Saturday, September 29, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Roly poly
Why cant the bloody bitch just mind her own business?
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!
Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?
I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.
& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!
Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?
I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.
& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Flowers Flowers Flowers tell me what you mean.
HE IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO CHARMING!
His smile, his eyes, hair, expression simply every single thing about him makes me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mesmerizing ! :) I feel like the little girl once again that goes gaga over a guy. damn i dont even know what am i talking about anymore. I dont want to go on crapping anymore. One thing, WHO THE HELL WEARS HOOPS WHEN JOGGING? Apparently, his darling ex gf does!
Ironical thing is that this has got me motivation to study! :)
I scored a 5/25 for English comprehension, failed chinese due to the moderation and a disappointing B3 for F&N! science? HAH HORRIBLE! How nice. O levels examinations are dashing at me at full speed.
Off to history! Feeling so lazy to blog these days.
Byebye dearest blogspot for now. Wont be here unless anything major happens.
Please Do Not Miss Me All! :D
His smile, his eyes, hair, expression simply every single thing about him makes me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mesmerizing ! :) I feel like the little girl once again that goes gaga over a guy. damn i dont even know what am i talking about anymore. I dont want to go on crapping anymore. One thing, WHO THE HELL WEARS HOOPS WHEN JOGGING? Apparently, his darling ex gf does!
Ironical thing is that this has got me motivation to study! :)
I scored a 5/25 for English comprehension, failed chinese due to the moderation and a disappointing B3 for F&N! science? HAH HORRIBLE! How nice. O levels examinations are dashing at me at full speed.
Off to history! Feeling so lazy to blog these days.
Byebye dearest blogspot for now. Wont be here unless anything major happens.
Please Do Not Miss Me All! :D
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Tanning Trip
GREAT NEWS! Dad was talking about a bangkok trip sometime in november. Thats when i thought, Thailand would be a great place for sun tanning so i took my chance and asked if i could tag along on this whatever trip.
SOOOOO, I'm going to bangkok for sun tanning before prom! :D WOOTS! Was still vexing on how not to look white before prom. You have to admit that Singapore's sun stinks! haha so yes i cant wait till after Os! I'm so lucky!
I cant get over yesterday! I even had a dream. Its a very romantic and sweet dream :) I know i dreamt of this guy whom I liked alot. So many of the guys whom i know are striked out. My guess i think its either Mus, McDeaf or darren :)) I can remember details but not the guy!
Mom and dad went for a wedding dinner yesterday and its at Conrad Centennial Hotel. They said that the food SUCKED! If it was my dad i wouldn't have believed him that much. He eats good food almost everyday. As my mom said it tasted rly bad, i had no reason not to believe. And we're only paying 750 per table, it must rly taste even worse! GREAT and who was the one that said that the food there is good? sheesh.
I BROKE MY NAIL! ): DAMN! hope it grows back in time for prom. lol
SOOOOO, I'm going to bangkok for sun tanning before prom! :D WOOTS! Was still vexing on how not to look white before prom. You have to admit that Singapore's sun stinks! haha so yes i cant wait till after Os! I'm so lucky!
I cant get over yesterday! I even had a dream. Its a very romantic and sweet dream :) I know i dreamt of this guy whom I liked alot. So many of the guys whom i know are striked out. My guess i think its either Mus, McDeaf or darren :)) I can remember details but not the guy!
Mom and dad went for a wedding dinner yesterday and its at Conrad Centennial Hotel. They said that the food SUCKED! If it was my dad i wouldn't have believed him that much. He eats good food almost everyday. As my mom said it tasted rly bad, i had no reason not to believe. And we're only paying 750 per table, it must rly taste even worse! GREAT and who was the one that said that the food there is good? sheesh.
I BROKE MY NAIL! ): DAMN! hope it grows back in time for prom. lol
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Joy!
I WANT TO SHOUT SCREAM AND YELL TO EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM!
Its what he said that matters and nothing else matters more!
2 more days till the end of prelims.
There is something important that happens today but i just cant remember what it is.
Yes something to post about. Crazy thought i'm having these days. I want to go for plastic surgery! I dont even know what i want to change. Its the trill perhaps. Pain there will be. But no pain no gain right! I rly want it badly! I want to marry a billionare because the things that i desire is not what a millionare could afford. omg ELIN there is something wrong with you.
Its what he said that matters and nothing else matters more!
2 more days till the end of prelims.
There is something important that happens today but i just cant remember what it is.
Yes something to post about. Crazy thought i'm having these days. I want to go for plastic surgery! I dont even know what i want to change. Its the trill perhaps. Pain there will be. But no pain no gain right! I rly want it badly! I want to marry a billionare because the things that i desire is not what a millionare could afford. omg ELIN there is something wrong with you.
Monday, September 10, 2007
omg
I saw clarence today. omg he looks wierd! Not use to his short hair. lol
I need motivation! And i've decided, kevin is motivation!
LWL SAYS THAT THE BACK OF MY BAG LOOKS CHEAP! GHEESE ! ASSSSS he said it looked like those 10 dollars cheap shit. Firstly before saying that you should know best i dont do cheap stuff. I'M PISSED! hah
Never did go so low nither would want to go there so need not say subway bag! I hope your gf ditches you! asshole hahahaha!
I need motivation! And i've decided, kevin is motivation!
LWL SAYS THAT THE BACK OF MY BAG LOOKS CHEAP! GHEESE ! ASSSSS he said it looked like those 10 dollars cheap shit. Firstly before saying that you should know best i dont do cheap stuff. I'M PISSED! hah
Never did go so low nither would want to go there so need not say subway bag! I hope your gf ditches you! asshole hahahaha!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Things that has to be done
Had the sudden urge to post this.
Things that has to be done after O levels:
1. Get a job! Not retail anymore i want an admin job! maybe 2 jobs? hah
2. I need a laptop, definately not Apple anymore.
3. I want to get desperate housewives season 3 dvds! And then watch season 4! :)
4. In need of Greys Anatomy season 4!
5. A new wallet! Not white anymore!
6. Excess cash which i doubt i would have, i would get an Agnes B bag!
7. Really really excess cash, i would have to save up for my upcoming trip to Europe next year.
8. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH its a secret. :)
Nothing much you can do when you're only 17.
Pictures :
Things that has to be done after O levels:
1. Get a job! Not retail anymore i want an admin job! maybe 2 jobs? hah
2. I need a laptop, definately not Apple anymore.
3. I want to get desperate housewives season 3 dvds! And then watch season 4! :)
4. In need of Greys Anatomy season 4!
5. A new wallet! Not white anymore!
6. Excess cash which i doubt i would have, i would get an Agnes B bag!
7. Really really excess cash, i would have to save up for my upcoming trip to Europe next year.
8. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH its a secret. :)
Nothing much you can do when you're only 17.
Pictures :
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
The be all and end all
I once had a friend. Why was she once my friend you ask? Let me explain.
I stopped trying to be her friend.
i'm not calm now. I feel the rage in me is going to erupt any moment.
How did it all started?
Ok, Let that once a friend be X. Try solving X.
Around 2 months back, R called me one day and ask me as i thought at that time a very funny question.
R asked,
"Did X tell you anything bad happened today with us? Is X angry with us?" I was like "huh, no nth X was smiling "?
only till few weeks back do i realize what R wanted to ask me that day.
X has been showing a 'F black face or should i say mask that she glues on to her face. [ That explains SO MUCH! ]
We all were puzzled and practically blamed ourselves for not knowing what was happening.
My definition for friends is having someone to turn to when she or he is in need. Sharing joy and lend a shoulder to cry on. And they should be able to pour out their hearts to whatever they are not happy with.
Whenever we try to ask X about what is happening X would try to void the question by simply just IGNORING. Not even saying something like i dont want to discuss this. just do not reply like X just died with a heart attack in front of the computer or phone. Then right after I aske dX the question, X started posting " le mort, leave me alone, no avail " All over X blog and nick. We thought X needed some space so we decided to give X some time. Who knows i guess X thought that this was fun! After teachers day more of X black face started surfacing.
WHHHHEEEEE we're having so much fun playing wheel of fortune to your 'F thoughts. There are some reasons why you're not bill gates you're not good are designing softwares NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR 'F MIND GAMES! sheesh
But but but there is more to it. X tries so hard. I rly have to take my hats off for you! X tried so hard to keep the game going by attracting more attention. {this is how you think right?} This is how X did it. At first X wrote leave me alone right eventually i guess X found it meaningless as no one gave a shit anymore X switched the concept of those brainless mind games to " feel so insignificant, so lonely! " What we think is X is ASA & LOL! [ Inside joke! :) ] So like how IRONIC AND CONTRADICTING IS X? Like i said X is not good in designing games. Once agn X failed in entertaining us. I'm so sorry. DON'T SLIT YOUR WRIST JUST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT HAVING FUN OK! USE your brains! How could your cheap games interest us? Its an insult just being forced and dragged in to play.
You know what is the most hurting? instead of us she told her troubles to her other 'FRIEND'. X has been having lunch with us almost every single day, shopping, doing work and whatever which i thought is signifying that this was a friendship. But nooo, when X has a problem X just turned to someone else which X in this case trust as a friend. WHO DO X THINK WE ARE? Some random people to screw with? Ginnie pigs to those mindless games of yours? Ironically you make US FEEL INSIGNIFICANT! So back at you!
This was when i knew i totally gave up trying to be X's friend.
In the course of these games, the relationship started turning sour. X did many things testing our limits over and over agn. Driving us nuts with X's 'ni yao wo zhe me yang?' , 'Black stinky face' and trying to be all secretive and quiet. And when X is in good mood X would just be normal. We're not obliged to tolerate your nonsense. You threw our friendship to the wolves so stop making it seem as if its our fault.
We gossiped, in a nice way, discussed this matter. Laughing and practically swimming in our tears of laughter at MOS. X of course was our topic of discussion. If you have been at lunch with us you would know how unpleasant is the choice of vocabulary we use if that person is of absolute abhorrence. In this case, X is. By that choice of vocabulary of course not those coarse words.
I've never knew that you're so self obsessed and willing to give it all up just for your paranoid self obsessions. Worrying about things that obviously wouldn't happen. Cry in your little dark corner for now i dont care as i'm sure you'll scream " Leave me alone, no avail you're not my friend " RIGHT AT MY FACE ! so Why bother?
What would you do if you have a friend like X?
From pity -> Confusion -> Getting Irritated -> Hatred . So this is entirely brought upon yourself!
Don't even get me started about prom! I could rattle on and on and on.
I have much more mean things like "The Missing Cockroach" [ Inside joke hahahahahaha ]
Actually not mean, FACTS should be the better term. Things that you're unknowingly doing to us.
For every mathematics question there is an answer.
X = Teng Weesan
Yes by posting this i'm throwing down the gauntlet. Thats if you know what i'm trying to mean.
I stopped trying to be her friend.
i'm not calm now. I feel the rage in me is going to erupt any moment.
How did it all started?
Ok, Let that once a friend be X. Try solving X.
Around 2 months back, R called me one day and ask me as i thought at that time a very funny question.
R asked,
"Did X tell you anything bad happened today with us? Is X angry with us?" I was like "huh, no nth X was smiling "?
only till few weeks back do i realize what R wanted to ask me that day.
X has been showing a 'F black face or should i say mask that she glues on to her face. [ That explains SO MUCH! ]
We all were puzzled and practically blamed ourselves for not knowing what was happening.
My definition for friends is having someone to turn to when she or he is in need. Sharing joy and lend a shoulder to cry on. And they should be able to pour out their hearts to whatever they are not happy with.
Whenever we try to ask X about what is happening X would try to void the question by simply just IGNORING. Not even saying something like i dont want to discuss this. just do not reply like X just died with a heart attack in front of the computer or phone. Then right after I aske dX the question, X started posting " le mort, leave me alone, no avail " All over X blog and nick. We thought X needed some space so we decided to give X some time. Who knows i guess X thought that this was fun! After teachers day more of X black face started surfacing.
WHHHHEEEEE we're having so much fun playing wheel of fortune to your 'F thoughts. There are some reasons why you're not bill gates you're not good are designing softwares NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR 'F MIND GAMES! sheesh
But but but there is more to it. X tries so hard. I rly have to take my hats off for you! X tried so hard to keep the game going by attracting more attention. {this is how you think right?} This is how X did it. At first X wrote leave me alone right eventually i guess X found it meaningless as no one gave a shit anymore X switched the concept of those brainless mind games to " feel so insignificant, so lonely! " What we think is X is ASA & LOL! [ Inside joke! :) ] So like how IRONIC AND CONTRADICTING IS X? Like i said X is not good in designing games. Once agn X failed in entertaining us. I'm so sorry. DON'T SLIT YOUR WRIST JUST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT HAVING FUN OK! USE your brains! How could your cheap games interest us? Its an insult just being forced and dragged in to play.
You know what is the most hurting? instead of us she told her troubles to her other 'FRIEND'. X has been having lunch with us almost every single day, shopping, doing work and whatever which i thought is signifying that this was a friendship. But nooo, when X has a problem X just turned to someone else which X in this case trust as a friend. WHO DO X THINK WE ARE? Some random people to screw with? Ginnie pigs to those mindless games of yours? Ironically you make US FEEL INSIGNIFICANT! So back at you!
This was when i knew i totally gave up trying to be X's friend.
