The motivation comes from a very unexpecting source, its the impossible still i dont understand why.
When i was lonely, HE was there
HE didn't fail to cheer me up when i was down,
putting that impossible smile on my face.
Heart races when a HELLO pops out from his conversation window.
signs of falling in love? i dont know, just know that i am no longer alone in this miserable world.
& you! i don't want to get hurt again, you promise.
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
:) heeeeeheeeeeee!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
i'm... z
Prepared my own dinner today!
Nothing special. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :) <-
My leg hurts!
Nothing special. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :) <-
My leg hurts!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Strawberry Pokey
New fav show, SUPER NATURAL! nothing beats watching SN with a packet of strawberry pokey! :D
LUNCH shall only be for pokey! :) pokey pokey pokey craze! Get one for yourself now!
nothing else to talk about.
LUNCH shall only be for pokey! :) pokey pokey pokey craze! Get one for yourself now!
nothing else to talk about.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Redemption of that broken heart
I pity my mom therefore disliking my dad hell a lot!
I've told NO ONE about this, so if i were to tell you i must rly rly LOVEEEEEEEEEE you! understand haha
WHAT A DAY! absent from school was battling the forces of evil with mr flu. I WON! :)
Slight peeling of nose though. Slept so soundly today, best ever! Dreamt of wl heh
I'll belive whatever you say and let the past be illusions :D
off to RUSH my F&N.
<3 YOU, YOU, YOU!
I've told NO ONE about this, so if i were to tell you i must rly rly LOVEEEEEEEEEE you! understand haha
WHAT A DAY! absent from school was battling the forces of evil with mr flu. I WON! :)
Slight peeling of nose though. Slept so soundly today, best ever! Dreamt of wl heh
I'll belive whatever you say and let the past be illusions :D
off to RUSH my F&N.
<3 YOU, YOU, YOU!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Subservient to time
Hello mr flu virus again! hate having flu when i am doing my F&N. Please just leave me alone for 3 months? ARRRRR!
I'm feeling so tired now. and its only 10. for the past 2 days i have been sleeping at 6 plus 7 waking up at like 11 walk ard the house and goes back to sleep. How i wish i could do this everyday!
Dateline for Coursework Part B 2th aug. TIME I NEED TIME!
I feel that i am living in hell everyday having battle forces of evil! <- ROFL :)
AYE, DUELS HERE I COME!
Made a a whole batch of cookies today! :) With my cousins! the outcome turned out to be good, BRILLIANT! (needless to say with a supervisor like me) f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3. It was so good that everyone finish eating and i forgot to take pictures! hah.
I seem a little high today, maybe because i'm sick? HAHA SIGNNNNNNNSS OFF!
I'm sick, i'm jaded, i'm dying
I'm feeling so tired now. and its only 10. for the past 2 days i have been sleeping at 6 plus 7 waking up at like 11 walk ard the house and goes back to sleep. How i wish i could do this everyday!
Dateline for Coursework Part B 2th aug. TIME I NEED TIME!
I feel that i am living in hell everyday having battle forces of evil! <- ROFL :)
AYE, DUELS HERE I COME!
Made a a whole batch of cookies today! :) With my cousins! the outcome turned out to be good, BRILLIANT! (needless to say with a supervisor like me) f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3. It was so good that everyone finish eating and i forgot to take pictures! hah.
I seem a little high today, maybe because i'm sick? HAHA SIGNNNNNNNSS OFF!
I'm sick, i'm jaded, i'm dying
Sunday, July 22, 2007
A BAD WEEK
Just realize i haven't been updating for the whole week. well here i am (:
This week is horrendous! i've flared, cried, laughed.
i just suddenly remember something, the only reason why i cut up my sister's bag was becos of my damn it shitface brother. i bet he doent know. That day, my sis and bro were quarreling and she did or said something very foul which was actually indirectly shooting at me, so i cut up her bag. That fucking brother obviously didnt know.
Let me explain how fucked up he is.
