone would tell me.
/ On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
Too much to be stated. mainly cant fix my mind on doing a right thing.
/ The most ideal person you want to be is:
I dont want to be anyone else actually.
/ For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Dont waste your time, i'm not worth.
/ Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) WL
2) JOLYN haha
3) JIAWEN
4) KITYEE
5) WEESAN
6) JASLYN
7) AH LAM
8) SHARON WOOOOOOO :)
9) SARAH
10) CLARENCE. L
-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
More like relationshipS? lol :)
-Is No. 9 a female or male?
Its kind of obvious.
If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NOWAY because i'll probably kill 7 HAHA i dont like to share!
-How about No. 8 and 5?
Its a long way there, you have to bend them. if you get what i mean
-What is No.2 studying about?
Same boring subject combination as me
-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
In school.
-What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
AHHH! idk but i guess she prefers chinese bands more?
-Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes, a very hot sister!
-Will you woo No. 3?
NOT EVEN IF YOU THROW AT ME! WAHAHAHAH i date her all the time. Rejections a common sight ):
-How about No. 7?
Why not? at least she crack jokes all the time!
-Is No. 4 single?
HOHOHO. too many to name of there is D, C , CK ahh many many more!
-What's the surname of No. 5?
Teng [remains the same from jolin's]
-What's the name of No. 10?
CLARENCE!
-What's the hobby of No. 4?
ogling at guys with hot bod! haha
-Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
9 is a rly very easy going (: not sure about 5 though. haha
-Where is No. 2 studying at?
AMKSS , thats jolyn.
-Talk something casually about No. 1?
irritating, in a good way :) , heart breaker and loves to pick on my mistakes. So much more!
-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
i'm sorry i'm straight.
-Where does No. 9 live at?
Want to stalk her? one of the roads near long house. dont know the name.
-What colour does No. 4 likes?
Her phone is pink. i guess pink. Think she is a multi colour lover!
-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
If they are i'll drown in jealousy
-Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
I saw them kisssing in the ladies in school! so what you think?
-How do you get to know No. 2?
In school! :)
-Does No. 1 have any pets?
Have you ever heard of a pig with pets?
-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She has never dance for me, i would not know. :)
My Heart Beats For You
I'm offically cheered up! Temporarily (:
It was all I need, why didn't i think of that sooner! AHHHHHHHHH
What i've learnt today:
1. A relationship can only last when there is true love.
Love does not develop just like that, It takes time, the greatest degree of understaning and forgiving.
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see that imperfect person perfectly.
And when you could exchange everything you have just for his/her happiness, that is Love.
Ture love is unconditional.
soooo, i've just realized. What i've had in the past was not 'love' but just lust and desire.
Thats why it has never lasted.
But seriously, these few days thoughts of leaving this misery has crossed my mind for umpteen times.
I'll always think of a reason, the reason for me to stay.
I'll think of everything else and when it comes to you it stops, i stop thinking.
This is It, You're It. You're the reason i'm still here.
Tell me this isn't true, this isn't happening.
Nothing you do can change my mind.
[This is not a confession!] 'You sld know
Its 2am now, school & prelims tomorrow. I can't sleep!
3hours and i alrdy miss how you stumble when you give those speeches, the evil laughter, cruel jokes. :) HAHA
When you see this, which i hope it isn't anytime soon. Just don't pull my hair, I promise the insomnia is only for today.
2. And yes of course, i hope those maths formulas that i spent time drilling in my head are in and stable in place, in The Brain.
I HAD BIRD NEST SOUP TODAY! FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :)
Today is a happy day!
My definition of a happy day is a day where i need not get up in the morning to go for lessons, need not say exam and of course his Presence!
2:30am now, I NEED SLEEPING PILLS! Tomorrow would be hell.
It was all I need, why didn't i think of that sooner! AHHHHHHHHH
What i've learnt today:
1. A relationship can only last when there is true love.
Love does not develop just like that, It takes time, the greatest degree of understaning and forgiving.
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see that imperfect person perfectly.
And when you could exchange everything you have just for his/her happiness, that is Love.
Ture love is unconditional.
soooo, i've just realized. What i've had in the past was not 'love' but just lust and desire.
Thats why it has never lasted.
But seriously, these few days thoughts of leaving this misery has crossed my mind for umpteen times.
I'll always think of a reason, the reason for me to stay.
I'll think of everything else and when it comes to you it stops, i stop thinking.
This is It, You're It. You're the reason i'm still here.
Tell me this isn't true, this isn't happening.
Nothing you do can change my mind.
[This is not a confession!] 'You sld know
Its 2am now, school & prelims tomorrow. I can't sleep!
3hours and i alrdy miss how you stumble when you give those speeches, the evil laughter, cruel jokes. :) HAHA
When you see this, which i hope it isn't anytime soon. Just don't pull my hair, I promise the insomnia is only for today.
2. And yes of course, i hope those maths formulas that i spent time drilling in my head are in and stable in place, in The Brain.
I HAD BIRD NEST SOUP TODAY! FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :)
Today is a happy day!
My definition of a happy day is a day where i need not get up in the morning to go for lessons, need not say exam and of course his Presence!
2:30am now, I NEED SLEEPING PILLS! Tomorrow would be hell.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
): ):
Just give me one reason why do i still have to go to school. Just one because i can think of none. Go for the testimonal? mrs ang would not need to write one if i'm forced to go to school because i would be lying motionless in my grave. The noise, the people and freaking teachers that has to win the debate every single time are all driving me up and soon over. I CANNOT TAKE IT!
PITY IS THE LAST THING I NEED. If i can stop talking to people at home, i can do it too in school.
And K whoever you are just jump in joy whatever. my life is screwed.
PITY IS THE LAST THING I NEED. If i can stop talking to people at home, i can do it too in school.
And K whoever you are just jump in joy whatever. my life is screwed.
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