In the course of these games, the relationship started turning sour. X did many things testing our limits over and over agn. Driving us nuts with X's 'ni yao wo zhe me yang?' , 'Black stinky face' and trying to be all secretive and quiet. And when X is in good mood X would just be normal. We're not obliged to tolerate your nonsense. You threw our friendship to the wolves so stop making it seem as if its our fault.
We gossiped, in a nice way, discussed this matter. Laughing and practically swimming in our tears of laughter at MOS. X of course was our topic of discussion. If you have been at lunch with us you would know how unpleasant is the choice of vocabulary we use if that person is of absolute abhorrence. In this case, X is. By that choice of vocabulary of course not those coarse words.
I've never knew that you're so self obsessed and willing to give it all up just for your paranoid self obsessions. Worrying about things that obviously wouldn't happen. Cry in your little dark corner for now i dont care as i'm sure you'll scream " Leave me alone, no avail you're not my friend " RIGHT AT MY FACE ! so Why bother?
What would you do if you have a friend like X?
From pity -> Confusion -> Getting Irritated -> Hatred . So this is entirely brought upon yourself!
Don't even get me started about prom! I could rattle on and on and on.
I have much more mean things like "The Missing Cockroach" [ Inside joke hahahahahaha ]
Actually not mean, FACTS should be the better term. Things that you're unknowingly doing to us.
For every mathematics question there is an answer.
X = Teng Weesan
Yes by posting this i'm throwing down the gauntlet. Thats if you know what i'm trying to mean.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Two Movies
Watched The Bourne Ultimatum today! :D Before i went in I wondered why i loved the previous Bourne movies so much, thought this moive would be like the 007 show which is BORING LIKE MAD! all they do is fight fight and fight with almost no meaning to it. Whereas, in Bourne there is a huge deal of coordination in the plotting of the movie. Then watched Ratatouille again as that loser wants to watch it, i wanted to watch no reservations! But nevermind his treat :)
After the movie, walked around in orchard he brought like 3 num shirts! Looked at him with green eyes! I don't even have money for the paper bag! lol ok i'm exaggerating. Went home after. Drove up the wall by the damn maid agn.
Still, It was a day to remember :D
There was ever this once i told you "i hate you! And i hate you because i just simply can't stop loving you enough."
I only said this to one.
To that special one, It still is just that i'm hating you even more now.
After the movie, walked around in orchard he brought like 3 num shirts! Looked at him with green eyes! I don't even have money for the paper bag! lol ok i'm exaggerating. Went home after. Drove up the wall by the damn maid agn.
Still, It was a day to remember :D
There was ever this once i told you "i hate you! And i hate you because i just simply can't stop loving you enough."
I only said this to one.
To that special one, It still is just that i'm hating you even more now.
Walking on top of air :D
MY BED SMELLS OF LEMONS! HAPPY DAY!
Can't say I love you cos I don't.
Can't promise that i'll love eventually either.
But right here,
right now,
I promise you me.
Can't say I love you cos I don't.
Can't promise that i'll love eventually either.
But right here,
right now,
I promise you me.
Friday, August 31, 2007
:D SMILES!
SO SO MUCH TO BLOG! a busy busy week!
I'm feeling so so much better! Thats the result of having friends that i have.
Troubles gone everytime around them. (:
It was prelims week. Last day, F&N and HISTORY! it almost killed me.
Not only the part of memorizing the notes but also the writting of the endless rims of paper!
My hands almost shattered and back almost broke! The aches are back agn.
After my prelims, went to orchard with kit, jiayi and bec. then after to bec's house for making of candies! :D
Yes, WE ATE BEN& JERRY FOR LUNCH! :) 12 scoops of refreshing Icecream!
Then the candies at bec's house. FUNNNNNN~ we played for hours left for home at 11:20pm.
Bec's mom was so nice! she cooked a big feast for us! can imagine how much she has spent.
Feel bad! THANK YOU ALL!
Needta go out soon. well post pictures tonight! :)
I'M SO HAPPY!
Yes, how contridicting can you be? first, 'leave me alone' and then you feel ignored. How ironic is this?
I'm feeling so so much better! Thats the result of having friends that i have.
Troubles gone everytime around them. (:
It was prelims week. Last day, F&N and HISTORY! it almost killed me.
Not only the part of memorizing the notes but also the writting of the endless rims of paper!
My hands almost shattered and back almost broke! The aches are back agn.
After my prelims, went to orchard with kit, jiayi and bec. then after to bec's house for making of candies! :D
Yes, WE ATE BEN& JERRY FOR LUNCH! :) 12 scoops of refreshing Icecream!
Then the candies at bec's house. FUNNNNNN~ we played for hours left for home at 11:20pm.
Bec's mom was so nice! she cooked a big feast for us! can imagine how much she has spent.
Feel bad! THANK YOU ALL!
Needta go out soon. well post pictures tonight! :)
I'M SO HAPPY!
Yes, how contridicting can you be? first, 'leave me alone' and then you feel ignored. How ironic is this?
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tranquility
Chat with D just now. Feel so much more relaxed and cooled down now!
THANK YOU! :D
Lei Garden for dinner! WOOOOOO it was DIVINE! :) I love Chimes, I Love Lei Garden!
I'm drowning in F&N and history notes now. Kind of late to study. But better than nothing right.
GOGOGO! HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
I'm $90 away! You know what I mean.
THANK YOU! :D
Lei Garden for dinner! WOOOOOO it was DIVINE! :) I love Chimes, I Love Lei Garden!
I'm drowning in F&N and history notes now. Kind of late to study. But better than nothing right.
GOGOGO! HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
I'm $90 away! You know what I mean.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
A Rainy Day
SCARY SCARY SCARY
Foi descartado outra vez ):
I thought i miss THAT feeling but now i know it MACHUCA more!
Forget it. But i'm damn CIOSO! asshole!
The past papers has all been crap. I have never done this badly for my Social Studies ever! 3 of the SEQ were on Singapore and lucky enough, i didn't touch on that section. What can i say i dont like Singapores' history. Singapore's Politics bore me to death! Nothing good can be expected from Mdm Anantha's papers. Because of one 'let the' she marked me down from scoring full marks for that question. What logic is that? Thats right she has a 'no one can ever score full marks for history' policy. Cant blame me for debating with such a teacher. If they lose they would categorize you into the rebellious student section. I'm kind of stationed there for sometime alrdy.
I'm stubborn and i hold grudges!
Oh yes HAPPY BELATED REBECCA, 27th aug 2007 was this lucky girl's birthday! Went to new york, SHE TREATED US TO DRINKS! which was 6-7 dollars on average! And her mom paid for out G.S.T which was alot! i think 20 dollars or so for 5 & jadon. haha I HAVE PICTURES! But my phone is currently not in reach. Shall post them another day. Went for Rush Hour 3 after with bec and kit. Laughed till my eye balls almost dropped out! recommended to watch! :D say aizat, Ara and sharon.
Went to Subway today with weesan, kit and jiayi. Nothing else? Never rly gossip, nothing much to say. 'THE FORCE was in our way! If you get what i mean. Nothing special.
POOR JIAYI! He's not worth it! Lousy Man!
Foi descartado outra vez ):
I thought i miss THAT feeling but now i know it MACHUCA more!
Forget it. But i'm damn CIOSO! asshole!
The past papers has all been crap. I have never done this badly for my Social Studies ever! 3 of the SEQ were on Singapore and lucky enough, i didn't touch on that section. What can i say i dont like Singapores' history. Singapore's Politics bore me to death! Nothing good can be expected from Mdm Anantha's papers. Because of one 'let the' she marked me down from scoring full marks for that question. What logic is that? Thats right she has a 'no one can ever score full marks for history' policy. Cant blame me for debating with such a teacher. If they lose they would categorize you into the rebellious student section. I'm kind of stationed there for sometime alrdy.
I'm stubborn and i hold grudges!
Oh yes HAPPY BELATED REBECCA, 27th aug 2007 was this lucky girl's birthday! Went to new york, SHE TREATED US TO DRINKS! which was 6-7 dollars on average! And her mom paid for out G.S.T which was alot! i think 20 dollars or so for 5 & jadon. haha I HAVE PICTURES! But my phone is currently not in reach. Shall post them another day. Went for Rush Hour 3 after with bec and kit. Laughed till my eye balls almost dropped out! recommended to watch! :D say aizat, Ara and sharon.
Went to Subway today with weesan, kit and jiayi. Nothing else? Never rly gossip, nothing much to say. 'THE FORCE was in our way! If you get what i mean. Nothing special.
POOR JIAYI! He's not worth it! Lousy Man!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
MOVIES! (:
Please be jealous of me! I WATCHED HOSTEL ||, kind of actually. Thank you yenling!
Its rly gross! The director could not leave their clothes on. And has a sick mind of hanging them upside down and filming their nude bodies, EVERY PART.
i only caught the front, middle and ending part. my 1st time going for a R21 show. My heart raced like mad everytime a person enters the theatre. Its just so so cool having a friend working there. I want to work there! The first few times someone came to check, yenling was no where to be found so we had to return to watch 'dead silence' or something. The theatre for hostel is so so empty wanted to hide but got caught!
That stupid dead silence is horrible so typical. but after a while yenling smuggled us back in. Rly have to thank her so much! (:
Movie maraton yesterday watched Ratatouille and the almighty show.
Ratatouille was great! just that i would not eat food that is prepared from a rat.
The Evan almighty show is kind of expected? Its somehow the same as bruce almighty. DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON EVAN ALMIGHTY! not worth it.
Went off to the 'bbq' afterward.Wl had to catch his sunderland versus Liverpool. zz & so after i got knocked out by the alcohol. First time ever! Reached home at god knows what time. i have pictures but i'm rly lazy and lacking of sleep.
EVERYTHING IS JUST SO PERFECT(: <3 saturdays! Its the only day i can leave all my tears behind.
G just puts a smile on my face. Everything just falls into place around him :D
And something major happened! SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO SO HAPPY THAT IT DID :D
i was TAGGED by Kityee.
Rules of the game: each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. people who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. at the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. no tagbacks! :D
AM I THAT WEIRD? HAHA.
1. I HATE SUNDAYS !
2. I get irritated easily brainless people speak.
3. I hate noise!
4. I suck at chinese! Don't inderstand why, I COMMUNICATE IN CHINESE AT HOME with my mom!
5. I love eating citrus fruits!
6. Love almonds and strawberry pokey
7. Love watching english series, movie more than chinese.
8. I love baking! :D
9. Brand caucious
10. I think I love weilong.
Im not weird but normal
everyone does that too right? :D
the 'LUCKY' six :
1) Jiawen
2) jaslyn
3) Wanning
4) jiayi
5) jolyn
6) AH LAM!
Its rly gross! The director could not leave their clothes on. And has a sick mind of hanging them upside down and filming their nude bodies, EVERY PART.
i only caught the front, middle and ending part. my 1st time going for a R21 show. My heart raced like mad everytime a person enters the theatre. Its just so so cool having a friend working there. I want to work there! The first few times someone came to check, yenling was no where to be found so we had to return to watch 'dead silence' or something. The theatre for hostel is so so empty wanted to hide but got caught!
That stupid dead silence is horrible so typical. but after a while yenling smuggled us back in. Rly have to thank her so much! (:
Movie maraton yesterday watched Ratatouille and the almighty show.
Ratatouille was great! just that i would not eat food that is prepared from a rat.
The Evan almighty show is kind of expected? Its somehow the same as bruce almighty. DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON EVAN ALMIGHTY! not worth it.
Went off to the 'bbq' afterward.Wl had to catch his sunderland versus Liverpool. zz & so after i got knocked out by the alcohol. First time ever! Reached home at god knows what time. i have pictures but i'm rly lazy and lacking of sleep.
EVERYTHING IS JUST SO PERFECT(: <3 saturdays! Its the only day i can leave all my tears behind.
G just puts a smile on my face. Everything just falls into place around him :D
And something major happened! SORRY BUT I'M JUST SO SO HAPPY THAT IT DID :D
i was TAGGED by Kityee.
Rules of the game: each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. people who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. at the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. no tagbacks! :D
AM I THAT WEIRD? HAHA.
1. I HATE SUNDAYS !
2. I get irritated easily brainless people speak.
3. I hate noise!
4. I suck at chinese! Don't inderstand why, I COMMUNICATE IN CHINESE AT HOME with my mom!
5. I love eating citrus fruits!
6. Love almonds and strawberry pokey
7. Love watching english series, movie more than chinese.
8. I love baking! :D
9. Brand caucious
10. I think I love weilong.
Im not weird but normal
everyone does that too right? :D
the 'LUCKY' six :
1) Jiawen
2) jaslyn
3) Wanning
4) jiayi
5) jolyn
6) AH LAM!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
SMELLY SHIT FACES
I dislike mrs ang like mad. my aunt just told me that she speaks ill of me in school. DAMN HER! i've never talked back to her like ever. Since when did i? i'm the quietest during Maths lessons. school stinks!
FINE, i shall glue my lips together in class, thats if i'm attending.
I'm rebellious you're shit so i'm fine with that. Teachers can never stand the thought of them losing a debate to students. FOR GOD SAKE! TEACHERS IN AMKSS ARE FUC*** UP!
off to G's
FINE, i shall glue my lips together in class, thats if i'm attending.