That night, after watching that 9 o clock show i wanted to go into the room to do my coursework part B as the wireless network in my house was not performing. i saw him at the door, so i said i wanted to go into the room, but he obstucted my way and insist that i come back 10 minutes later. i looked at the screen and wonder what was so secretive, he was going to send out a mega. LIKE WTF? He fucking pushed me and i fell on the floor knocking my back on the steps, when i stood up he starting point his ugly fingers at my face sprouting some lousy hokkien vulgarities. When it comes to hokkien, i'm clueless. i know i was no match for him so i went off and called my dad. So AT THAT TIME, i thought he wanted to grats kl & henry or something so i called henry but apperntly its not. And this fucking idiot dare to tell mao that i was fucking trying to drive him out of the house. HEY THAT ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE, i dont even care about your pressence so why should i care where you are or how you badly screw yourself? Dont think so higly of yourself, you are very much insignificant to me.Thats till you did this, you'll have to pay back you see.
NEXT TEO JIAHAO This goes out to you!
BLODDY ASSHOLE 2, YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND! I CANT BELIVE YOU ARE IN WITH MY BROTHER WITH THIS. ALWAYS THINKING THAT I BULLY HIM? GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START MAKING ANY ASSUMPTIONS. ARENT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS WITH ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR FRIEND, INSTEAD YOU STOOD ON HIS SIDE. LET ME GUESS WHY IS THIS SO. HMM YOU COULDNT GET YOUR OWN ZAK HELM AND SO HOPE THAT THAT ASSHOLE FUCKING ASSWIPE WOULD GET IT FOR YOU? AND YOU WERE AFRAID THAT IF YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HIM YOU WOULD LOSE ONE TO GET THAT HELM FOR YOU AS I'M NOT WITH HENRY ANYMORE AND IS OF NO HELP TO YOU ANYMORE. GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOUS. ANYWAYS TEO JIAHAO YOU ABORE ME TO THE EXTEND OF WANTING TO STANGGLE YOU WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE. THAT DAY IN THE F&N ROOM I COULD ALMOST IMAGINE HOW YOU'LL LOOK LIKE IF I THREW THE KNIVES AT YOU. HOW I HOPE YOU WOULD JUST DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! AND I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE THE FIRST TO BE CLAPPING MY HANDS LAUGHING AT YOUR DEATH. WOULD YOU JUST SHUT YOUR GAP! since you're not my friend anymore, dont be shock to hear any spiteful remarks from me. starting with that disgusting ink bag that you carry. i'm not trying to discriminate ppl whom carry ink bags, just you. Because that zinc, ink whatever ugly horrible looking bag looks like it has been taken out from the trash. even if you were to pay me 1,000,000 you wouldnt catch me carrying that rotten thing. This is actually not said because i dislike you or anything, its just that that thing rly looks horrible.
It is ghastly to see anyone carrying that in broad day light. was just wondering did you choose to buy that bag on the day you forgot to wear your specs or maybe there was a blackout at the shop? I'm certain that i wouldn't reget what i've said here! BECAISE JERKS LIKE YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING NICE FROM ANYONE.
jaslyn, i cant forgive you, i'm rly sorry. seriously i think you're despicable, Whatever you're doing to fu. Obviously you have like a new admirer, jas i'm not a 3 year old. the scribbling, it is obvious that you are in love with another i'm not an idiot you know. Though jw refuses to say who is that, i suspect i know that guy. And if my guess is right, i'll think worse of you. Stop treating fu as a maid. That day while he was helping YOU with the wash up, me and cass was helping him. So yes it is indirectly affecting me. And yes, everything is never your fault, you're always blaming it onto someone else, whenever would it be your fault? I would realize that you understand what i am trying to say after you've changed. stop toying with him, he needs the truth and not saying things indirectly. he is the only son in the family, if this continues i'm sure his o lvls is screwed. This is not said with anger i swear its more of words of disappointment.
Wondering why i cried? i cant take this anymore. Imagine having a sister and ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE in the family that looks down on you. And parents who blames you for driving your sister away. None of them wants to talk to you at home. Thinking that peace, joy and laughter is found in school your friend(s) just have to prick that. Teachers coming in to the class saying things that are the most demoralizing which they claim to mean well. O levels 94 days away.
Life is so bad now
This week is horrendous! i've flared, cried, laughed.
i just suddenly remember something, the only reason why i cut up my sister's bag was becos of my damn it shitface brother. i bet he doent know. That day, my sis and bro were quarreling and she did or said something very foul which was actually indirectly shooting at me, so i cut up her bag. That fucking brother obviously didnt know.
Let me explain how fucked up he is.
