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Why cant the bloody bitch just mind her own business?
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!

Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?

I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.

& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha

Flowers Flowers Flowers tell me what you mean.

HE IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO CHARMING!
His smile, his eyes, hair, expression simply every single thing about him makes me go awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mesmerizing ! :) I feel like the little girl once again that goes gaga over a guy. damn i dont even know what am i talking about anymore. I dont want to go on crapping anymore. One thing, WHO THE HELL WEARS HOOPS WHEN JOGGING? Apparently, his darling ex gf does!
Ironical thing is that this has got me motivation to study! :)
I scored a 5/25 for English comprehension, failed chinese due to the moderation and a disappointing B3 for F&N! science? HAH HORRIBLE! How nice. O levels examinations are dashing at me at full speed.
Off to history! Feeling so lazy to blog these days.
Byebye dearest blogspot for now. Wont be here unless anything major happens.
Please Do Not Miss Me All! :D

Tanning Trip

GREAT NEWS! Dad was talking about a bangkok trip sometime in november. Thats when i thought, Thailand would be a great place for sun tanning so i took my chance and asked if i could tag along on this whatever trip.
SOOOOO, I'm going to bangkok for sun tanning before prom! :D WOOTS! Was still vexing on how not to look white before prom. You have to admit that Singapore's sun stinks! haha so yes i cant wait till after Os! I'm so lucky!

I cant get over yesterday! I even had a dream. Its a very romantic and sweet dream :) I know i dreamt of this guy whom I liked alot. So many of the guys whom i know are striked out. My guess i think its either Mus, McDeaf or darren :)) I can remember details but not the guy!

Mom and dad went for a wedding dinner yesterday and its at Conrad Centennial Hotel. They said that the food SUCKED! If it was my dad i wouldn't have believed him that much. He eats good food almost everyday. As my mom said it tasted rly bad, i had no reason not to believe. And we're only paying 750 per table, it must rly taste even worse! GREAT and who was the one that said that the food there is good? sheesh.

I BROKE MY NAIL! ): DAMN! hope it grows back in time for prom. lol

Joy!

I WANT TO SHOUT SCREAM AND YELL TO EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM!
Its what he said that matters and nothing else matters more!

2 more days till the end of prelims.

There is something important that happens today but i just cant remember what it is.

Yes something to post about. Crazy thought i'm having these days. I want to go for plastic surgery! I dont even know what i want to change. Its the trill perhaps. Pain there will be. But no pain no gain right! I rly want it badly! I want to marry a billionare because the things that i desire is not what a millionare could afford. omg ELIN there is something wrong with you.

omg

I saw clarence today. omg he looks wierd! Not use to his short hair. lol

I need motivation! And i've decided, kevin is motivation!

LWL SAYS THAT THE BACK OF MY BAG LOOKS CHEAP! GHEESE ! ASSSSS he said it looked like those 10 dollars cheap shit. Firstly before saying that you should know best i dont do cheap stuff. I'M PISSED! hah
Never did go so low nither would want to go there so need not say subway bag! I hope your gf ditches you! asshole hahahaha!

Things that has to be done

Had the sudden urge to post this.

Things that has to be done after O levels:
1. Get a job! Not retail anymore i want an admin job! maybe 2 jobs? hah
2. I need a laptop, definately not Apple anymore.
3. I want to get desperate housewives season 3 dvds! And then watch season 4! :)
4. In need of Greys Anatomy season 4!
5. A new wallet! Not white anymore!
6. Excess cash which i doubt i would have, i would get an Agnes B bag!
7. Really really excess cash, i would have to save up for my upcoming trip to Europe next year.
8. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH its a secret. :)

Nothing much you can do when you're only 17.

Pictures :

The be all and end all

I once had a friend. Why was she once my friend you ask? Let me explain.
I stopped trying to be her friend.
i'm not calm now. I feel the rage in me is going to erupt any moment.

How did it all started?

Ok, Let that once a friend be X. Try solving X.

Around 2 months back, R called me one day and ask me as i thought at that time a very funny question.
R asked,
"Did X tell you anything bad happened today with us? Is X angry with us?" I was like "huh, no nth X was smiling "?
only till few weeks back do i realize what R wanted to ask me that day.
X has been showing a 'F black face or should i say mask that she glues on to her face. [ That explains SO MUCH! ]
We all were puzzled and practically blamed ourselves for not knowing what was happening.

