Somethings that i did this week that i forgot to post
Met wl at cq and walked to orchard just for a movie [disturbia] hah walked and talked and laughed and haha whatever. I think we took like 2 hours. :D you're just so nice LOVES! Disturbia is a very very very very nice movie! trilling!
Yes went to the science center, sat on the simulator and bing was the only guy. Screamed for the joy of screaming, kinda fun. Backbone hurt afterwards :)
On the national day celerbrations, went for pizza with WANNING, jiayi, bec, kit, jiawen. I hate pizza huts as seriously i do not know why they have to charge us with the 7% GST. And hell with the waitresses who does not know how to take orders.
Talked on the phone with wl for 6 hours and 31 minutes! Record breaking! :):):) Seriously talked about everything under the sun. slept only at 7 in the morning. Got woken up by mom at like 12.30pm z. Know a little bit more about army stuff! Too bad wl is the only son in the family. So hey people if you want your son to be a commando, he has to have a brother(s). I AM MISSING MAPLE LIKE ): i miss possessive, i miss ArchAngels! i can never go back, wl knows so but keeps reminding me of everything! I miss everything in there except for the boyfriend conflicts.
Howcanieverloveyouenough:)
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Friday, August 10, 2007
He was here :)
Happiest thing happened today :)
was suppose to be out with love today but i was too lazy.
SOOOOOOOOO, love came by [just to see my room] z !!!!! was kind of shocked as there was no notification and my room was in a mess, i was in a mess! stupid maid was going in and out of the room. i swear my heart was racing. no guy has ever went to the 2nd floor only you! Anyways regarding that question of yours hmm, YOU FLIRT! NO WAY! :P I LOVE LOVE :D SMILES A MILLION TIMES. And wl, the books you lent to me are like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ you sld have tore off the cover page at least. still, thank you love!
was suppose to be out with love today but i was too lazy.
SOOOOOOOOO, love came by [just to see my room] z !!!!! was kind of shocked as there was no notification and my room was in a mess, i was in a mess! stupid maid was going in and out of the room. i swear my heart was racing. no guy has ever went to the 2nd floor only you! Anyways regarding that question of yours hmm, YOU FLIRT! NO WAY! :P I LOVE LOVE :D SMILES A MILLION TIMES. And wl, the books you lent to me are like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ you sld have tore off the cover page at least. still, thank you love!
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Mixed feelings
Happy Birthday Singapore, you're so old!
I want to be 18! i want to drive, i want to get out of school & i want to do what he does!
Its so unfair. somethimes i rly just hate this feeling. WL, I HATE YOU! haha
I want to become a mirco molecule so as i could get into everyone head to know what is everyone thinking.
Feel so 'oh oh blah blah ok ok'. I dont understand anyone because no one bothers telling me how they feel. So what? i am suppose to guess? there is a million possibilities! ~!@#$%^&*()_+ i dont care anymore.
I hate msn first it was L followed by w then B then R dont want to see them and blocking, deleting doesn't help. JUST CAN'T STOP STARING!
LWL you promised and this time no more lies! 06 more days! YAYNESS! you're the great& loves you the 'mostest' hahaha!
The heart is forever making the head its fool.
I want to be 18! i want to drive, i want to get out of school & i want to do what he does!
Its so unfair. somethimes i rly just hate this feeling. WL, I HATE YOU! haha
I want to become a mirco molecule so as i could get into everyone head to know what is everyone thinking.
Feel so 'oh oh blah blah ok ok'. I dont understand anyone because no one bothers telling me how they feel. So what? i am suppose to guess? there is a million possibilities! ~!@#$%^&*()_+ i dont care anymore.
I hate msn first it was L followed by w then B then R dont want to see them and blocking, deleting doesn't help. JUST CAN'T STOP STARING!
LWL you promised and this time no more lies! 06 more days! YAYNESS! you're the great& loves you the 'mostest' hahaha!
The heart is forever making the head its fool.
'haha'?