That night, after watching that 9 o clock show i wanted to go into the room to do my coursework part B as the wireless network in my house was not performing. i saw him at the door, so i said i wanted to go into the room, but he obstucted my way and insist that i come back 10 minutes later. i looked at the screen and wonder what was so secretive, he was going to send out a mega. LIKE WTF? He fucking pushed me and i fell on the floor knocking my back on the steps, when i stood up he starting point his ugly fingers at my face sprouting some lousy hokkien vulgarities. When it comes to hokkien, i'm clueless. i know i was no match for him so i went off and called my dad. So AT THAT TIME, i thought he wanted to grats kl & henry or something so i called henry but apperntly its not. And this fucking idiot dare to tell mao that i was fucking trying to drive him out of the house. HEY THAT ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE, i dont even care about your pressence so why should i care where you are or how you badly screw yourself? Dont think so higly of yourself, you are very much insignificant to me.Thats till you did this, you'll have to pay back you see.
NEXT TEO JIAHAO This goes out to you!
BLODDY ASSHOLE 2, YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND! I CANT BELIVE YOU ARE IN WITH MY BROTHER WITH THIS. ALWAYS THINKING THAT I BULLY HIM? GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START MAKING ANY ASSUMPTIONS. ARENT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS WITH ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR FRIEND, INSTEAD YOU STOOD ON HIS SIDE. LET ME GUESS WHY IS THIS SO. HMM YOU COULDNT GET YOUR OWN ZAK HELM AND SO HOPE THAT THAT ASSHOLE FUCKING ASSWIPE WOULD GET IT FOR YOU? AND YOU WERE AFRAID THAT IF YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HIM YOU WOULD LOSE ONE TO GET THAT HELM FOR YOU AS I'M NOT WITH HENRY ANYMORE AND IS OF NO HELP TO YOU ANYMORE. GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOUS. ANYWAYS TEO JIAHAO YOU ABORE ME TO THE EXTEND OF WANTING TO STANGGLE YOU WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE. THAT DAY IN THE F&N ROOM I COULD ALMOST IMAGINE HOW YOU'LL LOOK LIKE IF I THREW THE KNIVES AT YOU. HOW I HOPE YOU WOULD JUST DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! AND I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE THE FIRST TO BE CLAPPING MY HANDS LAUGHING AT YOUR DEATH. WOULD YOU JUST SHUT YOUR GAP! since you're not my friend anymore, dont be shock to hear any spiteful remarks from me. starting with that disgusting ink bag that you carry. i'm not trying to discriminate ppl whom carry ink bags, just you. Because that zinc, ink whatever ugly horrible looking bag looks like it has been taken out from the trash. even if you were to pay me 1,000,000 you wouldnt catch me carrying that rotten thing. This is actually not said because i dislike you or anything, its just that that thing rly looks horrible.
It is ghastly to see anyone carrying that in broad day light. was just wondering did you choose to buy that bag on the day you forgot to wear your specs or maybe there was a blackout at the shop? I'm certain that i wouldn't reget what i've said here! BECAISE JERKS LIKE YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING NICE FROM ANYONE.
jaslyn, i cant forgive you, i'm rly sorry. seriously i think you're despicable, Whatever you're doing to fu. Obviously you have like a new admirer, jas i'm not a 3 year old. the scribbling, it is obvious that you are in love with another i'm not an idiot you know. Though jw refuses to say who is that, i suspect i know that guy. And if my guess is right, i'll think worse of you. Stop treating fu as a maid. That day while he was helping YOU with the wash up, me and cass was helping him. So yes it is indirectly affecting me. And yes, everything is never your fault, you're always blaming it onto someone else, whenever would it be your fault? I would realize that you understand what i am trying to say after you've changed. stop toying with him, he needs the truth and not saying things indirectly. he is the only son in the family, if this continues i'm sure his o lvls is screwed. This is not said with anger i swear its more of words of disappointment.
Wondering why i cried? i cant take this anymore. Imagine having a sister and ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE in the family that looks down on you. And parents who blames you for driving your sister away. None of them wants to talk to you at home. Thinking that peace, joy and laughter is found in school your friend(s) just have to prick that. Teachers coming in to the class saying things that are the most demoralizing which they claim to mean well. O levels 94 days away.
