My Heart Beats For You

I'm offically cheered up! Temporarily (:
It was all I need, why didn't i think of that sooner! AHHHHHHHHH

What i've learnt today:
1. A relationship can only last when there is true love.
Love does not develop just like that, It takes time, the greatest degree of understaning and forgiving.
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see that imperfect person perfectly.
And when you could exchange everything you have just for his/her happiness, that is Love.
Ture love is unconditional.
soooo, i've just realized. What i've had in the past was not 'love' but just lust and desire.
Thats why it has never lasted.
But seriously, these few days thoughts of leaving this misery has crossed my mind for umpteen times.
I'll always think of a reason, the reason for me to stay.
I'll think of everything else and when it comes to you it stops, i stop thinking.
This is It, You're It. You're the reason i'm still here.
Tell me this isn't true, this isn't happening.
Nothing you do can change my mind.
[This is not a confession!] 'You sld know
Its 2am now, school & prelims tomorrow. I can't sleep!
3hours and i alrdy miss how you stumble when you give those speeches, the evil laughter, cruel jokes. :) HAHA
When you see this, which i hope it isn't anytime soon. Just don't pull my hair, I promise the insomnia is only for today.

2. And yes of course, i hope those maths formulas that i spent time drilling in my head are in and stable in place, in The Brain.

I HAD BIRD NEST SOUP TODAY! FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :)

Today is a happy day!

My definition of a happy day is a day where i need not get up in the morning to go for lessons, need not say exam and of course his Presence!
2:30am now, I NEED SLEEPING PILLS! Tomorrow would be hell.