I'm rebellious you're shit so i'm fine with that. Teachers can never stand the thought of them losing a debate to students. FOR GOD SAKE! TEACHERS IN AMKSS ARE FUC*** UP!
off to G's
Friday, August 24, 2007
Spending, Spent
Papers are all so far horrible x1000
All set for tomorrow! (: spent like $178.62 in market place for the bbq goods.
wanted to get those home delivery things but, kind of dumb. So sarah got her bf to pick up the stuff.
They were late! Have to wait for those guys to book out. All kinds of excuses came along. The way they 2 spoke was rly very funny and couple-y :)
Had to find some place to put the stuff down before the guys all the stuff was so so heavy!
So, in the mean time we went to e2max. LOGGED INTO MAPLE! miss that silly game! sarah and yujia were busy with guys online.
sarah has a hot bf! haha ok i practically say that about every guy nowadays. Except for some that is.
When i got into the car, not sure what car it is think its a highlander, though it is a car but it totally had that plane smell. Felt car sick! headaches and everything fell into place. I swear i almost vomited.
Reached home at ard 8. Thank god! hah
They are such nice people! feel kind of odd though.
POST SHORTENED!
YAY G is out out out out out (: MISS G! lots to update him on!
All set for tomorrow! (: spent like $178.62 in market place for the bbq goods.
wanted to get those home delivery things but, kind of dumb. So sarah got her bf to pick up the stuff.
They were late! Have to wait for those guys to book out. All kinds of excuses came along. The way they 2 spoke was rly very funny and couple-y :)
Had to find some place to put the stuff down before the guys all the stuff was so so heavy!
So, in the mean time we went to e2max. LOGGED INTO MAPLE! miss that silly game! sarah and yujia were busy with guys online.
sarah has a hot bf! haha ok i practically say that about every guy nowadays. Except for some that is.
When i got into the car, not sure what car it is think its a highlander, though it is a car but it totally had that plane smell. Felt car sick! headaches and everything fell into place. I swear i almost vomited.
Reached home at ard 8. Thank god! hah
They are such nice people! feel kind of odd though.
POST SHORTENED!
YAY G is out out out out out (: MISS G! lots to update him on!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
From jolyns'
Answer the following questions:
- The person who tagged you is:
JOLYN
/ Your relationship with her is:
A friend, classmate for 3 years!
/ Your 5 impressions of her:
LOVELY, always Paranoid ' she claims, real hot, Has rly nice long hair 'haha, Wonder woman like :D
/ The most memorable thing she had done for you:
I was sad the other day and she cheered me up.
/ The most memorable words she had said to you:
Those words of encouragement! (:
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
She is too good to be true, the 'If' would never come! HAHA
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
She is far from having any flaws! SO NOTHING! PERHAPS SMILE MORE? :)
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
I don't wish for this to happen, so it has never crossed my mind.
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
She being too perfect! hah
/ The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Clear all her worries so as allow her to own her Os!
/ Your overall impression of him/ her is:
CLASSY!
/ How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know, that i would have to ask them to know right. But i know irritating would not be left out!
/ The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
I wish someone would tell me.
/ On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
Too much to be stated. mainly cant fix my mind on doing a right thing.
/ The most ideal person you want to be is:
I dont want to be anyone else actually.
/ For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Dont waste your time, i'm not worth.
/ Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) WL
2) JOLYN haha
3) JIAWEN
4) KITYEE
5) WEESAN
6) JASLYN
7) AH LAM
8) SHARON WOOOOOOO :)
9) SARAH
10) CLARENCE. L
-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
More like relationshipS? lol :)
-Is No. 9 a female or male?
Its kind of obvious.
If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NOWAY because i'll probably kill 7 HAHA i dont like to share!
-How about No. 8 and 5?
Its a long way there, you have to bend them. if you get what i mean
-What is No.2 studying about?
Same boring subject combination as me
-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
In school.
-What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
AHHH! idk but i guess she prefers chinese bands more?
-Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes, a very hot sister!
-Will you woo No. 3?
NOT EVEN IF YOU THROW AT ME! WAHAHAHAH i date her all the time. Rejections a common sight ):
-How about No. 7?
Why not? at least she crack jokes all the time!
-Is No. 4 single?
HOHOHO. too many to name of there is D, C , CK ahh many many more!
-What's the surname of No. 5?
Teng [remains the same from jolin's]
-What's the name of No. 10?
CLARENCE!
-What's the hobby of No. 4?
ogling at guys with hot bod! haha
-Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
9 is a rly very easy going (: not sure about 5 though. haha
-Where is No. 2 studying at?
AMKSS , thats jolyn.
-Talk something casually about No. 1?
irritating, in a good way :) , heart breaker and loves to pick on my mistakes. So much more!
-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
i'm sorry i'm straight.
-Where does No. 9 live at?
Want to stalk her? one of the roads near long house. dont know the name.
-What colour does No. 4 likes?
Her phone is pink. i guess pink. Think she is a multi colour lover!
-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
If they are i'll drown in jealousy
-Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
I saw them kisssing in the ladies in school! so what you think?
-How do you get to know No. 2?
In school! :)
-Does No. 1 have any pets?
Have you ever heard of a pig with pets?
-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She has never dance for me, i would not know. :)
- The person who tagged you is:
JOLYN
/ Your relationship with her is:
A friend, classmate for 3 years!
/ Your 5 impressions of her:
LOVELY, always Paranoid ' she claims, real hot, Has rly nice long hair 'haha, Wonder woman like :D
/ The most memorable thing she had done for you:
I was sad the other day and she cheered me up.
/ The most memorable words she had said to you:
Those words of encouragement! (:
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
She is too good to be true, the 'If' would never come! HAHA
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
She is far from having any flaws! SO NOTHING! PERHAPS SMILE MORE? :)
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
I don't wish for this to happen, so it has never crossed my mind.
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
She being too perfect! hah
/ The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Clear all her worries so as allow her to own her Os!
/ Your overall impression of him/ her is:
CLASSY!
/ How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know, that i would have to ask them to know right. But i know irritating would not be left out!
/ The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
I wish someone would tell me.
/ On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
Too much to be stated. mainly cant fix my mind on doing a right thing.
/ The most ideal person you want to be is:
I dont want to be anyone else actually.
/ For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Dont waste your time, i'm not worth.
/ Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) WL
2) JOLYN haha
3) JIAWEN
4) KITYEE
5) WEESAN
6) JASLYN
7) AH LAM
8) SHARON WOOOOOOO :)
9) SARAH
10) CLARENCE. L
-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
More like relationshipS? lol :)
-Is No. 9 a female or male?
Its kind of obvious.
If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
NOWAY because i'll probably kill 7 HAHA i dont like to share!
-How about No. 8 and 5?
Its a long way there, you have to bend them. if you get what i mean
-What is No.2 studying about?
Same boring subject combination as me
-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
In school.
-What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
AHHH! idk but i guess she prefers chinese bands more?
-Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes, a very hot sister!
-Will you woo No. 3?
NOT EVEN IF YOU THROW AT ME! WAHAHAHAH i date her all the time. Rejections a common sight ):
-How about No. 7?
Why not? at least she crack jokes all the time!
-Is No. 4 single?
HOHOHO. too many to name of there is D, C , CK ahh many many more!
-What's the surname of No. 5?
Teng [remains the same from jolin's]
-What's the name of No. 10?
CLARENCE!
-What's the hobby of No. 4?
ogling at guys with hot bod! haha
-Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
9 is a rly very easy going (: not sure about 5 though. haha
-Where is No. 2 studying at?
AMKSS , thats jolyn.
-Talk something casually about No. 1?
irritating, in a good way :) , heart breaker and loves to pick on my mistakes. So much more!
-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
i'm sorry i'm straight.
-Where does No. 9 live at?
Want to stalk her? one of the roads near long house. dont know the name.
-What colour does No. 4 likes?
Her phone is pink. i guess pink. Think she is a multi colour lover!
-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
If they are i'll drown in jealousy
-Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
I saw them kisssing in the ladies in school! so what you think?
-How do you get to know No. 2?
In school! :)
-Does No. 1 have any pets?
Have you ever heard of a pig with pets?
-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
She has never dance for me, i would not know. :)
My Heart Beats For You
I'm offically cheered up! Temporarily (:
It was all I need, why didn't i think of that sooner! AHHHHHHHHH
What i've learnt today:
1. A relationship can only last when there is true love.
Love does not develop just like that, It takes time, the greatest degree of understaning and forgiving.
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see that imperfect person perfectly.
And when you could exchange everything you have just for his/her happiness, that is Love.
Ture love is unconditional.
soooo, i've just realized. What i've had in the past was not 'love' but just lust and desire.
Thats why it has never lasted.
But seriously, these few days thoughts of leaving this misery has crossed my mind for umpteen times.
I'll always think of a reason, the reason for me to stay.
I'll think of everything else and when it comes to you it stops, i stop thinking.
This is It, You're It. You're the reason i'm still here.
Tell me this isn't true, this isn't happening.
Nothing you do can change my mind.
[This is not a confession!] 'You sld know
Its 2am now, school & prelims tomorrow. I can't sleep!
3hours and i alrdy miss how you stumble when you give those speeches, the evil laughter, cruel jokes. :) HAHA
When you see this, which i hope it isn't anytime soon. Just don't pull my hair, I promise the insomnia is only for today.
2. And yes of course, i hope those maths formulas that i spent time drilling in my head are in and stable in place, in The Brain.
I HAD BIRD NEST SOUP TODAY! FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :)
Today is a happy day!
My definition of a happy day is a day where i need not get up in the morning to go for lessons, need not say exam and of course his Presence!
2:30am now, I NEED SLEEPING PILLS! Tomorrow would be hell.
It was all I need, why didn't i think of that sooner! AHHHHHHHHH
What i've learnt today:
1. A relationship can only last when there is true love.
Love does not develop just like that, It takes time, the greatest degree of understaning and forgiving.
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see that imperfect person perfectly.
And when you could exchange everything you have just for his/her happiness, that is Love.
Ture love is unconditional.
soooo, i've just realized. What i've had in the past was not 'love' but just lust and desire.
Thats why it has never lasted.
But seriously, these few days thoughts of leaving this misery has crossed my mind for umpteen times.
I'll always think of a reason, the reason for me to stay.
I'll think of everything else and when it comes to you it stops, i stop thinking.
This is It, You're It. You're the reason i'm still here.
Tell me this isn't true, this isn't happening.
Nothing you do can change my mind.
[This is not a confession!] 'You sld know
Its 2am now, school & prelims tomorrow. I can't sleep!
3hours and i alrdy miss how you stumble when you give those speeches, the evil laughter, cruel jokes. :) HAHA
When you see this, which i hope it isn't anytime soon. Just don't pull my hair, I promise the insomnia is only for today.
2. And yes of course, i hope those maths formulas that i spent time drilling in my head are in and stable in place, in The Brain.
I HAD BIRD NEST SOUP TODAY! FINALLLLYYYYYYYY :)
Today is a happy day!
My definition of a happy day is a day where i need not get up in the morning to go for lessons, need not say exam and of course his Presence!
2:30am now, I NEED SLEEPING PILLS! Tomorrow would be hell.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
): ):
Just give me one reason why do i still have to go to school. Just one because i can think of none. Go for the testimonal? mrs ang would not need to write one if i'm forced to go to school because i would be lying motionless in my grave. The noise, the people and freaking teachers that has to win the debate every single time are all driving me up and soon over. I CANNOT TAKE IT!
PITY IS THE LAST THING I NEED. If i can stop talking to people at home, i can do it too in school.
And K whoever you are just jump in joy whatever. my life is screwed.
PITY IS THE LAST THING I NEED. If i can stop talking to people at home, i can do it too in school.
And K whoever you are just jump in joy whatever. my life is screwed.
):
Inn one day i've made tarts, tiramisu, bread, cookies and cupcakes and i'm still not feeling better ): I'm down to the lowest ):
Monday, August 20, 2007
GAVE UP ):
SCREW F&N, MY SISTER AND STUBBORN ASS MRS YEO KWE YONG. JUST DROP DEAD AND DIE! FACE ROT. BODIES CHOPPED! TROWN INTO THE DUMP. THEY'RE ALL ASS HOLES! F********************************** ): cannot explain how sad and angry i am now. WL IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND TO VENT MY ANGER ON ): I WANT A PUNCHING BAG! stick those assholes' faces onto the bag and i assure you that my fist would be there 24/7. I'm sick of it, everything. my life is screwed up. Pitying me now is not gonna help me in anyway so if you're here for that, SCREW OFF AND DIE! I dont need that! I think i am giving up on talking to people. I feel that i dont like to explain myself anymore. Like if you want to say that i am that way, then it is. I have no energy arguing with anyone anymore.
Mrs Yeo is damn fucking bias! i lost my thumbdrive twice. lost all my information 4 times now? SHE DOES NOT EVEN CARE! This time after losing everything i totally give up. I've cried so much that i hope i'll die of dehydration.
All i want now is ginger! I Don't need and don't want anything else.
FOR THE LAST TIME STOP COMPARING MY MATTERS WITH YOUR INSIGNIFICANT MATTERS! DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING ANGRY I GET WHEN YOU DO THAT. Its like, I go for an operation, and you scream in pain after getting a blueblack. I dont know what do you have that is wrong to compare. DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I FREAKING MEAN? I GIVE UP TELLING ANYONE ANYTHING ANYMORE.
Actually i would very much want to be locked up in mental hos away from everything.
