Resounding Reappearance

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Roly poly

Why cant the bloody bitch just mind her own business?
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!

Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?

I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.

& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Flowers Flowers Flowers tell me what you mean.

HE IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO CHARMING!
His smile, his eyes, hair, expression simply every single thing about him makes me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mesmerizing ! :) I feel like the little girl once again that goes gaga over a guy. damn i dont even know what am i talking about anymore. I dont want to go on crapping anymore. One thing, WHO THE HELL WEARS HOOPS WHEN JOGGING? Apparently, his darling ex gf does!
Ironical thing is that this has got me motivation to study! :)
I scored a 5/25 for English comprehension, failed chinese due to the moderation and a disappointing B3 for F&N! science? HAH HORRIBLE! How nice. O levels examinations are dashing at me at full speed.
Off to history! Feeling so lazy to blog these days.
Byebye dearest blogspot for now. Wont be here unless anything major happens.
Please Do Not Miss Me All! :D

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Tanning Trip

GREAT NEWS! Dad was talking about a bangkok trip sometime in november. Thats when i thought, Thailand would be a great place for sun tanning so i took my chance and asked if i could tag along on this whatever trip.
SOOOOO, I'm going to bangkok for sun tanning before prom! :D WOOTS! Was still vexing on how not to look white before prom. You have to admit that Singapore's sun stinks! haha so yes i cant wait till after Os! I'm so lucky!

I cant get over yesterday! I even had a dream. Its a very romantic and sweet dream :) I know i dreamt of this guy whom I liked alot. So many of the guys whom i know are striked out. My guess i think its either Mus, McDeaf or darren :)) I can remember details but not the guy!

Mom and dad went for a wedding dinner yesterday and its at Conrad Centennial Hotel. They said that the food SUCKED! If it was my dad i wouldn't have believed him that much. He eats good food almost everyday. As my mom said it tasted rly bad, i had no reason not to believe. And we're only paying 750 per table, it must rly taste even worse! GREAT and who was the one that said that the food there is good? sheesh.

I BROKE MY NAIL! ): DAMN! hope it grows back in time for prom. lol

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Joy!

I WANT TO SHOUT SCREAM AND YELL TO EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM!
Its what he said that matters and nothing else matters more!

2 more days till the end of prelims.

There is something important that happens today but i just cant remember what it is.

Yes something to post about. Crazy thought i'm having these days. I want to go for plastic surgery! I dont even know what i want to change. Its the trill perhaps. Pain there will be. But no pain no gain right! I rly want it badly! I want to marry a billionare because the things that i desire is not what a millionare could afford. omg ELIN there is something wrong with you.

Monday, September 10, 2007

omg

I saw clarence today. omg he looks wierd! Not use to his short hair. lol

I need motivation! And i've decided, kevin is motivation!

LWL SAYS THAT THE BACK OF MY BAG LOOKS CHEAP! GHEESE ! ASSSSS he said it looked like those 10 dollars cheap shit. Firstly before saying that you should know best i dont do cheap stuff. I'M PISSED! hah
Never did go so low nither would want to go there so need not say subway bag! I hope your gf ditches you! asshole hahahaha!

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Things that has to be done

Had the sudden urge to post this.

Things that has to be done after O levels:
1. Get a job! Not retail anymore i want an admin job! maybe 2 jobs? hah
2. I need a laptop, definately not Apple anymore.
3. I want to get desperate housewives season 3 dvds! And then watch season 4! :)
4. In need of Greys Anatomy season 4!
5. A new wallet! Not white anymore!
6. Excess cash which i doubt i would have, i would get an Agnes B bag!
7. Really really excess cash, i would have to save up for my upcoming trip to Europe next year.
8. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH its a secret. :)

Nothing much you can do when you're only 17.

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