Something is BOTTLING inside me. ): ): ): ): ): i'm kind of sad? because of some stupid matter again. TELLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY )))))))))))))))))))))))))))): i'm loss for words all i know is it hurts. i'm retarded as the pain is only felt after weeks, months. whatever. ALL \'s fault! ):
HEY YOU! i think we rly need you to feel better!
HEY YOU! i think we rly need you to feel better!
Monday, August 6, 2007
Worst conditions
How long can the smile last on my face?
So yeah, my FAMILY drove me right to the corner again yesterday had nothing else i could do but cry myself to sleep again in my locked room. No wonder students taking Os jump off buildings. i can totally imagine! By saying school and life sucks is a understatement. however should i deal?
The life i live,
starting with school. OMGGGG O lvls, its only right that i get stressed up, like who is not? school books and work piling up the table, its the time of year where students wish they were never born, teachers wishing that they were.... well not teachers. And Parents stressing on the importance of getting A's. ARGH! why do we humans come with such misery for ourselves? So if you say humans are smart, i disagree with that. F&N cw deadlines is whats driving me up the wall.
So after the ending of school at 5pm per average school day, i have to go home and deal with the sad life that i must continue to lead on. Sibilings that ignore your pressence, PARENTS (BOTH) who blames you for causing the dispute. Actually not ignore, just hoping they could single out your mistakes and spite you with whatever they have.
Friends? how would you dare to tell them? they too have their things to go mad about. So yes there is no girl friends that i am able to confide in, even if there was there would not be one that is able to understand and belive how i feel. They'll just think that you are in the same situation they are in. Which i'm really not. you all still have your sibilings talking, bullying and scolding you. Parents scolding you for having bad results. Guess what i have NONE! Neither of them wants to talk to me, whenever i am there they would just walk away. showed my result slips to my parents and they could not care less. No matter how i try to make the topic about me they would be able to turn it to the new house and continue discuss about dimentions, depths and constructions.
Boyfriends, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! All they know is to say 'i love you, i know you can do it' firstly by saying 'ilove you' doesn't make me feel any better and the you could do it? If i could rly do it i wouldn't be this stressed. wl you're from nj! like how could you compare my results with yours! and that day when you talked about shuping or whatever, the things you said about her makes feel very very very very sad and scared. You ASSUME i wouldn't be like her, what if i am? If that happens what have you got to say? sure bfs are the best to confide in but i'm sure they're just listening for the sake of listening and at the end the tape recorder repeats. For bsf, idon'tthinkyouwouldrememberbutiaskedyouonce,'whatwouldyoudoifibrokeupwithyouoneday?wouldyougetandmarryanothermaplegirl.irememberedclearlyyouconfidentlysaidNONEVER!theworstafterabreakupisthatyourexbfgoeswithsomeoneyouknow. weipeng, yes you're another liar! IDIOT IDOT LIAR! you'll wait no matter what? What a sweet lie, NOT! But like whatever i don't rly care anyways. i wonder if you've been lying all along? But ah rly forget it, it doesn't matter. And nicolas, its impossible between us, DO NOT SAY THAT YOU'LL WAIT. wait for what? wait till i broke up with my bf for you? wishful thinking, thats the impossible of the "impossiEST"!
so like seriously i dont know what is going right for me. i can think of none, maybe you could tell me?
tell me why would anyone choose to continue this life except me. WHOCOULDBETHISDUMBRIGHT?
Standing at the edge of the cliff that i'm about to jump off soon, would you please lend a helping hand and push me over? i'll be grateful.
Just kill me, anyone?
So yeah, my FAMILY drove me right to the corner again yesterday had nothing else i could do but cry myself to sleep again in my locked room. No wonder students taking Os jump off buildings. i can totally imagine! By saying school and life sucks is a understatement. however should i deal?
The life i live,
starting with school. OMGGGG O lvls, its only right that i get stressed up, like who is not? school books and work piling up the table, its the time of year where students wish they were never born, teachers wishing that they were.... well not teachers. And Parents stressing on the importance of getting A's. ARGH! why do we humans come with such misery for ourselves? So if you say humans are smart, i disagree with that. F&N cw deadlines is whats driving me up the wall.