Life is so bad now
Monday, July 16, 2007
My day
Today is the 15th! hai nothing is going smoothly for me!
Anyway, did some shopping online today & my wallet is bleeding (going to) my main objective is to get the Gc WATCH! LOVEEEEE IT SO MUCH and since dad is going to let me handle this alone, I got to start saving! Found a nice coach pouch(white agn, though i vow not ever to get white but it looks totally CHARMING!) and also a agnesB tote bag. HAPPY :) Got the picture of the watch. Well i did not do anything much today, dug out a lot of photos. Found some real funny & sad ones.
Pictures of Gc watch, recent bakes & RANDOM ONES :D
Anyway, did some shopping online today & my wallet is bleeding (going to) my main objective is to get the Gc WATCH! LOVEEEEE IT SO MUCH and since dad is going to let me handle this alone, I got to start saving! Found a nice coach pouch(white agn, though i vow not ever to get white but it looks totally CHARMING!) and also a agnesB tote bag. HAPPY :) Got the picture of the watch. Well i did not do anything much today, dug out a lot of photos. Found some real funny & sad ones.
Pictures of Gc watch, recent bakes & RANDOM ONES :D
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Saturdays, I hate
Listening to jolin's jiazhuang, watching full house. The sadness period from secondary 4 has came back. SAME OlD FEELING, different guy. Only this time i had no one else to blame but myself. I feel like a loser! :) No one could sink as low as i am now. ALL THANKS TO ELIN! I dont know what elin wants, rly dont understand her right now. History has repeated itself. ARGH! THIS IS IRONIC hahahahahah!
went out rollar blading tdy, fell twice after the 2nd time, i was afraid that if i were to continue, it might add on to the scars that i alrdy have. I took my R.B off and walked bare footed on the road! i dont think anyone saw.
Baked a few things today, shall post about them tmr! i think they look pretty.
I had him , distractions came and i swayed.
Left him there with a broken heart,
sweared never to look back,
who was i kidding?
Now even if turn back,
its all too late as his heart is mended by another.
I sound a little down in this post. ok i'm not all that sad actually. Laughing to myself as it is. Tomorrow would be a better day :)
went out rollar blading tdy, fell twice after the 2nd time, i was afraid that if i were to continue, it might add on to the scars that i alrdy have. I took my R.B off and walked bare footed on the road! i dont think anyone saw.
Baked a few things today, shall post about them tmr! i think they look pretty.
I had him , distractions came and i swayed.
Left him there with a broken heart,
sweared never to look back,
who was i kidding?
Now even if turn back,
its all too late as his heart is mended by another.
I sound a little down in this post. ok i'm not all that sad actually. Laughing to myself as it is. Tomorrow would be a better day :)
Friday, July 13, 2007
4 hours of non stop gossip! :D
Back :D my day today. its like that. SPLAT!
went to hub with beca, kit and jiayi. dined at pepper lunch.
GUESS WHO I SAW! hah, i didnt know why, i just suddenly turn back and look at the entrance & i saw this guy wearing a cap! hah its HENRY. SHOCKED!
so we roamed ard central didnt have much to do so we sat down in mos, what else can 4 girls do? OF COURSE GOSSIP! 4 hours of non stop gossiping! from sec 3 till now. So if i have hurt you, you hurt me you were mentioned. :) This includes EVERYONE.
i'm in the cooking mood again. cooking everything and anything i find. I think i am more to be in the bad mood?
This goes out to BSF,
If you think it is you then its you.
All i've said is not because i want anything from you. Not that i want to get back tgt! It doen't mean anything ok! please do not think otherwise! I am just like that. And just so you know you have help me got rid of my QINGREN from my heart. I dont know how you got me so mesmerized. SO i want and rly rly rly want to say THANK YOU :D
went to hub with beca, kit and jiayi. dined at pepper lunch.
GUESS WHO I SAW! hah, i didnt know why, i just suddenly turn back and look at the entrance & i saw this guy wearing a cap! hah its HENRY. SHOCKED!
so we roamed ard central didnt have much to do so we sat down in mos, what else can 4 girls do? OF COURSE GOSSIP! 4 hours of non stop gossiping! from sec 3 till now. So if i have hurt you, you hurt me you were mentioned. :) This includes EVERYONE.
i'm in the cooking mood again. cooking everything and anything i find. I think i am more to be in the bad mood?