My definition for friends is having someone to turn to when she or he is in need. Sharing joy and lend a shoulder to cry on. And they should be able to pour out their hearts to whatever they are not happy with.

Whenever we try to ask X about what is happening X would try to void the question by simply just IGNORING. Not even saying something like i dont want to discuss this. just do not reply like X just died with a heart attack in front of the computer or phone. Then right after I aske dX the question, X started posting " le mort, leave me alone, no avail " All over X blog and nick. We thought X needed some space so we decided to give X some time. Who knows i guess X thought that this was fun! After teachers day more of X black face started surfacing.
WHHHHEEEEE we're having so much fun playing wheel of fortune to your 'F thoughts. There are some reasons why you're not bill gates you're not good are designing softwares NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR 'F MIND GAMES! sheesh

But but but there is more to it. X tries so hard. I rly have to take my hats off for you! X tried so hard to keep the game going by attracting more attention. {this is how you think right?} This is how X did it. At first X wrote leave me alone right eventually i guess X found it meaningless as no one gave a shit anymore X switched the concept of those brainless mind games to " feel so insignificant, so lonely! " What we think is X is ASA & LOL! [ Inside joke! :) ] So like how IRONIC AND CONTRADICTING IS X? Like i said X is not good in designing games. Once agn X failed in entertaining us. I'm so sorry. DON'T SLIT YOUR WRIST JUST BECAUSE WE'RE NOT HAVING FUN OK! USE your brains! How could your cheap games interest us? Its an insult just being forced and dragged in to play.

You know what is the most hurting? instead of us she told her troubles to her other 'FRIEND'. X has been having lunch with us almost every single day, shopping, doing work and whatever which i thought is signifying that this was a friendship. But nooo, when X has a problem X just turned to someone else which X in this case trust as a friend. WHO DO X THINK WE ARE? Some random people to screw with? Ginnie pigs to those mindless games of yours? Ironically you make US FEEL INSIGNIFICANT! So back at you!

This was when i knew i totally gave up trying to be X's friend.

In the course of these games, the relationship started turning sour. X did many things testing our limits over and over agn. Driving us nuts with X's 'ni yao wo zhe me yang?' , 'Black stinky face' and trying to be all secretive and quiet. And when X is in good mood X would just be normal. We're not obliged to tolerate your nonsense. You threw our friendship to the wolves so stop making it seem as if its our fault.

We gossiped, in a nice way, discussed this matter. Laughing and practically swimming in our tears of laughter at MOS. X of course was our topic of discussion. If you have been at lunch with us you would know how unpleasant is the choice of vocabulary we use if that person is of absolute abhorrence. In this case, X is. By that choice of vocabulary of course not those coarse words.

I've never knew that you're so self obsessed and willing to give it all up just for your paranoid self obsessions. Worrying about things that obviously wouldn't happen. Cry in your little dark corner for now i dont care as i'm sure you'll scream " Leave me alone, no avail you're not my friend " RIGHT AT MY FACE ! so Why bother?

What would you do if you have a friend like X?

From pity -> Confusion -> Getting Irritated -> Hatred . So this is entirely brought upon yourself!

Don't even get me started about prom! I could rattle on and on and on.

I have much more mean things like "The Missing Cockroach" [ Inside joke hahahahahaha ]
Actually not mean, FACTS should be the better term. Things that you're unknowingly doing to us.


For every mathematics question there is an answer.
X = Teng Weesan

Yes by posting this i'm throwing down the gauntlet. Thats if you know what i'm trying to mean.

Two Movies

Watched The Bourne Ultimatum today! :D Before i went in I wondered why i loved the previous Bourne movies so much, thought this moive would be like the 007 show which is BORING LIKE MAD! all they do is fight fight and fight with almost no meaning to it. Whereas, in Bourne there is a huge deal of coordination in the plotting of the movie. Then watched Ratatouille again as that loser wants to watch it, i wanted to watch no reservations! But nevermind his treat :)
After the movie, walked around in orchard he brought like 3 num shirts! Looked at him with green eyes! I don't even have money for the paper bag! lol ok i'm exaggerating. Went home after. Drove up the wall by the damn maid agn.

Still, It was a day to remember :D

There was ever this once i told you "i hate you! And i hate you because i just simply can't stop loving you enough."
I only said this to one.
To that special one, It still is just that i'm hating you even more now.

Walking on top of air :D

MY BED SMELLS OF LEMONS! HAPPY DAY!

Can't say I love you cos I don't.
Can't promise that i'll love eventually either.
But right here,
right now,
I promise you me.