Saturdays, I hate

Listening to jolin's jiazhuang, watching full house. The sadness period from secondary 4 has came back. SAME OlD FEELING, different guy. Only this time i had no one else to blame but myself. I feel like a loser! :) No one could sink as low as i am now. ALL THANKS TO ELIN! I dont know what elin wants, rly dont understand her right now. History has repeated itself. ARGH! THIS IS IRONIC hahahahahah!
went out rollar blading tdy, fell twice after the 2nd time, i was afraid that if i were to continue, it might add on to the scars that i alrdy have. I took my R.B off and walked bare footed on the road! i dont think anyone saw.
Baked a few things today, shall post about them tmr! i think they look pretty.

I had him , distractions came and i swayed.
Left him there with a broken heart,
sweared never to look back,
who was i kidding?
Now even if turn back,
its all too late as his heart is mended by another.

I sound a little down in this post. ok i'm not all that sad actually. Laughing to myself as it is. Tomorrow would be a better day :)