This goes out to BSF,
If you think it is you then its you.
All i've said is not because i want anything from you. Not that i want to get back tgt! It doen't mean anything ok! please do not think otherwise! I am just like that. And just so you know you have help me got rid of my QINGREN from my heart. I dont know how you got me so mesmerized. SO i want and rly rly rly want to say THANK YOU :D
Boring day!
My typical boring day
I have gotten rid of //! LIKE FINNALLY! Thats all because i think i have someone else on my mind now. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ i think that i am sick in the mind! that person is the one and only dest. Dont like him like him but he is there. He makes me look forward to his messages and wants to reply them quickly. HELL! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME! i dont even know however should i do with myself! I MISS THOSE DAYS I GUESS. MUS BE MY HISTORY's TEXTBOOK'S fault. the cover page, chapter 9 ALL FILL WITH HIS NAME. why didnt i know how to treasure? funnythingisthatidonotwanthimback,justwanthischaracter?HAHidontknow
School was...................i need a new turnover of friends! lol not all of them just those irritating ones! :D you know i know.
YAY i topped history, socialstudies paper! so darn happy about that! And the un expected, 1 more mark to pass for physics! RLY BIG SHOCKER OK! :) anyways i feel soooooooo happy and free like the past. IDONTNEEDABFTOMAKEMEHAPPY what matters are friends!
I have gotten rid of //! LIKE FINNALLY! Thats all because i think i have someone else on my mind now. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ i think that i am sick in the mind! that person is the one and only dest. Dont like him like him but he is there. He makes me look forward to his messages and wants to reply them quickly. HELL! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME! i dont even know however should i do with myself! I MISS THOSE DAYS I GUESS. MUS BE MY HISTORY's TEXTBOOK'S fault. the cover page, chapter 9 ALL FILL WITH HIS NAME. why didnt i know how to treasure? funnythingisthatidonotwanthimback,justwanthischaracter?HAHidontknow
School was...................i need a new turnover of friends! lol not all of them just those irritating ones! :D you know i know.
YAY i topped history, socialstudies paper! so darn happy about that! And the un expected, 1 more mark to pass for physics! RLY BIG SHOCKER OK! :) anyways i feel soooooooo happy and free like the past. IDONTNEEDABFTOMAKEMEHAPPY what matters are friends!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
MISS DEAREST!
Back to blogging ! (:
Went to BAH's blog and saw this. Was bored so went with it.
So today was like any other day. study study TALK TALK GOSSIP gossip hah. nothing to post about though.
Want to ask people out there. What the hell is 'BAH' why is everyone using that? And bah i warn you YOU BETTER STOP SAYING BAH! lol
I MISS DEAREST! I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST! Don't know why but i miss him. AHHHHHHHHHH damn crap!
ARAVIN! you did the sweetest yet dumbest thing! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I forgot to bring my thermometer. I only wanted to borrow his termometer for show yet he gave it to me and sacrificed his for me and went to the hall to face the music for me. ): YOU'RE THE SWEETEST!
Went to BAH's blog and saw this. Was bored so went with it.
So today was like any other day. study study TALK TALK GOSSIP gossip hah. nothing to post about though.
Want to ask people out there. What the hell is 'BAH' why is everyone using that? And bah i warn you YOU BETTER STOP SAYING BAH! lol
I MISS DEAREST! I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST! Don't know why but i miss him. AHHHHHHHHHH damn crap!
ARAVIN! you did the sweetest yet dumbest thing! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I forgot to bring my thermometer. I only wanted to borrow his termometer for show yet he gave it to me and sacrificed his for me and went to the hall to face the music for me. ): YOU'RE THE SWEETEST!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
In need of a better day tomorrow
WELLLL, weipeng this is how i feel.
