Saturday, September 22, 2007

Roly poly

Why cant the bloody bitch just mind her own business?
Get your own life and stay out of mine!
So what if i cant study well? SO WHAT?
At least my EQ is not -1, when i said that i am already complimenting you.
I dont understand why am i blood related to such a beast.
I HOPE YOU JUST CONTINUE BLOATING AND DIE! If you havent notice i used continue.
If genie were to give me a wish trust me it would be used on no other then hoping you'll die a terrible and painful death.
My abhorrence for her grows everytime the minute hand ticks.
Why do these people have to give me such a hard time? From byy, zd, father, tengweesan, mrs yeo, anantha. GIVE ME A BREAK!

Mrs yeo has been SREAMING AT ME these days i dont even know why.
My whole prelim paper is filled with marking mistakes i swear. unless the information from the notes she gave is wrong. I dont even want to ask her for those marks she'll just start screaming at me. Like the AWWA home movie thing.
She told me ' you all have to reach THERE at 3'
So i said, 'mrs yeo the movie starts at 3.30 so i think its already quite early if we reach there at 3.15' I thought she meant reaching the cinema.
SHE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME and said ' Do you know they are old folks they need time to walk.'
so i said ' oh i thought you meant reach the cinema '
She said in such a sarcastic and 'you are stupid' tone ' When did i ever say that it was at the cinema? Right class? ' And she continued rattling on on how wrong i am.
WHY IN THE HELL DOES SHE NEED TO HUMILIATE ME THAT WAY? Got back my F&N paper and the number of X i saw on the piece of paper rly rly disheartened me. Yes she screamed 'Elin can you stop being so angry' I wasn't i know i wasn't.
After F&N i went out of the class feeling so so so so so so so so low. Couldn't control my emotions and had to pour it to the wall in the toilet. That is rly pathetic isn't it, i know.
And then there was anantha. It was the first ever time i failed my Social studies in Amkss. When i got back my results i was rly loss for words. I dont even know why i got those questions wrong. She came to me and wanted to look at my paper. I rly didnt her to spot out all my mistakes infront of the class so tried to hide my paper from her. I was rly very polite to her yet i dont understand why she still said ' elin can you stop being so angry.....' Do i rly look angry when i am sad? Disappointment and sadness is not only shown through crying right? So i guess next time when i feel sad i should just start crying or people might think that i look angry again. JIAWEN! DID I RLY LOOK VERY ANGRY AND FIERCE?

I dont like going to school, i dont like staying at home.
H2O has been escaping from my body through my eyes very often these days.
I dont even know what else to do anymore.
I guess this is my last post here.

& lastly, i guess i rly have to thank weilong . Thank you for listening to whatever shit i have to say. I DISLIKE YOUR GF! haha