'haha'?

Something is BOTTLING inside me. ): ): ): ): ): i'm kind of sad? because of some stupid matter again. TELLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY )))))))))))))))))))))))))))): i'm loss for words all i know is it hurts. i'm retarded as the pain is only felt after weeks, months. whatever. ALL \'s fault! ):

HEY YOU! i think we rly need you to feel better!