Firstly, i have to Thank you for being there for me for that period of time. Its our 1 month this sunday but it was my pity that i have to give it a miss. Would Never have known what was installed for me that day. Well i feel terrible, i rly do. I think this might affect your promos still i hope that i would be wrong. You cannot just fall flat. You have to stand up & GET SOME ONE BETTER THAN ME. Make me jealous alright. (ifyougetanewgfiwoulddefinatelybe!VERY!) I just needed a lot of freedom. Do not rly like the way you 'babytalk' i'm no longer a 3 yr old. I'm only one year younger than you. I feel that You're over protective, its not how i like people. Esp when that person/guy is my bf. I thought i could get use to all these but i couldn't i didnt want to tell you because i knew you'll say you'll change. But i know its hard to change ones' personality And i dont want you to do that for me. I'm not worth it. you should just go find a girl whom is able to accept all these. Then that relationship would be perfect (: Dont change what you are just to suit me. Its just not what a guy should be doing. In a dance, the guy leads and the girl follows If it was the other way round, the dance would just turn out wrong look wrong! agree? So please do not say that you'll wait for me.
Alright, i think you deserve to know the truth.
The break up excuses, some were true some were not.
I dont even know if what i had for you was love. Those 2 days when we stopped talking, a lot happened. I was watching this random show on TV asking myself what was happening to me in the mist, I started asking myself if i should continue with this. And so the script from the movie the guy say 'show me a sign'. I laughed to myself and thought 'damn this phoney script how could there be signs? If there rly is then show me.' So my day carried on those signs rly came. First, i flipped open to read the news papers the word 'HEN' was like in bold in one of the papers. i didnt think of that too much. watched some Chinese commercials the name clarence came on. Z and then finally the least expecting, watched the series friends and the name, sunil surfaced. Like how unexpecting. you must think its rly DUMB, because i do too. You're always saying how bad is it going to be if you lose me. It rly scares me to know that much. And after watching all those shows i have also realize that only relationship would only last if those two started out as friends for a long time. Alright example, henry and kl. I'm spoilt, I'm stubborn, I'm cold Blooded, I'm ruthless, I'm indecisive. i'm just rly different from you and you do deserve better. do not tell me that you have reasons. i'm stuck up, i wouldn't care. After the last one, i have told myself not ever to drop a tear for a guy. SO COMPLETELY NOT WORTH IT.
LINUS LOH MING JIE I HATE DOING YOUR D&T!
Firstly, i have to Thank you for being there for me for that period of time. Its our 1 month this sunday but it was my pity that i have to give it a miss. Would Never have known what was installed for me that day. Well i feel terrible, i rly do. I think this might affect your promos still i hope that i would be wrong. You cannot just fall flat. You have to stand up & GET SOME ONE BETTER THAN ME. Make me jealous alright. (ifyougetanewgfiwoulddefinatelybe!VERY!) I just needed a lot of freedom. Do not rly like the way you 'babytalk' i'm no longer a 3 yr old. I'm only one year younger than you. I feel that You're over protective, its not how i like people. Esp when that person/guy is my bf. I thought i could get use to all these but i couldn't i didnt want to tell you because i knew you'll say you'll change. But i know its hard to change ones' personality And i dont want you to do that for me. I'm not worth it. you should just go find a girl whom is able to accept all these. Then that relationship would be perfect (: Dont change what you are just to suit me. Its just not what a guy should be doing. In a dance, the guy leads and the girl follows If it was the other way round, the dance would just turn out wrong look wrong! agree? So please do not say that you'll wait for me.
Alright, i think you deserve to know the truth.
The break up excuses, some were true some were not.
I dont even know if what i had for you was love. Those 2 days when we stopped talking, a lot happened. I was watching this random show on TV asking myself what was happening to me in the mist, I started asking myself if i should continue with this. And so the script from the movie the guy say 'show me a sign'. I laughed to myself and thought 'damn this phoney script how could there be signs? If there rly is then show me.' So my day carried on those signs rly came. First, i flipped open to read the news papers the word 'HEN' was like in bold in one of the papers. i didnt think of that too much. watched some Chinese commercials the name clarence came on. Z and then finally the least expecting, watched the series friends and the name, sunil surfaced. Like how unexpecting. you must think its rly DUMB, because i do too. You're always saying how bad is it going to be if you lose me. It rly scares me to know that much. And after watching all those shows i have also realize that only relationship would only last if those two started out as friends for a long time. Alright example, henry and kl. I'm spoilt, I'm stubborn, I'm cold Blooded, I'm ruthless, I'm indecisive. i'm just rly different from you and you do deserve better. do not tell me that you have reasons. i'm stuck up, i wouldn't care. After the last one, i have told myself not ever to drop a tear for a guy. SO COMPLETELY NOT WORTH IT.