Leave Me Alone
Mrs Yeo is damn fucking bias! i lost my thumbdrive twice. lost all my information 4 times now? SHE DOES NOT EVEN CARE! This time after losing everything i totally give up. I've cried so much that i hope i'll die of dehydration.
All i want now is ginger! I Don't need and don't want anything else.
FOR THE LAST TIME STOP COMPARING MY MATTERS WITH YOUR INSIGNIFICANT MATTERS! DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING ANGRY I GET WHEN YOU DO THAT. Its like, I go for an operation, and you scream in pain after getting a blueblack. I dont know what do you have that is wrong to compare. DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I FREAKING MEAN? I GIVE UP TELLING ANYONE ANYTHING ANYMORE.
Actually i would very much want to be locked up in mental hos away from everything.
Leave Me Alone
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Yuck!
Finally finished my Social Studies. I think. Have to see how I fair that is then i'll find out how fruitful my revision was.
Next stop maths. SICKENING ):
So what if you've been through your As. I HATE PEOPLE FROM JCS THEY'RE ALL IDIOTS LOOKING DOWN ON EVERYONE ELSE!
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! I don't wish to speack to you! IDIOT! ): Now i rly feel so alone with no one to turn to. Everyone seem to be caught up in their own little world of misery. Just how much more can I detest this life?
Next stop maths. SICKENING ):
So what if you've been through your As. I HATE PEOPLE FROM JCS THEY'RE ALL IDIOTS LOOKING DOWN ON EVERYONE ELSE!
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! I don't wish to speack to you! IDIOT! ): Now i rly feel so alone with no one to turn to. Everyone seem to be caught up in their own little world of misery. Just how much more can I detest this life?
Saturday, August 18, 2007
только любовь - wl
For the past week i've been acheing all over. z went to see the doctor twice.
First time the doctor said that it was because of Rheumatism (feng shi)? Seriously i'm like HUH? i thought only old people would suffer from that. Apperently I'm wrong. doctor says that i should not bathe at night and going into a aircon room with wet hair and everything. "GUILTY ): now on rainy days the pain starts to act up. Its like after running 8.6km and your body starts acheing And yeah not forgetting it travels from place to place. My case, it started from my arm then my back shoulder then leg. Back is still acheing now. damn jiawen and gang has been poking fun at me all week! ASS! haha :)
Second time, the doctor concluded that it was partly because of stress.Yeah whatever. Like who isn't stress now?
Work and revision of work showering. How disgusting can O lvls get?
Went to Funun with wl sometime this week. wanted to get my mango top but no stock at that brunch. wl got a lifebook! I WANT A FUJISU TOOOOO!
он приехал в мой дом и спал на моей кровати. почему он выглядит настолько очаровательным? Я думаю, что я похожу серьезно влюбленный с ним! КАК НЕ ЛЮБИТЬ. беспомощно влюбление в него! Come spero che questo potrebbe durare per sempre. non amo dividere a tutto. Di mai di volere dividerla con qualcuno altro :D
the rest of the week was like F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N and more of F&N
First time the doctor said that it was because of Rheumatism (feng shi)? Seriously i'm like HUH? i thought only old people would suffer from that. Apperently I'm wrong. doctor says that i should not bathe at night and going into a aircon room with wet hair and everything. "GUILTY ): now on rainy days the pain starts to act up. Its like after running 8.6km and your body starts acheing And yeah not forgetting it travels from place to place. My case, it started from my arm then my back shoulder then leg. Back is still acheing now. damn jiawen and gang has been poking fun at me all week! ASS! haha :)
Second time, the doctor concluded that it was partly because of stress.Yeah whatever. Like who isn't stress now?
Work and revision of work showering. How disgusting can O lvls get?
Went to Funun with wl sometime this week. wanted to get my mango top but no stock at that brunch. wl got a lifebook! I WANT A FUJISU TOOOOO!
он приехал в мой дом и спал на моей кровати. почему он выглядит настолько очаровательным? Я думаю, что я похожу серьезно влюбленный с ним! КАК НЕ ЛЮБИТЬ. беспомощно влюбление в него! Come spero che questo potrebbe durare per sempre. non amo dividere a tutto. Di mai di volere dividerla con qualcuno altro :D
the rest of the week was like F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N and more of F&N
F&N coursework, TERMINATED! :)
MY 50th POST IN THIS BLOG (: haha
i'm so happy ok. I'VE FINALLY COMPLETED MY 40 PAGE F&N COUSREWORK PART A & 10 PAGE PART B! weeeee
I have to thank quite a few people for this.
KITYEE- For helping me in printing of my part B! And in giving me a rough idea on how to do the mindmap for part A . YOU ROCK!
WEILONG- For helping me in some of the typing and editing! AIIIIIIIISIIIINIIIIILE :D And yes for the countless naggings and motivation. And accompanying me through late nights with your lousy jokes and those chilling ghost stories. :):):)
WEIPENG- Though it was in the past, thank you for offering in helping me to do my cw. And also accompanying me though late nights.
HENRY- [In the past] always trying to pull me out of maple. many fail attempts though. i mean most of them were failed attempts. hah still thank you.
[i'll never forget you all !!!] :D
Feel like its some award ceremonial speech. lol
problems that i faced in this coursework that i do not mention in my evaluation.
1. my IGNORANT MAID that is so freaking retarded that decided to let my thumbdrive go for a swim.
2. FREAKING FAMILY for pouring unwanted stress onto my everyday life. demoralizing shit faces.
Now i have a new problem, my sis FINALLY SAW HER THUMBDRIVE.
Let me explain, for 2 weeks i've seen this this thumbdrive at home. lying there, untouched. that shit face is staying at her luxury hostel in her uni for weeks now and has brought everything of hers there. For two weekends that she came back she did not take the thumbdrive to her hostel. So i thought it was nobody's. I did not want to save it to my E mail as that has brought me LOADS OF MISERY [dont wish to explain]. today She just found out that it was in my bag. So like either her eyes are too fucking small to see her thumbdrive or her eyes are too small to see them. Oh right, They are too freaking small. P.S. if you dont look closely you would think that "she's" an alien as you can't see her minuscule eyes on that *** face of hers.
But thank you JIAWEN for helping in the scanning! Not forgetting Jolyn for the message. thank you guys! :) feel so much better!
sarah, i rly dont know what else to say but just hope for the best ? you have to cheer up!
i'm so happy ok. I'VE FINALLY COMPLETED MY 40 PAGE F&N COUSREWORK PART A & 10 PAGE PART B! weeeee
I have to thank quite a few people for this.
KITYEE- For helping me in printing of my part B! And in giving me a rough idea on how to do the mindmap for part A . YOU ROCK!
WEILONG- For helping me in some of the typing and editing! AIIIIIIIISIIIINIIIIILE :D And yes for the countless naggings and motivation. And accompanying me through late nights with your lousy jokes and those chilling ghost stories. :):):)
WEIPENG- Though it was in the past, thank you for offering in helping me to do my cw. And also accompanying me though late nights.
HENRY- [In the past] always trying to pull me out of maple. many fail attempts though. i mean most of them were failed attempts. hah still thank you.
[i'll never forget you all !!!] :D
Feel like its some award ceremonial speech. lol
problems that i faced in this coursework that i do not mention in my evaluation.
1. my IGNORANT MAID that is so freaking retarded that decided to let my thumbdrive go for a swim.
2. FREAKING FAMILY for pouring unwanted stress onto my everyday life. demoralizing shit faces.
Now i have a new problem, my sis FINALLY SAW HER THUMBDRIVE.
Let me explain, for 2 weeks i've seen this this thumbdrive at home. lying there, untouched. that shit face is staying at her luxury hostel in her uni for weeks now and has brought everything of hers there. For two weekends that she came back she did not take the thumbdrive to her hostel. So i thought it was nobody's. I did not want to save it to my E mail as that has brought me LOADS OF MISERY [dont wish to explain]. today She just found out that it was in my bag. So like either her eyes are too fucking small to see her thumbdrive or her eyes are too small to see them. Oh right, They are too freaking small. P.S. if you dont look closely you would think that "she's" an alien as you can't see her minuscule eyes on that *** face of hers.
But thank you JIAWEN for helping in the scanning! Not forgetting Jolyn for the message. thank you guys! :) feel so much better!
sarah, i rly dont know what else to say but just hope for the best ? you have to cheer up!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Replying tags
Have so much to update on but i'm so late for my over due coursework so i delicate this post just to reply to the tags :)
JAS, hah that day was rly fun! yeah JEN AND PAD! :D haha love no naked lights kuan and ara rocked! we should have screamed more!
Angeline, oh the last time i tried to enter i was lead to another web. :) yeah its fine now. Sure, hey all the best!
Jo, I love the song super alot alot alot alot ! I love the lyrics! has alot of meaning! anyways thanks you :)
Kit, HELLO KITYEE! :]
Eleanor, Yes lol, thanks sweet! i was clueless and so blurr la. but we did not go to the hall, it was posted on a piece of paper on the board of doom. haha!
Fu, Yeah you've rly changed for the better. hope you move jas one day with your strong determination! :) GOGOGO!
Junior, lol what do you want to wait for? haha
No matter how busy i am, i would dig out time to say this, I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE LWLLWLLWLLWLLWLLWLLWLLWL!
No matter what i'll love you still the same ! 'SMILES!
Too much a good thing is wonderful.
JAS, hah that day was rly fun! yeah JEN AND PAD! :D haha love no naked lights kuan and ara rocked! we should have screamed more!
Angeline, oh the last time i tried to enter i was lead to another web. :) yeah its fine now. Sure, hey all the best!
Jo, I love the song super alot alot alot alot ! I love the lyrics! has alot of meaning! anyways thanks you :)
Kit, HELLO KITYEE! :]
Eleanor, Yes lol, thanks sweet! i was clueless and so blurr la. but we did not go to the hall, it was posted on a piece of paper on the board of doom. haha!
Fu, Yeah you've rly changed for the better. hope you move jas one day with your strong determination! :) GOGOGO!
Junior, lol what do you want to wait for? haha
No matter how busy i am, i would dig out time to say this, I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE LWLLWLLWLLWLLWLLWLLWLLWL!
No matter what i'll love you still the same ! 'SMILES!
Too much a good thing is wonderful.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Chinese OsSS'
Well i guess all the people who got their O lvl chinese reasults are flooding their enties for today with their outcomes.
I PASSED MY CHINESE! :D
though i got scolding from like 1...2.....3..6 people for getting such results. z
Elin attained a C6 :) MERIT for oral! happy like mad ok! not the C6 part of course. Still i did not fail !
I have to seriously work doubley hard! TRIPPLE! A target agreement between WNE B3 for chinese. He promises to be at my command if i grab hold of the B3! HOHOHO wl if i rly get that you're sooo 'sheesh :D f3
ANSS is horrible horrible horrible. argh seriously grow up i wouldn't break up with my BF just for you.
ANy guy reading this, please strike off the 'i would wait for you forever, no matter what' from your dictionaries! It would just turn out to be a lie. Because this has never happened. The 'waiting forever' is short lived. SO SAVE IT!
I think i'm like seriously in love with baking. haha i stood up for hours, whipped up a little something. Pictures tmr, I'm ready to drop. Its one and i have school tmr.
I LOVE GINGERMAN :)
I PASSED MY CHINESE! :D
though i got scolding from like 1...2.....3..6 people for getting such results. z
Elin attained a C6 :) MERIT for oral! happy like mad ok! not the C6 part of course. Still i did not fail !
I have to seriously work doubley hard! TRIPPLE! A target agreement between WNE B3 for chinese. He promises to be at my command if i grab hold of the B3! HOHOHO wl if i rly get that you're sooo 'sheesh :D f3
ANSS is horrible horrible horrible. argh seriously grow up i wouldn't break up with my BF just for you.
ANy guy reading this, please strike off the 'i would wait for you forever, no matter what' from your dictionaries! It would just turn out to be a lie. Because this has never happened. The 'waiting forever' is short lived. SO SAVE IT!
I think i'm like seriously in love with baking. haha i stood up for hours, whipped up a little something. Pictures tmr, I'm ready to drop. Its one and i have school tmr.
I LOVE GINGERMAN :)
Sunday, August 12, 2007
You Are The Music In Me
High school Musical 2, i think this song is rly nice :) 'You Are The Music In Me.
AT home the whole day! And i think wl is still sleeping now. Don't dare to wake him later he scream at me! hah BORING BORING BORING! Rotting alrdy. School tmr, WORSE ):
F&N Coursework is killing me slowly!
Love is fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell 'JJ
AT home the whole day! And i think wl is still sleeping now. Don't dare to wake him later he scream at me! hah BORING BORING BORING! Rotting alrdy. School tmr, WORSE ):
F&N Coursework is killing me slowly!
Love is fire. But whether it's gonna warm your heart or burn your house down you can never tell 'JJ
The Sleepless Night
I can't sleep! This is due to many many reasons!
Waiting for a super important call! 'wierd at this hour huh
secondly, i'm dying of laughter! Oh please nothing in this world can beat this ok.
If i tell this to jiawen she'll start giving me that spastic look! And i think if kityee finds out the next time she sees him she'll start pointing. And if i tell it to wl he'll be like 'idk what are you talking about'! I rly need sleep but cant sleep. PHONE PLEASE JUST RING and let me S.I.P!
Since i am this bored i shall upload photos.
