In need of a better day tomorrow

WELLLL, weipeng this is how i feel.

Firstly, i have to Thank you for being there for me for that period of time. Its our 1 month this sunday but it was my pity that i have to give it a miss. Would Never have known what was installed for me that day. Well i feel terrible, i rly do. I think this might affect your promos still i hope that i would be wrong. You cannot just fall flat. You have to stand up & GET SOME ONE BETTER THAN ME. Make me jealous alright. (ifyougetanewgfiwoulddefinatelybe!VERY!) I just needed a lot of freedom. Do not rly like the way you 'babytalk' i'm no longer a 3 yr old. I'm only one year younger than you. I feel that You're over protective, its not how i like people. Esp when that person/guy is my bf. I thought i could get use to all these but i couldn't i didnt want to tell you because i knew you'll say you'll change. But i know its hard to change ones' personality And i dont want you to do that for me. I'm not worth it. you should just go find a girl whom is able to accept all these. Then that relationship would be perfect (: Dont change what you are just to suit me. Its just not what a guy should be doing. In a dance, the guy leads and the girl follows If it was the other way round, the dance would just turn out wrong look wrong! agree? So please do not say that you'll wait for me.
Alright, i think you deserve to know the truth.
The break up excuses, some were true some were not.
I dont even know if what i had for you was love. Those 2 days when we stopped talking, a lot happened. I was watching this random show on TV asking myself what was happening to me in the mist, I started asking myself if i should continue with this. And so the script from the movie the guy say 'show me a sign'. I laughed to myself and thought 'damn this phoney script how could there be signs? If there rly is then show me.' So my day carried on those signs rly came. First, i flipped open to read the news papers the word 'HEN' was like in bold in one of the papers. i didnt think of that too much. watched some Chinese commercials the name clarence came on. Z and then finally the least expecting, watched the series friends and the name, sunil surfaced. Like how unexpecting. you must think its rly DUMB, because i do too. You're always saying how bad is it going to be if you lose me. It rly scares me to know that much. And after watching all those shows i have also realize that only relationship would only last if those two started out as friends for a long time. Alright example, henry and kl. I'm spoilt, I'm stubborn, I'm cold Blooded, I'm ruthless, I'm indecisive. i'm just rly different from you and you do deserve better. do not tell me that you have reasons. i'm stuck up, i wouldn't care. After the last one, i have told myself not ever to drop a tear for a guy. SO COMPLETELY NOT WORTH IT.

LINUS LOH MING JIE I HATE DOING YOUR D&T!