LINUS LOH MING JIE I HATE DOING YOUR D&T!
Thursday, July 5, 2007
JIAN JIAN (:
http://profile.imeem.com/GNz8tD/music/me7jiqsL/hahaha_rofl/
I SPENT SUPER LONG TIME DOING THIS! hah, WP! if you ever read this you'll know why i didnt reply you. cut the voice clip super short because of the programming thing. SORRY! (: LOVES YOU LIKE MAD! your cousin i mean! heeee :D I hate school so so so much. ANYWAYS this little boy is not wp, its wp's 5 yr old cousin :D
I SPENT SUPER LONG TIME DOING THIS! hah, WP! if you ever read this you'll know why i didnt reply you. cut the voice clip super short because of the programming thing. SORRY! (: LOVES YOU LIKE MAD! your cousin i mean! heeee :D I hate school so so so much. ANYWAYS this little boy is not wp, its wp's 5 yr old cousin :D
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Confusion
Skipped school today. WAS NOT PLANNED FOR OK! i was just late and didn't want to spoil the late coming records. But i think binghan spoilt it. Too bad!
Went out with WP headed to vivo to look for something that was no longer on shelves ): Wasted his time and money.
Please tell me :
I FEEL LIKE A BF / RELATIONSHIP WRECKER!
Firstly, broke off with henry which i might add NEVER DID ACCEPT him in real life.
He was heart broken, had Kailing to console him.
Name : Kailing/ vodkaa
Age: 19?
Status: WAS with cast currently with henry.
All this happened as cast was in army, longing for kl. (cast & kl's relationship was on rocks) I guess henry was just desperate for someone, he went on a further step into getting kl as his gf. kl miraculously accepted him. When cast booked out henry and kl broke the news to him. He was devasted.
Next, weipeng and his ex gf.
): I CANT STOP FEELING THAT THIS IS MY FAULT! Wp was actually with his gf when i stepped in. We started very aback, abruptly, asudden, sudden, unanticipatedly. Super random. 'be my dear for 15 mins' ROFL! the 15 mins grew and brought us to where we are. He didnt 2 time ok! ok maybe for 15 mins and half a day? Alright, he told me that he and his gf were on the rocks too, didnt know who to choose. I swear i did not seduce him ok! Didn't know why he chose me too. His gf cabbed down to listen to his explanation at 1am in the morning on either the 13th or 14th if i remembered correctly. And we both started on the 15th. FEEL LIKE *$%^%*#(@&%^@%*(^$%(!@#. how could i right.
Because of me, cast was left alone. Wp broke up with his 3 years gf + many years friends? i feel like shit.
Went out with WP headed to vivo to look for something that was no longer on shelves ): Wasted his time and money.
Please tell me :
I FEEL LIKE A BF / RELATIONSHIP WRECKER!
Firstly, broke off with henry which i might add NEVER DID ACCEPT him in real life.
He was heart broken, had Kailing to console him.
Name : Kailing/ vodkaa
Age: 19?
Status: WAS with cast currently with henry.
All this happened as cast was in army, longing for kl. (cast & kl's relationship was on rocks) I guess henry was just desperate for someone, he went on a further step into getting kl as his gf. kl miraculously accepted him. When cast booked out henry and kl broke the news to him. He was devasted.
Next, weipeng and his ex gf.
): I CANT STOP FEELING THAT THIS IS MY FAULT! Wp was actually with his gf when i stepped in. We started very aback, abruptly, asudden, sudden, unanticipatedly. Super random. 'be my dear for 15 mins' ROFL! the 15 mins grew and brought us to where we are. He didnt 2 time ok! ok maybe for 15 mins and half a day? Alright, he told me that he and his gf were on the rocks too, didnt know who to choose. I swear i did not seduce him ok! Didn't know why he chose me too. His gf cabbed down to listen to his explanation at 1am in the morning on either the 13th or 14th if i remembered correctly. And we both started on the 15th. FEEL LIKE *$%^%*#(@&%^@%*(^$%(!@#. how could i right.
Because of me, cast was left alone. Wp broke up with his 3 years gf + many years friends? i feel like shit.