The simulator ride at science center. i'm the one at the top left corner. The ride wasn't scary we just wanted to sceam thats all :D
Those are so not my toes! HAHAHAHA Word of advise, never agree to let your girlfriend do pedicure on you :D never knew i has a bottle of hot pink nail polish! hah. My first ever time painting nails for a guy. anyways it was removed right after the photo. Wanted to add the white roses but he didn't let me. ): wl came over agn, the hunting was cancelled. Guess everyone fell asleep hah who knows why. z So we talked, laughed and whatever till i heard an alarm ringing. We quickly dashed for hideout. I actually thought it was my moms'. He left aft 1 hour and 20 minutes + :)
ARGH My sister and my brother stayed up till like dont know what time & why does my maid wake up at like 5am in the morning? I must have looked damn wierd painting 'my nails' in the middle of the night, hope she didn't see anyone. aw, 8 more days and my photoshop expires ):
Were like laughing like lunatics! :)
Being with him SCREAMS happiness, LOVE WL!
5:23am and counting. Maybe its the reception! 'deception
Waiting for a super important call! 'wierd at this hour huh
secondly, i'm dying of laughter! Oh please nothing in this world can beat this ok.
If i tell this to jiawen she'll start giving me that spastic look! And i think if kityee finds out the next time she sees him she'll start pointing. And if i tell it to wl he'll be like 'idk what are you talking about'! I rly need sleep but cant sleep. PHONE PLEASE JUST RING and let me S.I.P!
Since i am this bored i shall upload photos.
The simulator ride at science center. i'm the one at the top left corner. The ride wasn't scary we just wanted to sceam thats all :D
Those are so not my toes! HAHAHAHA Word of advise, never agree to let your girlfriend do pedicure on you :D never knew i has a bottle of hot pink nail polish! hah. My first ever time painting nails for a guy. anyways it was removed right after the photo. Wanted to add the white roses but he didn't let me. ): wl came over agn, the hunting was cancelled. Guess everyone fell asleep hah who knows why. z So we talked, laughed and whatever till i heard an alarm ringing. We quickly dashed for hideout. I actually thought it was my moms'. He left aft 1 hour and 20 minutes + :)
ARGH My sister and my brother stayed up till like dont know what time & why does my maid wake up at like 5am in the morning? I must have looked damn wierd painting 'my nails' in the middle of the night, hope she didn't see anyone. aw, 8 more days and my photoshop expires ):
Were like laughing like lunatics! :)
Being with him SCREAMS happiness, LOVE WL!
5:23am and counting. Maybe its the reception! 'deception
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Over the week
Somethings that i did this week that i forgot to post
Met wl at cq and walked to orchard just for a movie [disturbia] hah walked and talked and laughed and haha whatever. I think we took like 2 hours. :D you're just so nice LOVES! Disturbia is a very very very very nice movie! trilling!
Yes went to the science center, sat on the simulator and bing was the only guy. Screamed for the joy of screaming, kinda fun. Backbone hurt afterwards :)
On the national day celerbrations, went for pizza with WANNING, jiayi, bec, kit, jiawen. I hate pizza huts as seriously i do not know why they have to charge us with the 7% GST. And hell with the waitresses who does not know how to take orders.
Talked on the phone with wl for 6 hours and 31 minutes! Record breaking! :):):) Seriously talked about everything under the sun. slept only at 7 in the morning. Got woken up by mom at like 12.30pm z. Know a little bit more about army stuff! Too bad wl is the only son in the family. So hey people if you want your son to be a commando, he has to have a brother(s). I AM MISSING MAPLE LIKE ): i miss possessive, i miss ArchAngels! i can never go back, wl knows so but keeps reminding me of everything! I miss everything in there except for the boyfriend conflicts.
Howcanieverloveyouenough:)
Met wl at cq and walked to orchard just for a movie [disturbia] hah walked and talked and laughed and haha whatever. I think we took like 2 hours. :D you're just so nice LOVES! Disturbia is a very very very very nice movie! trilling!
Yes went to the science center, sat on the simulator and bing was the only guy. Screamed for the joy of screaming, kinda fun. Backbone hurt afterwards :)
On the national day celerbrations, went for pizza with WANNING, jiayi, bec, kit, jiawen. I hate pizza huts as seriously i do not know why they have to charge us with the 7% GST. And hell with the waitresses who does not know how to take orders.
Talked on the phone with wl for 6 hours and 31 minutes! Record breaking! :):):) Seriously talked about everything under the sun. slept only at 7 in the morning. Got woken up by mom at like 12.30pm z. Know a little bit more about army stuff! Too bad wl is the only son in the family. So hey people if you want your son to be a commando, he has to have a brother(s). I AM MISSING MAPLE LIKE ): i miss possessive, i miss ArchAngels! i can never go back, wl knows so but keeps reminding me of everything! I miss everything in there except for the boyfriend conflicts.
Howcanieverloveyouenough:)
Friday, August 10, 2007
He was here :)
Happiest thing happened today :)
was suppose to be out with love today but i was too lazy.
SOOOOOOOOO, love came by [just to see my room] z !!!!! was kind of shocked as there was no notification and my room was in a mess, i was in a mess! stupid maid was going in and out of the room. i swear my heart was racing. no guy has ever went to the 2nd floor only you! Anyways regarding that question of yours hmm, YOU FLIRT! NO WAY! :P I LOVE LOVE :D SMILES A MILLION TIMES. And wl, the books you lent to me are like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ you sld have tore off the cover page at least. still, thank you love!
was suppose to be out with love today but i was too lazy.
SOOOOOOOOO, love came by [just to see my room] z !!!!! was kind of shocked as there was no notification and my room was in a mess, i was in a mess! stupid maid was going in and out of the room. i swear my heart was racing. no guy has ever went to the 2nd floor only you! Anyways regarding that question of yours hmm, YOU FLIRT! NO WAY! :P I LOVE LOVE :D SMILES A MILLION TIMES. And wl, the books you lent to me are like ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ you sld have tore off the cover page at least. still, thank you love!
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Mixed feelings
Happy Birthday Singapore, you're so old!
I want to be 18! i want to drive, i want to get out of school & i want to do what he does!
Its so unfair. somethimes i rly just hate this feeling. WL, I HATE YOU! haha
I want to become a mirco molecule so as i could get into everyone head to know what is everyone thinking.
Feel so 'oh oh blah blah ok ok'. I dont understand anyone because no one bothers telling me how they feel. So what? i am suppose to guess? there is a million possibilities! ~!@#$%^&*()_+ i dont care anymore.
I hate msn first it was L followed by w then B then R dont want to see them and blocking, deleting doesn't help. JUST CAN'T STOP STARING!
LWL you promised and this time no more lies! 06 more days! YAYNESS! you're the great& loves you the 'mostest' hahaha!
The heart is forever making the head its fool.
I want to be 18! i want to drive, i want to get out of school & i want to do what he does!
Its so unfair. somethimes i rly just hate this feeling. WL, I HATE YOU! haha
I want to become a mirco molecule so as i could get into everyone head to know what is everyone thinking.
Feel so 'oh oh blah blah ok ok'. I dont understand anyone because no one bothers telling me how they feel. So what? i am suppose to guess? there is a million possibilities! ~!@#$%^&*()_+ i dont care anymore.
I hate msn first it was L followed by w then B then R dont want to see them and blocking, deleting doesn't help. JUST CAN'T STOP STARING!
LWL you promised and this time no more lies! 06 more days! YAYNESS! you're the great& loves you the 'mostest' hahaha!
The heart is forever making the head its fool.
'haha'?
Something is BOTTLING inside me. ): ): ): ): ): i'm kind of sad? because of some stupid matter again. TELLLLLLLLLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY )))))))))))))))))))))))))))): i'm loss for words all i know is it hurts. i'm retarded as the pain is only felt after weeks, months. whatever. ALL \'s fault! ):
HEY YOU! i think we rly need you to feel better!
HEY YOU! i think we rly need you to feel better!
Monday, August 6, 2007
Worst conditions
How long can the smile last on my face?
So yeah, my FAMILY drove me right to the corner again yesterday had nothing else i could do but cry myself to sleep again in my locked room. No wonder students taking Os jump off buildings. i can totally imagine! By saying school and life sucks is a understatement. however should i deal?
The life i live,
starting with school. OMGGGG O lvls, its only right that i get stressed up, like who is not? school books and work piling up the table, its the time of year where students wish they were never born, teachers wishing that they were.... well not teachers. And Parents stressing on the importance of getting A's. ARGH! why do we humans come with such misery for ourselves? So if you say humans are smart, i disagree with that. F&N cw deadlines is whats driving me up the wall.
So after the ending of school at 5pm per average school day, i have to go home and deal with the sad life that i must continue to lead on. Sibilings that ignore your pressence, PARENTS (BOTH) who blames you for causing the dispute. Actually not ignore, just hoping they could single out your mistakes and spite you with whatever they have.
Friends? how would you dare to tell them? they too have their things to go mad about. So yes there is no girl friends that i am able to confide in, even if there was there would not be one that is able to understand and belive how i feel. They'll just think that you are in the same situation they are in. Which i'm really not. you all still have your sibilings talking, bullying and scolding you. Parents scolding you for having bad results. Guess what i have NONE! Neither of them wants to talk to me, whenever i am there they would just walk away. showed my result slips to my parents and they could not care less. No matter how i try to make the topic about me they would be able to turn it to the new house and continue discuss about dimentions, depths and constructions.
Boyfriends, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! All they know is to say 'i love you, i know you can do it' firstly by saying 'ilove you' doesn't make me feel any better and the you could do it? If i could rly do it i wouldn't be this stressed. wl you're from nj! like how could you compare my results with yours! and that day when you talked about shuping or whatever, the things you said about her makes feel very very very very sad and scared. You ASSUME i wouldn't be like her, what if i am? If that happens what have you got to say? sure bfs are the best to confide in but i'm sure they're just listening for the sake of listening and at the end the tape recorder repeats. For bsf, idon'tthinkyouwouldrememberbutiaskedyouonce,'whatwouldyoudoifibrokeupwithyouoneday?wouldyougetandmarryanothermaplegirl.irememberedclearlyyouconfidentlysaidNONEVER!theworstafterabreakupisthatyourexbfgoeswithsomeoneyouknow. weipeng, yes you're another liar! IDIOT IDOT LIAR! you'll wait no matter what? What a sweet lie, NOT! But like whatever i don't rly care anyways. i wonder if you've been lying all along? But ah rly forget it, it doesn't matter. And nicolas, its impossible between us, DO NOT SAY THAT YOU'LL WAIT. wait for what? wait till i broke up with my bf for you? wishful thinking, thats the impossible of the "impossiEST"!
so like seriously i dont know what is going right for me. i can think of none, maybe you could tell me?
tell me why would anyone choose to continue this life except me. WHOCOULDBETHISDUMBRIGHT?
Standing at the edge of the cliff that i'm about to jump off soon, would you please lend a helping hand and push me over? i'll be grateful.
Just kill me, anyone?
So yeah, my FAMILY drove me right to the corner again yesterday had nothing else i could do but cry myself to sleep again in my locked room. No wonder students taking Os jump off buildings. i can totally imagine! By saying school and life sucks is a understatement. however should i deal?
The life i live,
starting with school. OMGGGG O lvls, its only right that i get stressed up, like who is not? school books and work piling up the table, its the time of year where students wish they were never born, teachers wishing that they were.... well not teachers. And Parents stressing on the importance of getting A's. ARGH! why do we humans come with such misery for ourselves? So if you say humans are smart, i disagree with that. F&N cw deadlines is whats driving me up the wall.
So after the ending of school at 5pm per average school day, i have to go home and deal with the sad life that i must continue to lead on. Sibilings that ignore your pressence, PARENTS (BOTH) who blames you for causing the dispute. Actually not ignore, just hoping they could single out your mistakes and spite you with whatever they have.
Friends? how would you dare to tell them? they too have their things to go mad about. So yes there is no girl friends that i am able to confide in, even if there was there would not be one that is able to understand and belive how i feel. They'll just think that you are in the same situation they are in. Which i'm really not. you all still have your sibilings talking, bullying and scolding you. Parents scolding you for having bad results. Guess what i have NONE! Neither of them wants to talk to me, whenever i am there they would just walk away. showed my result slips to my parents and they could not care less. No matter how i try to make the topic about me they would be able to turn it to the new house and continue discuss about dimentions, depths and constructions.
Boyfriends, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! All they know is to say 'i love you, i know you can do it' firstly by saying 'ilove you' doesn't make me feel any better and the you could do it? If i could rly do it i wouldn't be this stressed. wl you're from nj! like how could you compare my results with yours! and that day when you talked about shuping or whatever, the things you said about her makes feel very very very very sad and scared. You ASSUME i wouldn't be like her, what if i am? If that happens what have you got to say? sure bfs are the best to confide in but i'm sure they're just listening for the sake of listening and at the end the tape recorder repeats. For bsf, idon'tthinkyouwouldrememberbutiaskedyouonce,'whatwouldyoudoifibrokeupwithyouoneday?wouldyougetandmarryanothermaplegirl.irememberedclearlyyouconfidentlysaidNONEVER!theworstafterabreakupisthatyourexbfgoeswithsomeoneyouknow. weipeng, yes you're another liar! IDIOT IDOT LIAR! you'll wait no matter what? What a sweet lie, NOT! But like whatever i don't rly care anyways. i wonder if you've been lying all along? But ah rly forget it, it doesn't matter. And nicolas, its impossible between us, DO NOT SAY THAT YOU'LL WAIT. wait for what? wait till i broke up with my bf for you? wishful thinking, thats the impossible of the "impossiEST"!
so like seriously i dont know what is going right for me. i can think of none, maybe you could tell me?
tell me why would anyone choose to continue this life except me. WHOCOULDBETHISDUMBRIGHT?