So after the ending of school at 5pm per average school day, i have to go home and deal with the sad life that i must continue to lead on. Sibilings that ignore your pressence, PARENTS (BOTH) who blames you for causing the dispute. Actually not ignore, just hoping they could single out your mistakes and spite you with whatever they have.
Friends? how would you dare to tell them? they too have their things to go mad about. So yes there is no girl friends that i am able to confide in, even if there was there would not be one that is able to understand and belive how i feel. They'll just think that you are in the same situation they are in. Which i'm really not. you all still have your sibilings talking, bullying and scolding you. Parents scolding you for having bad results. Guess what i have NONE! Neither of them wants to talk to me, whenever i am there they would just walk away. showed my result slips to my parents and they could not care less. No matter how i try to make the topic about me they would be able to turn it to the new house and continue discuss about dimentions, depths and constructions.
Boyfriends, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! All they know is to say 'i love you, i know you can do it' firstly by saying 'ilove you' doesn't make me feel any better and the you could do it? If i could rly do it i wouldn't be this stressed. wl you're from nj! like how could you compare my results with yours! and that day when you talked about shuping or whatever, the things you said about her makes feel very very very very sad and scared. You ASSUME i wouldn't be like her, what if i am? If that happens what have you got to say? sure bfs are the best to confide in but i'm sure they're just listening for the sake of listening and at the end the tape recorder repeats. For bsf, idon'tthinkyouwouldrememberbutiaskedyouonce,'whatwouldyoudoifibrokeupwithyouoneday?wouldyougetandmarryanothermaplegirl.irememberedclearlyyouconfidentlysaidNONEVER!theworstafterabreakupisthatyourexbfgoeswithsomeoneyouknow. weipeng, yes you're another liar! IDIOT IDOT LIAR! you'll wait no matter what? What a sweet lie, NOT! But like whatever i don't rly care anyways. i wonder if you've been lying all along? But ah rly forget it, it doesn't matter. And nicolas, its impossible between us, DO NOT SAY THAT YOU'LL WAIT. wait for what? wait till i broke up with my bf for you? wishful thinking, thats the impossible of the "impossiEST"!
so like seriously i dont know what is going right for me. i can think of none, maybe you could tell me?
tell me why would anyone choose to continue this life except me. WHOCOULDBETHISDUMBRIGHT?
Standing at the edge of the cliff that i'm about to jump off soon, would you please lend a helping hand and push me over? i'll be grateful.
Just kill me, anyone?
Cheap Lousy Salesgirl
Let me explain how fun and careless yesterday was.
STARTS
ok, hey kit sorry for having you wait for all of us.
went to VIVO. belive it or not its my first time shopping there. never rly been to those shops there before, so yeah.
quite a loser right! haha.
HAVE SO SO SO MUCH THINGS SO BUY!
189 bag
50 slippers
50 top
45 top again
32 top again again
129 jacket
80 clutch
thats enough for the burn of my wallet! Of course after so i have to get a new wallet. :) 575. however am i going to find that sum? not forgetting my Gc watch . plus new wallet. NO MONEY!
savings starts now.
It was the best day ever!
went to pasta mania for brunch while walking there we kit saw jr and she said 'eh eh your junior' zz
lol firstly he is not mine
secondly, i dont know him well.
so it was vivo then to city hall i didnt get the chance to go orchard though. had to attend the BBQ at my cousins'
Last stop was at city hall, went to buy perfume.
Promoter? more like demoteR! she made it seem like i am those little kid who goes and try everything and not buy.
i asked her are those 2 scents the same. As the last time i brought it i remembered that there were some with the same scents its just that the bottles are different as they're limited edition.
she actually laughed and said all of the perfume here are different and when i wanted to try to see how it smells like , she had the cheek to say, 'i saw you holding up the bottles just now, i thought you had alrdy smelt it'
What was i suppose to do, spray it on myself to test?