Monday, July 2, 2007
I'm back :)
HEY I'M BACK!
loads of things happened. & YEAH! I LOVE WEIPENG! I promise he would be the last. :)
WEIPENG SEE THIS! YOU WOULD BE THE LAST! Rofl.
you're the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me, ever would be :) LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE! hah. Beetle's dad called, didn't dare to pick up. Came to a LOUSY conclusion and told him to remain as friends. WOW, the beetle flared and rang up..........and he ******.............. ROFL to think back it seems kind of, fun? looking forward to the quarrels with The Beetle, 伟朋鸟 :D
kick maple goodbye! I HATE HENRY! dislike would be a better word actually because hating him means i still have feelings for him. Henry is with kailing! Omg, was in a state of shock when i saw it at the same time feeling happy for him because i know he has moved on so as a friend i smsed him to wish him all the best WITH i might add loads of joy. But hah i was stupid to expect a 'haha, thank you'. Instead that bastard said something like, 'what do you mean by this, all i knew was that she was there for me when you left me in the lurch. And besides i know i was insignificant to you' < summarised by me. I TOTALLY CRIED WHEN I SAW THAT. zz
HENRY WONG HONG QING! this bloody idiot who claimed that i toyed with his feeling listen up. You were the only guy that i have cried for for countless times, went to the extend of sending you GIFTS to your door step & HAH i cant belive i even went and buy a bottle of lotion when you told me you were sun brunt. HOW DUMB WAS I TO DO THAT? yeah just blame EVERYthing on me.
Thats what you do best. I DISLIKE YOU WITH THE UPMOST ABHORRENCE. And yeah to think back, i didnt even say that i would accept you in real life. I shall say the last mean thing. you brought all this upon yourself, i warned you but you just wouldn't listen. continue playing your lousy maple, you can stay there and rot for all i care! maybe in maple you could earn your billions but continue so and in real life you'll be lucky if you could even get a job. I am hoping you'll see this SOOOOOOO much!
AU REVOIR henry wong, i dislike you.
OMG my F&N. z I DELETED MY WHOLE FILE. everything I've done sacrificing one whole night of sleep. Just gone with a touch of a button.
Aww, mrs sim retired! my fav elective teacher! ): miss her!
AND YES the 7% gst started today.
loads of things happened. & YEAH! I LOVE WEIPENG! I promise he would be the last. :)
WEIPENG SEE THIS! YOU WOULD BE THE LAST! Rofl.
you're the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me, ever would be :) LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE! hah. Beetle's dad called, didn't dare to pick up. Came to a LOUSY conclusion and told him to remain as friends. WOW, the beetle flared and rang up..........and he ******.............. ROFL to think back it seems kind of, fun? looking forward to the quarrels with The Beetle, 伟朋鸟 :D
kick maple goodbye! I HATE HENRY! dislike would be a better word actually because hating him means i still have feelings for him. Henry is with kailing! Omg, was in a state of shock when i saw it at the same time feeling happy for him because i know he has moved on so as a friend i smsed him to wish him all the best WITH i might add loads of joy. But hah i was stupid to expect a 'haha, thank you'. Instead that bastard said something like, 'what do you mean by this, all i knew was that she was there for me when you left me in the lurch. And besides i know i was insignificant to you' < summarised by me. I TOTALLY CRIED WHEN I SAW THAT. zz
HENRY WONG HONG QING! this bloody idiot who claimed that i toyed with his feeling listen up. You were the only guy that i have cried for for countless times, went to the extend of sending you GIFTS to your door step & HAH i cant belive i even went and buy a bottle of lotion when you told me you were sun brunt. HOW DUMB WAS I TO DO THAT? yeah just blame EVERYthing on me.
Thats what you do best. I DISLIKE YOU WITH THE UPMOST ABHORRENCE. And yeah to think back, i didnt even say that i would accept you in real life. I shall say the last mean thing. you brought all this upon yourself, i warned you but you just wouldn't listen. continue playing your lousy maple, you can stay there and rot for all i care! maybe in maple you could earn your billions but continue so and in real life you'll be lucky if you could even get a job. I am hoping you'll see this SOOOOOOO much!
AU REVOIR henry wong, i dislike you.
OMG my F&N. z I DELETED MY WHOLE FILE. everything I've done sacrificing one whole night of sleep. Just gone with a touch of a button.
Aww, mrs sim retired! my fav elective teacher! ): miss her!
AND YES the 7% gst started today.
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