Standing at the edge of the cliff that i'm about to jump off soon, would you please lend a helping hand and push me over? i'll be grateful.
Just kill me, anyone?
Cheap Lousy Salesgirl
Let me explain how fun and careless yesterday was.
STARTS
ok, hey kit sorry for having you wait for all of us.
went to VIVO. belive it or not its my first time shopping there. never rly been to those shops there before, so yeah.
quite a loser right! haha.
HAVE SO SO SO MUCH THINGS SO BUY!
189 bag
50 slippers
50 top
45 top again
32 top again again
129 jacket
80 clutch
thats enough for the burn of my wallet! Of course after so i have to get a new wallet. :) 575. however am i going to find that sum? not forgetting my Gc watch . plus new wallet. NO MONEY!
savings starts now.
It was the best day ever!
went to pasta mania for brunch while walking there we kit saw jr and she said 'eh eh your junior' zz
lol firstly he is not mine
secondly, i dont know him well.
so it was vivo then to city hall i didnt get the chance to go orchard though. had to attend the BBQ at my cousins'
Last stop was at city hall, went to buy perfume.
Promoter? more like demoteR! she made it seem like i am those little kid who goes and try everything and not buy.
i asked her are those 2 scents the same. As the last time i brought it i remembered that there were some with the same scents its just that the bottles are different as they're limited edition.
she actually laughed and said all of the perfume here are different and when i wanted to try to see how it smells like , she had the cheek to say, 'i saw you holding up the bottles just now, i thought you had alrdy smelt it'
What was i suppose to do, spray it on myself to test?
If you're working, dont look down on people please,
YOU ARE WORKING, I'M BUYING.
The way she dressed she looks so poor and cheap.
The make up she have on is like 'BLAH' maybe stolen testers from 'ARIES' ?
So yes what rights do you have to look down on me? I dont even understand why Dior employed her. Totally a ru hua sister.
IT WAS A JOYOUS DAY! i had tons of fun with kit san and jiayi :D YOU ROCK!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Loves Dearest Darling! :)
DAY ENDS with a smile on my face.
STARTS
ok, hey kit sorry for having you wait for all of us.
went to VIVO. belive it or not its my first time shopping there. never rly been to those shops there before, so yeah.
quite a loser right! haha.
HAVE SO SO SO MUCH THINGS SO BUY!
189 bag
50 slippers
50 top
45 top again
32 top again again
129 jacket
80 clutch
thats enough for the burn of my wallet! Of course after so i have to get a new wallet. :) 575. however am i going to find that sum? not forgetting my Gc watch . plus new wallet. NO MONEY!
savings starts now.
It was the best day ever!
went to pasta mania for brunch while walking there we kit saw jr and she said 'eh eh your junior' zz
lol firstly he is not mine
secondly, i dont know him well.
so it was vivo then to city hall i didnt get the chance to go orchard though. had to attend the BBQ at my cousins'
Last stop was at city hall, went to buy perfume.
Promoter? more like demoteR! she made it seem like i am those little kid who goes and try everything and not buy.
i asked her are those 2 scents the same. As the last time i brought it i remembered that there were some with the same scents its just that the bottles are different as they're limited edition.
she actually laughed and said all of the perfume here are different and when i wanted to try to see how it smells like , she had the cheek to say, 'i saw you holding up the bottles just now, i thought you had alrdy smelt it'
What was i suppose to do, spray it on myself to test?
If you're working, dont look down on people please,
YOU ARE WORKING, I'M BUYING.
The way she dressed she looks so poor and cheap.
The make up she have on is like 'BLAH' maybe stolen testers from 'ARIES' ?
So yes what rights do you have to look down on me? I dont even understand why Dior employed her. Totally a ru hua sister.
IT WAS A JOYOUS DAY! i had tons of fun with kit san and jiayi :D YOU ROCK!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
Loves Dearest Darling! :)
DAY ENDS with a smile on my face.
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Dreams came true
there were some ups and downs this week.
Got my results, z horrible! All i saw was f9 f9 f9. onl passed 3 subjects.
Do you know that i hate you alot? All your promises, LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIES
When i needed you you turned away. What happened to the 'you sill can talk to me when you're in need'. HELL next time if you dont mean it just dont lie to me! Dont waste your messages too. you are those guys that makes me lose faith in guys. i dont need an explaination because you are one of those ARGHHHHH! GO TO HELL GO TO HELL GO TO HELL!
well then i have to thank you for turning me down. if you did not i wouldn't be have plucked the courage to talk to wl and i wouldnt have known that THAT part of me still likes him.
LOVE WNE!!!!!!!!! :D lovedyouoncenowandeverafter! i cant promise you anything but all i know now is that you're top of everything. GRATS DARLING ON THE PROMOTION! LOVE YOU! :D
Got my results, z horrible! All i saw was f9 f9 f9. onl passed 3 subjects.
Do you know that i hate you alot? All your promises, LIES LIES LIES LIES LIES LIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIESLIES
When i needed you you turned away. What happened to the 'you sill can talk to me when you're in need'. HELL next time if you dont mean it just dont lie to me! Dont waste your messages too. you are those guys that makes me lose faith in guys. i dont need an explaination because you are one of those ARGHHHHH! GO TO HELL GO TO HELL GO TO HELL!
well then i have to thank you for turning me down. if you did not i wouldn't be have plucked the courage to talk to wl and i wouldnt have known that THAT part of me still likes him.
LOVE WNE!!!!!!!!! :D lovedyouoncenowandeverafter! i cant promise you anything but all i know now is that you're top of everything. GRATS DARLING ON THE PROMOTION! LOVE YOU! :D
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Love uncertain
The motivation comes from a very unexpecting source, its the impossible still i dont understand why.
When i was lonely, HE was there
HE didn't fail to cheer me up when i was down,
putting that impossible smile on my face.
Heart races when a HELLO pops out from his conversation window.
signs of falling in love? i dont know, just know that i am no longer alone in this miserable world.
& you! i don't want to get hurt again, you promise.
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
:) heeeeeheeeeeee!
When i was lonely, HE was there
HE didn't fail to cheer me up when i was down,
putting that impossible smile on my face.
Heart races when a HELLO pops out from his conversation window.
signs of falling in love? i dont know, just know that i am no longer alone in this miserable world.
& you! i don't want to get hurt again, you promise.
WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
:) heeeeeheeeeeee!
Monday, July 30, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
i'm... z
Prepared my own dinner today!
Nothing special. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :) <-
My leg hurts!
Nothing special. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :) <-
My leg hurts!
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Strawberry Pokey
New fav show, SUPER NATURAL! nothing beats watching SN with a packet of strawberry pokey! :D
LUNCH shall only be for pokey! :) pokey pokey pokey craze! Get one for yourself now!
nothing else to talk about.
LUNCH shall only be for pokey! :) pokey pokey pokey craze! Get one for yourself now!
nothing else to talk about.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Redemption of that broken heart
I pity my mom therefore disliking my dad hell a lot!
I've told NO ONE about this, so if i were to tell you i must rly rly LOVEEEEEEEEEE you! understand haha
WHAT A DAY! absent from school was battling the forces of evil with mr flu. I WON! :)
Slight peeling of nose though. Slept so soundly today, best ever! Dreamt of wl heh
I'll belive whatever you say and let the past be illusions :D
off to RUSH my F&N.
<3 YOU, YOU, YOU!
I've told NO ONE about this, so if i were to tell you i must rly rly LOVEEEEEEEEEE you! understand haha
WHAT A DAY! absent from school was battling the forces of evil with mr flu. I WON! :)
Slight peeling of nose though. Slept so soundly today, best ever! Dreamt of wl heh
I'll belive whatever you say and let the past be illusions :D
off to RUSH my F&N.
<3 YOU, YOU, YOU!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Subservient to time
Hello mr flu virus again! hate having flu when i am doing my F&N. Please just leave me alone for 3 months? ARRRRR!
I'm feeling so tired now. and its only 10. for the past 2 days i have been sleeping at 6 plus 7 waking up at like 11 walk ard the house and goes back to sleep. How i wish i could do this everyday!
Dateline for Coursework Part B 2th aug. TIME I NEED TIME!
I feel that i am living in hell everyday having battle forces of evil! <- ROFL :)
AYE, DUELS HERE I COME!
Made a a whole batch of cookies today! :) With my cousins! the outcome turned out to be good, BRILLIANT! (needless to say with a supervisor like me) f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3. It was so good that everyone finish eating and i forgot to take pictures! hah.
I seem a little high today, maybe because i'm sick? HAHA SIGNNNNNNNSS OFF!
I'm sick, i'm jaded, i'm dying
I'm feeling so tired now. and its only 10. for the past 2 days i have been sleeping at 6 plus 7 waking up at like 11 walk ard the house and goes back to sleep. How i wish i could do this everyday!
Dateline for Coursework Part B 2th aug. TIME I NEED TIME!
I feel that i am living in hell everyday having battle forces of evil! <- ROFL :)
AYE, DUELS HERE I COME!
Made a a whole batch of cookies today! :) With my cousins! the outcome turned out to be good, BRILLIANT! (needless to say with a supervisor like me) f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3f3. It was so good that everyone finish eating and i forgot to take pictures! hah.
I seem a little high today, maybe because i'm sick? HAHA SIGNNNNNNNSS OFF!
I'm sick, i'm jaded, i'm dying
Sunday, July 22, 2007
A BAD WEEK
Just realize i haven't been updating for the whole week. well here i am (:
This week is horrendous! i've flared, cried, laughed.
i just suddenly remember something, the only reason why i cut up my sister's bag was becos of my damn it shitface brother. i bet he doent know. That day, my sis and bro were quarreling and she did or said something very foul which was actually indirectly shooting at me, so i cut up her bag. That fucking brother obviously didnt know.
Let me explain how fucked up he is.
That night, after watching that 9 o clock show i wanted to go into the room to do my coursework part B as the wireless network in my house was not performing. i saw him at the door, so i said i wanted to go into the room, but he obstucted my way and insist that i come back 10 minutes later. i looked at the screen and wonder what was so secretive, he was going to send out a mega. LIKE WTF? He fucking pushed me and i fell on the floor knocking my back on the steps, when i stood up he starting point his ugly fingers at my face sprouting some lousy hokkien vulgarities. When it comes to hokkien, i'm clueless. i know i was no match for him so i went off and called my dad. So AT THAT TIME, i thought he wanted to grats kl & henry or something so i called henry but apperntly its not. And this fucking idiot dare to tell mao that i was fucking trying to drive him out of the house. HEY THAT ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE, i dont even care about your pressence so why should i care where you are or how you badly screw yourself? Dont think so higly of yourself, you are very much insignificant to me.Thats till you did this, you'll have to pay back you see.
NEXT TEO JIAHAO This goes out to you!
BLODDY ASSHOLE 2, YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND! I CANT BELIVE YOU ARE IN WITH MY BROTHER WITH THIS. ALWAYS THINKING THAT I BULLY HIM? GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START MAKING ANY ASSUMPTIONS. ARENT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS WITH ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR FRIEND, INSTEAD YOU STOOD ON HIS SIDE. LET ME GUESS WHY IS THIS SO. HMM YOU COULDNT GET YOUR OWN ZAK HELM AND SO HOPE THAT THAT ASSHOLE FUCKING ASSWIPE WOULD GET IT FOR YOU? AND YOU WERE AFRAID THAT IF YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HIM YOU WOULD LOSE ONE TO GET THAT HELM FOR YOU AS I'M NOT WITH HENRY ANYMORE AND IS OF NO HELP TO YOU ANYMORE. GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOUS. ANYWAYS TEO JIAHAO YOU ABORE ME TO THE EXTEND OF WANTING TO STANGGLE YOU WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE. THAT DAY IN THE F&N ROOM I COULD ALMOST IMAGINE HOW YOU'LL LOOK LIKE IF I THREW THE KNIVES AT YOU. HOW I HOPE YOU WOULD JUST DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! AND I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE THE FIRST TO BE CLAPPING MY HANDS LAUGHING AT YOUR DEATH. WOULD YOU JUST SHUT YOUR GAP! since you're not my friend anymore, dont be shock to hear any spiteful remarks from me. starting with that disgusting ink bag that you carry. i'm not trying to discriminate ppl whom carry ink bags, just you. Because that zinc, ink whatever ugly horrible looking bag looks like it has been taken out from the trash. even if you were to pay me 1,000,000 you wouldnt catch me carrying that rotten thing. This is actually not said because i dislike you or anything, its just that that thing rly looks horrible.