If you're working, dont look down on people please,
YOU ARE WORKING, I'M BUYING.
The way she dressed she looks so poor and cheap.
The make up she have on is like 'BLAH' maybe stolen testers from 'ARIES' ?
So yes what rights do you have to look down on me? I dont even understand why Dior employed her. Totally a ru hua sister.
IT WAS A JOYOUS DAY! i had tons of fun with kit san and jiayi :D YOU ROCK!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Loves Dearest Darling! :)
DAY ENDS with a smile on my face.
STARTS
ok, hey kit sorry for having you wait for all of us.
went to VIVO. belive it or not its my first time shopping there. never rly been to those shops there before, so yeah.
quite a loser right! haha.
HAVE SO SO SO MUCH THINGS SO BUY!
189 bag
50 slippers
50 top
45 top again
32 top again again
129 jacket
80 clutch
thats enough for the burn of my wallet! Of course after so i have to get a new wallet. :) 575. however am i going to find that sum? not forgetting my Gc watch . plus new wallet. NO MONEY!
savings starts now.
It was the best day ever!
went to pasta mania for brunch while walking there we kit saw jr and she said 'eh eh your junior' zz
lol firstly he is not mine
secondly, i dont know him well.
so it was vivo then to city hall i didnt get the chance to go orchard though. had to attend the BBQ at my cousins'
Last stop was at city hall, went to buy perfume.
Promoter? more like demoteR! she made it seem like i am those little kid who goes and try everything and not buy.
i asked her are those 2 scents the same. As the last time i brought it i remembered that there were some with the same scents its just that the bottles are different as they're limited edition.
she actually laughed and said all of the perfume here are different and when i wanted to try to see how it smells like , she had the cheek to say, 'i saw you holding up the bottles just now, i thought you had alrdy smelt it'
What was i suppose to do, spray it on myself to test?
If you're working, dont look down on people please,
YOU ARE WORKING, I'M BUYING.
The way she dressed she looks so poor and cheap.
The make up she have on is like 'BLAH' maybe stolen testers from 'ARIES' ?
So yes what rights do you have to look down on me? I dont even understand why Dior employed her. Totally a ru hua sister.
IT WAS A JOYOUS DAY! i had tons of fun with kit san and jiayi :D YOU ROCK!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Loves Dearest Darling! :)
DAY ENDS with a smile on my face.
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Dreams came true
there were some ups and downs this week.
Got my results, z horrible! All i saw was f9 f9 f9. onl passed 3 subjects.
Do you know that i hate you alot? All your promises, LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIES
When i needed you you turned away. What happened to the 'you sill can talk to me when you're in need'. HELL next time if you dont mean it just dont lie to me! Dont waste your messages too. you are those guys that makes me lose faith in guys. i dont need an explaination because you are one of those ARGHHHHH! GO TO HELL GO TO HELL GO TO HELL!
well then i have to thank you for turning me down. if you did not i wouldn't be have plucked the courage to talk to wl and i wouldnt have known that THAT part of me still likes him.
LOVE WNE!!!!!!!!! :D lovedyouoncenowandeverafter! i cant promise you anything but all i know now is that you're top of everything. GRATS DARLING ON THE PROMOTION! LOVE YOU! :D
Got my results, z horrible! All i saw was f9 f9 f9. onl passed 3 subjects.
Do you know that i hate you alot? All your promises, LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIES
When i needed you you turned away. What happened to the 'you sill can talk to me when you're in need'. HELL next time if you dont mean it just dont lie to me! Dont waste your messages too. you are those guys that makes me lose faith in guys. i dont need an explaination because you are one of those ARGHHHHH! GO TO HELL GO TO HELL GO TO HELL!
well then i have to thank you for turning me down. if you did not i wouldn't be have plucked the courage to talk to wl and i wouldnt have known that THAT part of me still likes him.
LOVE WNE!!!!!!!!! :D lovedyouoncenowandeverafter! i cant promise you anything but all i know now is that you're top of everything. GRATS DARLING ON THE PROMOTION! LOVE YOU! :D
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