A BAD WEEK

Just realize i haven't been updating for the whole week. well here i am (:
This week is horrendous! i've flared, cried, laughed.
i just suddenly remember something, the only reason why i cut up my sister's bag was becos of my damn it shitface brother. i bet he doent know. That day, my sis and bro were quarreling and she did or said something very foul which was actually indirectly shooting at me, so i cut up her bag. That fucking brother obviously didnt know.
Let me explain how fucked up he is.
That night, after watching that 9 o clock show i wanted to go into the room to do my coursework part B as the wireless network in my house was not performing. i saw him at the door, so i said i wanted to go into the room, but he obstucted my way and insist that i come back 10 minutes later. i looked at the screen and wonder what was so secretive, he was going to send out a mega. LIKE WTF? He fucking pushed me and i fell on the floor knocking my back on the steps, when i stood up he starting point his ugly fingers at my face sprouting some lousy hokkien vulgarities. When it comes to hokkien, i'm clueless. i know i was no match for him so i went off and called my dad. So AT THAT TIME, i thought he wanted to grats kl & henry or something so i called henry but apperntly its not. And this fucking idiot dare to tell mao that i was fucking trying to drive him out of the house. HEY THAT ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE, i dont even care about your pressence so why should i care where you are or how you badly screw yourself? Dont think so higly of yourself, you are very much insignificant to me.Thats till you did this, you'll have to pay back you see.

NEXT TEO JIAHAO This goes out to you!
BLODDY ASSHOLE 2, YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND! I CANT BELIVE YOU ARE IN WITH MY BROTHER WITH THIS. ALWAYS THINKING THAT I BULLY HIM? GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START MAKING ANY ASSUMPTIONS. ARENT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS WITH ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR FRIEND, INSTEAD YOU STOOD ON HIS SIDE. LET ME GUESS WHY IS THIS SO. HMM YOU COULDNT GET YOUR OWN ZAK HELM AND SO HOPE THAT THAT ASSHOLE FUCKING ASSWIPE WOULD GET IT FOR YOU? AND YOU WERE AFRAID THAT IF YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HIM YOU WOULD LOSE ONE TO GET THAT HELM FOR YOU AS I'M NOT WITH HENRY ANYMORE AND IS OF NO HELP TO YOU ANYMORE. GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOUS. ANYWAYS TEO JIAHAO YOU ABORE ME TO THE EXTEND OF WANTING TO STANGGLE YOU WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE. THAT DAY IN THE F&N ROOM I COULD ALMOST IMAGINE HOW YOU'LL LOOK LIKE IF I THREW THE KNIVES AT YOU. HOW I HOPE YOU WOULD JUST DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! AND I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE THE FIRST TO BE CLAPPING MY HANDS LAUGHING AT YOUR DEATH. WOULD YOU JUST SHUT YOUR GAP! since you're not my friend anymore, dont be shock to hear any spiteful remarks from me. starting with that disgusting ink bag that you carry. i'm not trying to discriminate ppl whom carry ink bags, just you. Because that zinc, ink whatever ugly horrible looking bag looks like it has been taken out from the trash. even if you were to pay me 1,000,000 you wouldnt catch me carrying that rotten thing. This is actually not said because i dislike you or anything, its just that that thing rly looks horrible.
It is ghastly to see anyone carrying that in broad day light. was just wondering did you choose to buy that bag on the day you forgot to wear your specs or maybe there was a blackout at the shop? I'm certain that i wouldn't reget what i've said here! BECAISE JERKS LIKE YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING NICE FROM ANYONE.

jaslyn, i cant forgive you, i'm rly sorry. seriously i think you're despicable, Whatever you're doing to fu. Obviously you have like a new admirer, jas i'm not a 3 year old. the scribbling, it is obvious that you are in love with another i'm not an idiot you know. Though jw refuses to say who is that, i suspect i know that guy. And if my guess is right, i'll think worse of you. Stop treating fu as a maid. That day while he was helping YOU with the wash up, me and cass was helping him. So yes it is indirectly affecting me. And yes, everything is never your fault, you're always blaming it onto someone else, whenever would it be your fault? I would realize that you understand what i am trying to say after you've changed. stop toying with him, he needs the truth and not saying things indirectly. he is the only son in the family, if this continues i'm sure his o lvls is screwed. This is not said with anger i swear its more of words of disappointment.

Wondering why i cried? i cant take this anymore. Imagine having a sister and ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE in the family that looks down on you. And parents who blames you for driving your sister away. None of them wants to talk to you at home. Thinking that peace, joy and laughter is found in school your friend(s) just have to prick that. Teachers coming in to the class saying things that are the most demoralizing which they claim to mean well. O levels 94 days away.

Life is so bad now