It is ghastly to see anyone carrying that in broad day light. was just wondering did you choose to buy that bag on the day you forgot to wear your specs or maybe there was a blackout at the shop? I'm certain that i wouldn't reget what i've said here! BECAISE JERKS LIKE YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING NICE FROM ANYONE.
jaslyn, i cant forgive you, i'm rly sorry. seriously i think you're despicable, Whatever you're doing to fu. Obviously you have like a new admirer, jas i'm not a 3 year old. the scribbling, it is obvious that you are in love with another i'm not an idiot you know. Though jw refuses to say who is that, i suspect i know that guy. And if my guess is right, i'll think worse of you. Stop treating fu as a maid. That day while he was helping YOU with the wash up, me and cass was helping him. So yes it is indirectly affecting me. And yes, everything is never your fault, you're always blaming it onto someone else, whenever would it be your fault? I would realize that you understand what i am trying to say after you've changed. stop toying with him, he needs the truth and not saying things indirectly. he is the only son in the family, if this continues i'm sure his o lvls is screwed. This is not said with anger i swear its more of words of disappointment.
Wondering why i cried? i cant take this anymore. Imagine having a sister and ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE in the family that looks down on you. And parents who blames you for driving your sister away. None of them wants to talk to you at home. Thinking that peace, joy and laughter is found in school your friend(s) just have to prick that. Teachers coming in to the class saying things that are the most demoralizing which they claim to mean well. O levels 94 days away.
Life is so bad now
This week is horrendous! i've flared, cried, laughed.
i just suddenly remember something, the only reason why i cut up my sister's bag was becos of my damn it shitface brother. i bet he doent know. That day, my sis and bro were quarreling and she did or said something very foul which was actually indirectly shooting at me, so i cut up her bag. That fucking brother obviously didnt know.
Let me explain how fucked up he is.
That night, after watching that 9 o clock show i wanted to go into the room to do my coursework part B as the wireless network in my house was not performing. i saw him at the door, so i said i wanted to go into the room, but he obstucted my way and insist that i come back 10 minutes later. i looked at the screen and wonder what was so secretive, he was going to send out a mega. LIKE WTF? He fucking pushed me and i fell on the floor knocking my back on the steps, when i stood up he starting point his ugly fingers at my face sprouting some lousy hokkien vulgarities. When it comes to hokkien, i'm clueless. i know i was no match for him so i went off and called my dad. So AT THAT TIME, i thought he wanted to grats kl & henry or something so i called henry but apperntly its not. And this fucking idiot dare to tell mao that i was fucking trying to drive him out of the house. HEY THAT ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE, i dont even care about your pressence so why should i care where you are or how you badly screw yourself? Dont think so higly of yourself, you are very much insignificant to me.Thats till you did this, you'll have to pay back you see.
NEXT TEO JIAHAO This goes out to you!
BLODDY ASSHOLE 2, YOU ARE SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND! I CANT BELIVE YOU ARE IN WITH MY BROTHER WITH THIS. ALWAYS THINKING THAT I BULLY HIM? GET YOUR FUCKING FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START MAKING ANY ASSUMPTIONS. ARENT YOU SUPPOSE TO BE IN THIS WITH ME I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR FRIEND, INSTEAD YOU STOOD ON HIS SIDE. LET ME GUESS WHY IS THIS SO. HMM YOU COULDNT GET YOUR OWN ZAK HELM AND SO HOPE THAT THAT ASSHOLE FUCKING ASSWIPE WOULD GET IT FOR YOU? AND YOU WERE AFRAID THAT IF YOU STOPPED TALKING TO HIM YOU WOULD LOSE ONE TO GET THAT HELM FOR YOU AS I'M NOT WITH HENRY ANYMORE AND IS OF NO HELP TO YOU ANYMORE. GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOUS. ANYWAYS TEO JIAHAO YOU ABORE ME TO THE EXTEND OF WANTING TO STANGGLE YOU WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE. THAT DAY IN THE F&N ROOM I COULD ALMOST IMAGINE HOW YOU'LL LOOK LIKE IF I THREW THE KNIVES AT YOU. HOW I HOPE YOU WOULD JUST DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE! AND I PROMISE YOU I'LL BE THE FIRST TO BE CLAPPING MY HANDS LAUGHING AT YOUR DEATH. WOULD YOU JUST SHUT YOUR GAP! since you're not my friend anymore, dont be shock to hear any spiteful remarks from me. starting with that disgusting ink bag that you carry. i'm not trying to discriminate ppl whom carry ink bags, just you. Because that zinc, ink whatever ugly horrible looking bag looks like it has been taken out from the trash. even if you were to pay me 1,000,000 you wouldnt catch me carrying that rotten thing. This is actually not said because i dislike you or anything, its just that that thing rly looks horrible.
It is ghastly to see anyone carrying that in broad day light. was just wondering did you choose to buy that bag on the day you forgot to wear your specs or maybe there was a blackout at the shop? I'm certain that i wouldn't reget what i've said here! BECAISE JERKS LIKE YOU DO NOT DESERVE ANYTHING NICE FROM ANYONE.
jaslyn, i cant forgive you, i'm rly sorry. seriously i think you're despicable, Whatever you're doing to fu. Obviously you have like a new admirer, jas i'm not a 3 year old. the scribbling, it is obvious that you are in love with another i'm not an idiot you know. Though jw refuses to say who is that, i suspect i know that guy. And if my guess is right, i'll think worse of you. Stop treating fu as a maid. That day while he was helping YOU with the wash up, me and cass was helping him. So yes it is indirectly affecting me. And yes, everything is never your fault, you're always blaming it onto someone else, whenever would it be your fault? I would realize that you understand what i am trying to say after you've changed. stop toying with him, he needs the truth and not saying things indirectly. he is the only son in the family, if this continues i'm sure his o lvls is screwed. This is not said with anger i swear its more of words of disappointment.
Wondering why i cried? i cant take this anymore. Imagine having a sister and ASSWIPE FUCKING ASSHOLE in the family that looks down on you. And parents who blames you for driving your sister away. None of them wants to talk to you at home. Thinking that peace, joy and laughter is found in school your friend(s) just have to prick that. Teachers coming in to the class saying things that are the most demoralizing which they claim to mean well. O levels 94 days away.
Life is so bad now
Monday, July 16, 2007
My day
Today is the 15th! hai nothing is going smoothly for me!
Anyway, did some shopping online today & my wallet is bleeding (going to) my main objective is to get the Gc WATCH! LOVEEEEE IT SO MUCH and since dad is going to let me handle this alone, I got to start saving! Found a nice coach pouch(white agn, though i vow not ever to get white but it looks totally CHARMING!) and also a agnesB tote bag. HAPPY :) Got the picture of the watch. Well i did not do anything much today, dug out a lot of photos. Found some real funny & sad ones.
Pictures of Gc watch, recent bakes & RANDOM ONES :D
Anyway, did some shopping online today & my wallet is bleeding (going to) my main objective is to get the Gc WATCH! LOVEEEEE IT SO MUCH and since dad is going to let me handle this alone, I got to start saving! Found a nice coach pouch(white agn, though i vow not ever to get white but it looks totally CHARMING!) and also a agnesB tote bag. HAPPY :) Got the picture of the watch. Well i did not do anything much today, dug out a lot of photos. Found some real funny & sad ones.
Pictures of Gc watch, recent bakes & RANDOM ONES :D
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Saturdays, I hate
Listening to jolin's jiazhuang, watching full house. The sadness period from secondary 4 has came back. SAME OlD FEELING, different guy. Only this time i had no one else to blame but myself. I feel like a loser! :) No one could sink as low as i am now. ALL THANKS TO ELIN! I dont know what elin wants, rly dont understand her right now. History has repeated itself. ARGH! THIS IS IRONIC hahahahahah!
went out rollar blading tdy, fell twice after the 2nd time, i was afraid that if i were to continue, it might add on to the scars that i alrdy have. I took my R.B off and walked bare footed on the road! i dont think anyone saw.
Baked a few things today, shall post about them tmr! i think they look pretty.
I had him , distractions came and i swayed.
Left him there with a broken heart,
sweared never to look back,
who was i kidding?
Now even if turn back,
its all too late as his heart is mended by another.
I sound a little down in this post. ok i'm not all that sad actually. Laughing to myself as it is. Tomorrow would be a better day :)
went out rollar blading tdy, fell twice after the 2nd time, i was afraid that if i were to continue, it might add on to the scars that i alrdy have. I took my R.B off and walked bare footed on the road! i dont think anyone saw.
Baked a few things today, shall post about them tmr! i think they look pretty.
I had him , distractions came and i swayed.
Left him there with a broken heart,
sweared never to look back,
who was i kidding?
Now even if turn back,
its all too late as his heart is mended by another.
I sound a little down in this post. ok i'm not all that sad actually. Laughing to myself as it is. Tomorrow would be a better day :)
Friday, July 13, 2007
4 hours of non stop gossip! :D
Back :D my day today. its like that. SPLAT!
went to hub with beca, kit and jiayi. dined at pepper lunch.
GUESS WHO I SAW! hah, i didnt know why, i just suddenly turn back and look at the entrance & i saw this guy wearing a cap! hah its HENRY. SHOCKED!
so we roamed ard central didnt have much to do so we sat down in mos, what else can 4 girls do? OF COURSE GOSSIP! 4 hours of non stop gossiping! from sec 3 till now. So if i have hurt you, you hurt me you were mentioned. :) This includes EVERYONE.
i'm in the cooking mood again. cooking everything and anything i find. I think i am more to be in the bad mood?
This goes out to BSF,
If you think it is you then its you.
All i've said is not because i want anything from you. Not that i want to get back tgt! It doen't mean anything ok! please do not think otherwise! I am just like that. And just so you know you have help me got rid of my QINGREN from my heart. I dont know how you got me so mesmerized. SO i want and rly rly rly want to say THANK YOU :D
went to hub with beca, kit and jiayi. dined at pepper lunch.
GUESS WHO I SAW! hah, i didnt know why, i just suddenly turn back and look at the entrance & i saw this guy wearing a cap! hah its HENRY. SHOCKED!
so we roamed ard central didnt have much to do so we sat down in mos, what else can 4 girls do? OF COURSE GOSSIP! 4 hours of non stop gossiping! from sec 3 till now. So if i have hurt you, you hurt me you were mentioned. :) This includes EVERYONE.
i'm in the cooking mood again. cooking everything and anything i find. I think i am more to be in the bad mood?
This goes out to BSF,
If you think it is you then its you.
All i've said is not because i want anything from you. Not that i want to get back tgt! It doen't mean anything ok! please do not think otherwise! I am just like that. And just so you know you have help me got rid of my QINGREN from my heart. I dont know how you got me so mesmerized. SO i want and rly rly rly want to say THANK YOU :D
Boring day!
My typical boring day
I have gotten rid of //! LIKE FINNALLY! Thats all because i think i have someone else on my mind now. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ i think that i am sick in the mind! that person is the one and only dest. Dont like him like him but he is there. He makes me look forward to his messages and wants to reply them quickly. HELL! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME! i dont even know however should i do with myself! I MISS THOSE DAYS I GUESS. MUS BE MY HISTORY's TEXTBOOK'S fault. the cover page, chapter 9 ALL FILL WITH HIS NAME. why didnt i know how to treasure? funnythingisthatidonotwanthimback,justwanthischaracter?HAHidontknow
School was...................i need a new turnover of friends! lol not all of them just those irritating ones! :D you know i know.
YAY i topped history, socialstudies paper! so darn happy about that! And the un expected, 1 more mark to pass for physics! RLY BIG SHOCKER OK! :) anyways i feel soooooooo happy and free like the past. IDONTNEEDABFTOMAKEMEHAPPY what matters are friends!
I have gotten rid of //! LIKE FINNALLY! Thats all because i think i have someone else on my mind now. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ i think that i am sick in the mind! that person is the one and only dest. Dont like him like him but he is there. He makes me look forward to his messages and wants to reply them quickly. HELL! WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME! i dont even know however should i do with myself! I MISS THOSE DAYS I GUESS. MUS BE MY HISTORY's TEXTBOOK'S fault. the cover page, chapter 9 ALL FILL WITH HIS NAME. why didnt i know how to treasure? funnythingisthatidonotwanthimback,justwanthischaracter?HAHidontknow
School was...................i need a new turnover of friends! lol not all of them just those irritating ones! :D you know i know.
YAY i topped history, socialstudies paper! so darn happy about that! And the un expected, 1 more mark to pass for physics! RLY BIG SHOCKER OK! :) anyways i feel soooooooo happy and free like the past. IDONTNEEDABFTOMAKEMEHAPPY what matters are friends!
Thursday, July 12, 2007
MISS DEAREST!
Back to blogging ! (:
Went to BAH's blog and saw this. Was bored so went with it.
So today was like any other day. study study TALK TALK GOSSIP gossip hah. nothing to post about though.
Want to ask people out there. What the hell is 'BAH' why is everyone using that? And bah i warn you YOU BETTER STOP SAYING BAH! lol
I MISS DEAREST! I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST! Don't know why but i miss him. AHHHHHHHHHH damn crap!
ARAVIN! you did the sweetest yet dumbest thing! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I forgot to bring my thermometer. I only wanted to borrow his termometer for show yet he gave it to me and sacrificed his for me and went to the hall to face the music for me. ): YOU'RE THE SWEETEST!
Went to BAH's blog and saw this. Was bored so went with it.
So today was like any other day. study study TALK TALK GOSSIP gossip hah. nothing to post about though.
Want to ask people out there. What the hell is 'BAH' why is everyone using that? And bah i warn you YOU BETTER STOP SAYING BAH! lol
I MISS DEAREST! I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST I MISS DEAREST! Don't know why but i miss him. AHHHHHHHHHH damn crap!
ARAVIN! you did the sweetest yet dumbest thing! LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I forgot to bring my thermometer. I only wanted to borrow his termometer for show yet he gave it to me and sacrificed his for me and went to the hall to face the music for me. ): YOU'RE THE SWEETEST!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
In need of a better day tomorrow
WELLLL, weipeng this is how i feel.
Firstly, i have to Thank you for being there for me for that period of time. Its our 1 month this sunday but it was my pity that i have to give it a miss. Would Never have known what was installed for me that day. Well i feel terrible, i rly do. I think this might affect your promos still i hope that i would be wrong. You cannot just fall flat. You have to stand up & GET SOME ONE BETTER THAN ME. Make me jealous alright. (ifyougetanewgfiwoulddefinatelybe!VERY!) I just needed a lot of freedom. Do not rly like the way you 'babytalk' i'm no longer a 3 yr old. I'm only one year younger than you. I feel that You're over protective, its not how i like people. Esp when that person/guy is my bf. I thought i could get use to all these but i couldn't i didnt want to tell you because i knew you'll say you'll change. But i know its hard to change ones' personality And i dont want you to do that for me. I'm not worth it. you should just go find a girl whom is able to accept all these. Then that relationship would be perfect (: Dont change what you are just to suit me. Its just not what a guy should be doing. In a dance, the guy leads and the girl follows If it was the other way round, the dance would just turn out wrong look wrong! agree? So please do not say that you'll wait for me.
Alright, i think you deserve to know the truth.
The break up excuses, some were true some were not.
I dont even know if what i had for you was love. Those 2 days when we stopped talking, a lot happened. I was watching this random show on TV asking myself what was happening to me in the mist, I started asking myself if i should continue with this. And so the script from the movie the guy say 'show me a sign'. I laughed to myself and thought 'damn this phoney script how could there be signs? If there rly is then show me.' So my day carried on those signs rly came. First, i flipped open to read the news papers the word 'HEN' was like in bold in one of the papers. i didnt think of that too much. watched some Chinese commercials the name clarence came on. Z and then finally the least expecting, watched the series friends and the name, sunil surfaced. Like how unexpecting. you must think its rly DUMB, because i do too. You're always saying how bad is it going to be if you lose me. It rly scares me to know that much. And after watching all those shows i have also realize that only relationship would only last if those two started out as friends for a long time. Alright example, henry and kl. I'm spoilt, I'm stubborn, I'm cold Blooded, I'm ruthless, I'm indecisive. i'm just rly different from you and you do deserve better. do not tell me that you have reasons. i'm stuck up, i wouldn't care. After the last one, i have told myself not ever to drop a tear for a guy. SO COMPLETELY NOT WORTH IT.
LINUS LOH MING JIE I HATE DOING YOUR D&T!
Firstly, i have to Thank you for being there for me for that period of time. Its our 1 month this sunday but it was my pity that i have to give it a miss. Would Never have known what was installed for me that day. Well i feel terrible, i rly do. I think this might affect your promos still i hope that i would be wrong. You cannot just fall flat. You have to stand up & GET SOME ONE BETTER THAN ME. Make me jealous alright. (ifyougetanewgfiwoulddefinatelybe!VERY!) I just needed a lot of freedom. Do not rly like the way you 'babytalk' i'm no longer a 3 yr old. I'm only one year younger than you. I feel that You're over protective, its not how i like people. Esp when that person/guy is my bf. I thought i could get use to all these but i couldn't i didnt want to tell you because i knew you'll say you'll change. But i know its hard to change ones' personality And i dont want you to do that for me. I'm not worth it. you should just go find a girl whom is able to accept all these. Then that relationship would be perfect (: Dont change what you are just to suit me. Its just not what a guy should be doing. In a dance, the guy leads and the girl follows If it was the other way round, the dance would just turn out wrong look wrong! agree? So please do not say that you'll wait for me.
Alright, i think you deserve to know the truth.
The break up excuses, some were true some were not.
I dont even know if what i had for you was love. Those 2 days when we stopped talking, a lot happened. I was watching this random show on TV asking myself what was happening to me in the mist, I started asking myself if i should continue with this. And so the script from the movie the guy say 'show me a sign'. I laughed to myself and thought 'damn this phoney script how could there be signs? If there rly is then show me.' So my day carried on those signs rly came. First, i flipped open to read the news papers the word 'HEN' was like in bold in one of the papers. i didnt think of that too much. watched some Chinese commercials the name clarence came on. Z and then finally the least expecting, watched the series friends and the name, sunil surfaced. Like how unexpecting. you must think its rly DUMB, because i do too. You're always saying how bad is it going to be if you lose me. It rly scares me to know that much. And after watching all those shows i have also realize that only relationship would only last if those two started out as friends for a long time. Alright example, henry and kl. I'm spoilt, I'm stubborn, I'm cold Blooded, I'm ruthless, I'm indecisive. i'm just rly different from you and you do deserve better. do not tell me that you have reasons. i'm stuck up, i wouldn't care. After the last one, i have told myself not ever to drop a tear for a guy. SO COMPLETELY NOT WORTH IT.
LINUS LOH MING JIE I HATE DOING YOUR D&T!
Thursday, July 5, 2007
JIAN JIAN (:
http://profile.imeem.com/GNz8tD/music/me7jiqsL/hahaha_rofl/
I SPENT SUPER LONG TIME DOING THIS! hah, WP! if you ever read this you'll know why i didnt reply you. cut the voice clip super short because of the programming thing. SORRY! (: LOVES YOU LIKE MAD! your cousin i mean! heeee :D I hate school so so so much. ANYWAYS this little boy is not wp, its wp's 5 yr old cousin :D
I SPENT SUPER LONG TIME DOING THIS! hah, WP! if you ever read this you'll know why i didnt reply you. cut the voice clip super short because of the programming thing. SORRY! (: LOVES YOU LIKE MAD! your cousin i mean! heeee :D I hate school so so so much. ANYWAYS this little boy is not wp, its wp's 5 yr old cousin :D
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Confusion
Skipped school today. WAS NOT PLANNED FOR OK! i was just late and didn't want to spoil the late coming records. But i think binghan spoilt it. Too bad!
Went out with WP headed to vivo to look for something that was no longer on shelves ): Wasted his time and money.
Please tell me :
I FEEL LIKE A BF / RELATIONSHIP WRECKER!
Firstly, broke off with henry which i might add NEVER DID ACCEPT him in real life.
He was heart broken, had Kailing to console him.
Name : Kailing/ vodkaa
Age: 19?
Status: WAS with cast currently with henry.
All this happened as cast was in army, longing for kl. (cast & kl's relationship was on rocks) I guess henry was just desperate for someone, he went on a further step into getting kl as his gf. kl miraculously accepted him. When cast booked out henry and kl broke the news to him. He was devasted.
Next, weipeng and his ex gf.
): I CANT STOP FEELING THAT THIS IS MY FAULT! Wp was actually with his gf when i stepped in. We started very aback, abruptly, asudden, sudden, unanticipatedly. Super random. 'be my dear for 15 mins' ROFL! the 15 mins grew and brought us to where we are. He didnt 2 time ok! ok maybe for 15 mins and half a day? Alright, he told me that he and his gf were on the rocks too, didnt know who to choose. I swear i did not seduce him ok! Didn't know why he chose me too. His gf cabbed down to listen to his explanation at 1am in the morning on either the 13th or 14th if i remembered correctly. And we both started on the 15th. FEEL LIKE *$%^%*#(@&%^@%*(^$%(!@#. how could i right.
Because of me, cast was left alone. Wp broke up with his 3 years gf + many years friends? i feel like shit.
Went out with WP headed to vivo to look for something that was no longer on shelves ): Wasted his time and money.
Please tell me :
I FEEL LIKE A BF / RELATIONSHIP WRECKER!
Firstly, broke off with henry which i might add NEVER DID ACCEPT him in real life.
He was heart broken, had Kailing to console him.
Name : Kailing/ vodkaa
Age: 19?
Status: WAS with cast currently with henry.
All this happened as cast was in army, longing for kl. (cast & kl's relationship was on rocks) I guess henry was just desperate for someone, he went on a further step into getting kl as his gf. kl miraculously accepted him. When cast booked out henry and kl broke the news to him. He was devasted.
Next, weipeng and his ex gf.
): I CANT STOP FEELING THAT THIS IS MY FAULT! Wp was actually with his gf when i stepped in. We started very aback, abruptly, asudden, sudden, unanticipatedly. Super random. 'be my dear for 15 mins' ROFL! the 15 mins grew and brought us to where we are. He didnt 2 time ok! ok maybe for 15 mins and half a day? Alright, he told me that he and his gf were on the rocks too, didnt know who to choose. I swear i did not seduce him ok! Didn't know why he chose me too. His gf cabbed down to listen to his explanation at 1am in the morning on either the 13th or 14th if i remembered correctly. And we both started on the 15th. FEEL LIKE *$%^%*#(@&%^@%*(^$%(!@#. how could i right.
Because of me, cast was left alone. Wp broke up with his 3 years gf + many years friends? i feel like shit.
Monday, July 2, 2007
I'm back :)
HEY I'M BACK!
loads of things happened. & YEAH! I LOVE WEIPENG! I promise he would be the last. :)
WEIPENG SEE THIS! YOU WOULD BE THE LAST! Rofl.
you're the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me, ever would be :) LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE! hah. Beetle's dad called, didn't dare to pick up. Came to a LOUSY conclusion and told him to remain as friends. WOW, the beetle flared and rang up..........and he ******.............. ROFL to think back it seems kind of, fun? looking forward to the quarrels with The Beetle, 伟朋鸟 :D
kick maple goodbye! I HATE HENRY! dislike would be a better word actually because hating him means i still have feelings for him. Henry is with kailing! Omg, was in a state of shock when i saw it at the same time feeling happy for him because i know he has moved on so as a friend i smsed him to wish him all the best WITH i might add loads of joy. But hah i was stupid to expect a 'haha, thank you'. Instead that bastard said something like, 'what do you mean by this, all i knew was that she was there for me when you left me in the lurch. And besides i know i was insignificant to you' < summarised by me. I TOTALLY CRIED WHEN I SAW THAT. zz
HENRY WONG HONG QING! this bloody idiot who claimed that i toyed with his feeling listen up. You were the only guy that i have cried for for countless times, went to the extend of sending you GIFTS to your door step & HAH i cant belive i even went and buy a bottle of lotion when you told me you were sun brunt. HOW DUMB WAS I TO DO THAT? yeah just blame EVERYthing on me.
Thats what you do best. I DISLIKE YOU WITH THE UPMOST ABHORRENCE. And yeah to think back, i didnt even say that i would accept you in real life. I shall say the last mean thing. you brought all this upon yourself, i warned you but you just wouldn't listen. continue playing your lousy maple, you can stay there and rot for all i care! maybe in maple you could earn your billions but continue so and in real life you'll be lucky if you could even get a job. I am hoping you'll see this SOOOOOOO much!
AU REVOIR henry wong, i dislike you.
OMG my F&N. z I DELETED MY WHOLE FILE. everything I've done sacrificing one whole night of sleep. Just gone with a touch of a button.
Aww, mrs sim retired! my fav elective teacher! ): miss her!
AND YES the 7% gst started today.
loads of things happened. & YEAH! I LOVE WEIPENG! I promise he would be the last. :)
WEIPENG SEE THIS! YOU WOULD BE THE LAST! Rofl.
you're the sweetest thing that has ever happened to me, ever would be :) LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE LOVE YOU BEETLE! hah. Beetle's dad called, didn't dare to pick up. Came to a LOUSY conclusion and told him to remain as friends. WOW, the beetle flared and rang up..........and he ******.............. ROFL to think back it seems kind of, fun? looking forward to the quarrels with The Beetle, 伟朋鸟 :D
kick maple goodbye! I HATE HENRY! dislike would be a better word actually because hating him means i still have feelings for him. Henry is with kailing! Omg, was in a state of shock when i saw it at the same time feeling happy for him because i know he has moved on so as a friend i smsed him to wish him all the best WITH i might add loads of joy. But hah i was stupid to expect a 'haha, thank you'. Instead that bastard said something like, 'what do you mean by this, all i knew was that she was there for me when you left me in the lurch. And besides i know i was insignificant to you' < summarised by me. I TOTALLY CRIED WHEN I SAW THAT. zz
HENRY WONG HONG QING! this bloody idiot who claimed that i toyed with his feeling listen up. You were the only guy that i have cried for for countless times, went to the extend of sending you GIFTS to your door step & HAH i cant belive i even went and buy a bottle of lotion when you told me you were sun brunt. HOW DUMB WAS I TO DO THAT? yeah just blame EVERYthing on me.
Thats what you do best. I DISLIKE YOU WITH THE UPMOST ABHORRENCE. And yeah to think back, i didnt even say that i would accept you in real life. I shall say the last mean thing. you brought all this upon yourself, i warned you but you just wouldn't listen. continue playing your lousy maple, you can stay there and rot for all i care! maybe in maple you could earn your billions but continue so and in real life you'll be lucky if you could even get a job. I am hoping you'll see this SOOOOOOO much!
AU REVOIR henry wong, i dislike you.
OMG my F&N. z I DELETED MY WHOLE FILE. everything I've done sacrificing one whole night of sleep. Just gone with a touch of a button.
Aww, mrs sim retired! my fav elective teacher! ): miss her!
AND YES the 7% gst started today.
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